Bedmate
Chapter 18

Meyra POV's

Today Is the last day for me, as I promised Selin if I'd move from here . It feels heavy indeed, when the comfort of the environment we have got . But life is full of choices and consequences. I can obviously choose my own path, because I have a Right to it.

But this is the consequence I get from my behavior being on the wrong path.

People say, before the yellow janur curved . the right together! The truth is do I have that right ? whereas , I'm just impingement of something called lust.

I contacted uwak yesterday , and the plan is later tonight I will fly to Bengkulu, leaving this City, a city with a million memories. Don't ask how my nelangs are. Even from last night I couldn't close my eyes just let go of the burden of the mind. I'm too scared, if I have to face Mom. But if I stay here, I'm just as selfish.

I hope I didn't bother Ayuk from my mother.

Because I know the economy is unstable, his job, which is just a street sweeper, is simply inadequate. While he had to support 4 children and also his young grandchildren.

Do not ask how uwak should live his life with a burden that he could have ignored. However, which mother has the heart, if you have to ignore the child who is not lucky in the household. Yes, both uwak children are married, but still live one roof with uwak. Thinking will be an additional burden for uwak, make me a dilemma, uwak problem is already quite heavy. Should I add it to my problem ?

Yuli finally came, She doesn't usually talk much. But today, everything he has been through on the road to get here even so Namelan. despite his nimble hand moves help me pack my clothes that are not how much.

if only my client that night wasn't Kevin. My life will not be this complicated.

" There's Selin !"

Yuli thrust out a white envelope that was still sealed . I can actually guess what this is, though,

" Please turn around Yul.."

I tucked the envelope into Yuli's work uniform, without opening it.

" He said that Lo turned back on him, he's coming here !"

" You're gonna tell Selin that I'm back ! You can give it to him when I'm gone !"

I'm a little upset, Yuli is here as my best friend or Selin anyway ? if He wants to stand in the middle at least, he does not press me, having to accept Selin's gift .

" i'm sorry, I didn't mean to be mean to Mey, I know that the contents of this envelope are, Cheque. Although I don't know what the nominal is. I also know, if Lo feels bad if you have to accept this after what Lo did to Selin. But think also Self Lo Mey, Lo already nurutin Selin by going far. You have sacrificed the future of Son Lo. Yesterday when the story Lo want to open a business, Lo talk as if the success Lo has been in plain sight. And Lo lives that dream for Selin's sake, for the sake of keeping his feelings. Think of this as an Indemnity, because Selin has made Lo bury deep in Lo's dream. Inget Mey's. It's not just about Lo , it's also about the kids and Mom you .."

The shadow of my face immediately filled my mind.Rifki and Nice no less make my heart Restless, indeed now I do not even have a picture of what will do. My brain is a dead end .

I received the envelope when Yuli returned to thrust it at me.

"Thank you Yul, I didn't expect to be awarded a friend as good as Elo. If there is a Time to play around to Bengkulu Ya, and hopefully when Lo comes there, Lo is not single anymore "

if normally Yuli would have cheated and said if she was traumatized it would be Men, then not this time .

the woman who was 2 years younger than me nodded and hugged me tightly. My tears spilled, along with the wet shoulder part of my shirt, Yuli cried too.

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Kevin POVs

After a long debate, with heart and mind. I decided to come here. The apartment is a gift from my late mother. He told me that I should make this apartment a gift to the woman I love later.

I opened the door slowly, although my promise to Selin would forget Meyra ! but still I still keep the duplicate key of this apartment. No particular reason, but as if it had been imprinted in my heart, if someday this key will be reused.

Two large suitcases greeted me after the door opened perfectly, a shoulder bag had also been draped over one of the suitcases.

I want to look further inside. But now my eyes are even fixated on the figure of Meyra who looks shocked by my presence.

the woman was wearing a plain sleeveless T-shirt, with black material pants . on her shoulder there was a jeans jacket , it looks like Meyra had not had time to use it.

The atmosphere felt awkward now, Meyra who usually always pinched her hair, now let her long straight hair down. Angelina Jolie's in-line face, decorated with thin yet charming makeup. Really, his current appearance really hypnotized me. Her brown iris seemed, asking me to talk.

We have now sat facing .

" Do you need both time ? "

Yuli's voice, wake me up. I even forgot if there was another figure besides me and Meyra.

" no Yul, you're here ! "

I was just about to ask Yuli to give us some privacy, but Suara Meyra interrupted first.

" What's up Vin ! " Meyra stared at the clock on the wall, as if worrying about something.

" Lo want to go ! where ?"

I don't know how my face looked when the question came out of my mouth .

I was silent for a long time waiting for an answer, but neither Meyra nor Yuli wanted to make a sound

" Wherever I go it's none of Lo Vin's business. I hope this is our last meeting !"

Meyra seems to be moving on "I don't have much time, I'm saying good.."

" Lo can't go if you haven't told me where you're going ? " i almost screamed and blocked his hand in anger.

" You have no right, to know anything about me. ."

those round eyes seemed to be glazed, making me also Feel Stiff .

" Stop making my heart feel Depressed, Elo don't know how influential elo attitude is to I, Vin !"

Meyra's words honestly confused me.

" what do you mean Mey ? "

" I'm going far away from Lo Vin ! But , one thing you should know about I. To be honest all this I want to keep, But . Contact elo here. I don't know why I want you to know . If I love Lo Vin, regardless of your views on me. I can't lie about this feeling.. "

I'm Silent. I don't know why ? meyra's declaration of love was like a punishment to me. All the shadows of our togetherness were clearly recorded in my brain. Until the sound of the door closed, re-awakened me, the figure of Meyra and Yuli is now no more. Meyra's suitcase has even vanished.

I was still shocked by the fact that I heard, Selin's crying shadow, as if trying to resuscitate me. But should I keep this feeling ? If Meyra is going far, why should I hurt my own heart with this pent-up feeling ! No, Meyra should know. Whatever decision he makes, he will. I still have to express my feelings...