Being My Own Son's Nanny
Caregivers as well as ASI donors

"Did he remember me?" whispered the woman to herself.

Ayara lowered her head, completely feeling nervous and afraid to see Julian look at her.

"Are you really able to take care of the baby?" ask Julian, full of probes. Because according to him the woman who will be the babysitter baby Elvano still looks very young, and she is sure to be inexperienced at all.

"Surely, Sir!" ayara replied in a soft voice.

"The answer is firm! Sure or not sure?" julian's voice slightly raised, and full of emphasis to make Ayara stricken with fear.

"Surely, Master!" sahut Ayara with a voice that is still slow, but better than the previous one.

"You can be a little more assertive?"Julian began to be unable to hold back his regret, because he thought Ayara was too weak to be entrusted with babysitting Elvano.

"Julian, how could he be so resolute if the way you asked was that scary? Of course she was afraid," Sarah finally opened her voice giving a reprimand to her son.

Julian finally fell silent, took a deep breath and exhaled him back into the air.

"Alright, I'll try to believe in you, because you're Sumi's choice. So, thank him!" now Julian's voice had begun to soften, but still could not hide the firmness that was tucked behind his words.

"Good, Master!" sahut Ayara bowed her body.

"All right, now I want to tell you. This is my son, his name is Elvano Virendra Pradipta. You can call her baby El, Vano, it's up to you!" obviously Julian who seems to add a middle name to baby El and at the same time pin the big name of his family.

"Well, sir," Ayara answered Julian with eyes that looked longingly at the baby in Julian's arms.

"You must have heard from Mbok Sumi, if baby Vano had just finished surgery because his heart was leaking. He can already be taken home, but he still needs to be monitored by a doctor. So I, hope you're more extra careful taking care of her. Don't let anything happen. Whenever you want to touch it, make sure your hands and body are clean and sterile!" julian, that sounds like a doctor.

Hearing all the words of Julian who really did not want anything bad to happen to baby Vano, making there a sense of happiness and haru that arose in Ayara's heart. The woman felt less guilty about giving the child to Julian, the baby Vano's birth father.

"Have you heard everything I said?" julian asked with a frowned, and a flat face.

"Listen, Mister!" sahut Ayara who immediately returned nervous.

"So, why didn't you respond to my explanation?" julian's tone sounded increasingly cold.

"Sorry, Sir!" the atmosphere in the room was really stressful for Ayara. The woman felt like she was being interrogated for making a mistake.

"Once again if I ask, you must answer firmly. I really don't like the way you answered. To be my son's nanny, you can't be weak!"

Ayara nodded her head, responding to what Julian said.

"Yes, now you bring baby Vano into his room! You know where the room is, right?"

"Emm, has your room been cleaned and sterile?" Ayara nodded her head steadily. "That's it, sir!"

"Good! Now you carry my son and take him to his room!" Julian thrust the baby in his carrier towards Ayara who of course quickly welcomed the baby Vano. However, Julian suddenly pulled back baby Vano towards him. "Haish, why else is this guy? why did my son pull him back?" ayara's inner self began to get upset with Julian's attitude.

"Are your hands clean?" ask Julian to make sure.

"Jeez, it's just because of that!" suddenly Ayara wanted to curse the man in front of her, but she was still trying to hold him back.

"Already, Sir! I was washing the tangab and I sprayed my hands with a hand sanitaizer given by Bude Sumi,"

"Good then! No, I'm handing baby Vano over to you, please take her to her room!" this time Julian actually gave baby Vano into Ayara's hands.

With slightly shaking hands and teary eyes, Ayara accepted the baby. I want him to hold tight to the son he misses so much and give a kiss. But a small pinch coming from Sumi, made him realize not to do that.

Then Ayara began to swing her legs towards the room that had been prepared for baby Vano.

"Mbok Sumi, can not Mbok find healthy women who can be an ASI donor for baby Vano? Because the doctor said, it could speed up his recovery."

Ayara suddenly stopped stepping, as soon as she heard Julian say. The woman then turned around and went back to Julian and Sarah.

"I'm sorry, sir didn't mean to eavesdrop, just now I heard you wanted to find a woman who would donate her breast milk, if you'd like, let me just give her my breast milk,"

Julian and Sarah gasped in shock at Ayara's words.

"You ... You want to give ASI? How can you give ASI, while you have no children? Please don't joke, because it's not worth it as a joke!" julian, it's hard to believe.

"But I'm not kidding at all, sir! Actually I just lost my baby son and I was divorced by my husband. So, I still have a lot of ASI, and every day I pump," said Ayara, forced to lie. "From redundancy, let me breastfeed baby Vano," added Ayara again who this time spoke very smoothly.

Unknowingly Julian's eyes immediately turned towards Ayara's chest that looked as thick as it could be. The man even swallowed his own saliva as soon as he saw there was a little spot of water that soaked right in the area of a small button, the part that is often taken by the baby when drinking milk.

Noticing Julian's gaze pointing to her chest, Ayara suddenly lifted baby Vano's body slightly higher, covering the area the man was looking at.

Seeing Ayara's actions, Julian suddenly cleared his throat and looked the other way.

"Damn, why do I feel something is churning looking at the babysitter's chest.Why is my brain so dirty like this. Usually I don't really care and don't care, although many women deliberately dress sexy while showing their twin objects that like to jump out in front of my eyes. But I'm not interested at all,". Julian grumbled in his heart.

"How, Master?" Ayara spoke again, returning Julian's consciousness from her dirty thoughts.

"Well-well. But, before, your health needs to be checked first. I don't want my son to get breast milk from an unhealthy woman" Julian finally agreed.

Tbc