Being My Own Son's Nanny
Let me fight alone this time

It hasn't been a week since Ayara left to take baby Elvano out of Julian's house. Ayara's departure had a really bad impact on Julian. Julian hasn't been to the office for a week because Julian hasn't stopped looking for Ayara. Luckily, there is Reynaldi who remains deft to handle all the work in the office. However, as great as Reynaldi, still he felt the determination to do all the work.

"Jul, below is Reynaldi and Gilang. They're both looking for you, son," said Sarah, calling her dreamy son on the balcony of his room.

"Just get them in, Ma. Why should I ask you to come downstairs? usually they go straight into my room, too" said Julian, who still looked uninspired. The man was indeed completely lost the spirit of life and even his body also looked thin, because his appetite was also lost.

Sarah exhaled, feeling sorry for the loss of her son Ayara and baby Elvano, but she could do nothing about it. If time could be repeated it would feel like he didn't know Tessa.

"Alright, son .. mama will ask them to go up," concluded Sarah, who finally decided to leave Julian.

No need to wait long, Reynaldi and Gilang are now on the balcony of Julian's room.

"Hi, Jul, how are you?" Gilang patted Julian gently on the shoulder as he landed his body sitting next to his best friend.

"As you can see, I'm really not okay. I really don't know where else to look for them both. I've been to the airport to find out, Ayara got on a plane, but the results are nil. I've also been to the train station, the port, but the same is the result. If you take the bus, don't use a list of names, right? but I've shown the picture but, still, they say they don't know. Where else am I gonna go find the two of them, Lang, Rey?" Julian rubbed his face violently. The man looked really frustrated.

"Jul, it might be hard to find them now, but you don't despair. You must have a strong belief that you will definitely succeed in finding them both," Reynaldi who had been silent from earlier, finally opened his voice.

"Reynaldi's right. If your thinking is positive, the result must also be positive," Gilang again open his voice chiming in Reynaldi's words.

"But, if you may ask, do not be too focused on finding the whereabouts of Ayara and your child, you forget about your other responsibilities. Remember Jul, many of your employees depend on living by working at your company. If you ignore your company for a long period of time, your company can go bankrupt, and there will be many souls who lose their jobs" Gilang continued.

"Don't I tell you that I'm handing everything over to Reynaldi for a while? because I'm free in the office, but my heart's not there at all. Everything's gonna get more fucked up,"

"Jul, I'm grateful that you trusted me again to help you take care of the company, but to be honest, I'm starting to feel lost too, Jul." Reynaldi reopens the sound.

"I know that you are feeling lost right now, but Gilang and I really hope that you can still be productive as usual. You must still have the motivation and spirit to advance your company, in order to be able to make Ayara and your child happy. You didn't want to, when you managed to find them, but your company already lives a name?" reynaldi added again, at length and without pause.

Julian shuddered, silent a thousand languages, did not refute Reynaldi's words, because far from the bottom of his heart justifies the words of his best friend.

"Jul, you don't be such a desperate dong. This life must go on anyway. If you really intend to still be able to find both, you also still have to take care of your health. Don't let later you haven't met them but you've stayed a name. You don't want that to happen, do you?" this time Gilang re-opens the sound.

"You want to pray for me to die?" cetus Julian, furious to hear Gilang's words

"Not praying for you to die quickly, I just want to give you a picture, so you can think far ahead" said Gilang, wise.

"Look at you now! you're a lot different than the Julian I know. Your body is thin, your face is dull too. You really are like an unkempt person. Do you not feel sorry for your mother? he's also very sad to see how you are, Jul. He cried so much that he begged us to get you excited again. Even if you feel sad because you lost Ayara and baby Elvano, do not make your mama feel sad too," Gilang added.

"True Gilang, Jul. The point is that you have to have a purpose in life. It's not that we're asking you to focus on working, so that you can forget about Ayara and your son, not at all. We will continue to search for both, and we will help you" Reynaldi said.

Julian was completely speechless, because what his two best friends were saying was absolutely nothing wrong.

"That's dong!" He smiled, again patting his best friend's shoulder.

"Jul, have you checked the CCTV on the street, which is through the exit behind your house? just the next time you find a clue," Reynaldi said suddenly.

"But it turns out the CCTV camera was also damaged. Now I just wish there was a miracle, one that would bring me together with the two of them" Julian said with a sad face and a soft tone of voice.

"Sorry, sir, I'm in with a drink!" suddenly Sumi entered with a tray on top of which carried three cups of coffee.

"Oh yes, Mbok, thank you!" reynaldi said as he stood up to help Sumi put the coffee on the table.

"Actually I feel sorry for you, Mr. Julian, but if I tell you where Ayara is now, I'm afraid that all you want is Baby Elvano not with Ayara" Sumi said.

"Mbok, why are you still standing there? is there something Mbok wants to say?" reprimand Gilang with frown.

"Oh, no-one, sir, excuse me!" Mbok Sumi replied nervously and immediately passed away.

"Why does Mbok Sumi look nervous? he looks like he's keeping something a secret" Gilang whispered to himself as he looked towards Sumi's departure.

"Ah, never mind, maybe it was just my feeling," Gilang finally brushed off his suspicions.

"Oh yes, Jul once again I would like to say that you stay calm, and I also want to emphasize, that we both will always be there to support you. I've also directed my men to search,"

"Thank you, Lang. But this time, let me try myself to find him. You and Rey helped me enough yesterday" Julian said firmly.

He shook his head, "No Jul, as long as we can, we will help you as much as we can. Isn't that Rey?" Gilang asked for Reynald's opinion and the man nodded his head, agreeing.

"Again thanks. But this time let the struggling me find them. Because I know that you should also focus on finding that little girl of yours. I don't want to, just because I help you, you forget your purpose" Julian said, smiling faintly.

"It seems that lately he has also almost forgotten his purpose, Jul. He was already busy disturbing Shasa's calm. When I see them both, I feel like I'm watching Tom and Jerry in real life" Reynaldi said.

"You like Shasa, Lang?"Julian squinted his eyes, suspicious.

"Not only when you talk. I can't possibly like that stubborn woman. Just so you know, I'm just upset and can't take it because he once said that my brain was shallow. I just want to make her life unsettled by giving her a lot of work, that's all. If for the problems of women in my childhood, I will not be able to forget," denied Gilang straightforwardly.

"Well, then ... that means, it doesn't matter if I try to approach it? it seems like he is attractive and has a pleasant personality," teased Reynaldi, making Gilang unconsciously clench his hand.

tbc

I'm sorry, last night wasn't up, because I had a fever and stomach acid was still coming out. I tried to make nulis but in the middle of the road, I fell too. ⁇