Being My Own Son's Nanny
Julian's love.

Julian and Ayara are now together with Ayara. The two of them were given the opportunity to speak with four eyes at Julian's request.

"What else is it, sir? what else is there to talk about?" Ayara opened her voice after the two of them were silent a thousand languages, for a while.

"Why are you still calling me, sir? didn't I ask you to change your call?" julian did not like it.

Ayara frowned, confused to call Julian by what name?

"Why mm? it's hard for me to change your call. What do you want to be called? Sir?"

Julian growled in annoyance. Yet he tried to temper his frustration by exhaling his breath loudly.

"What do you think of me until you call me sir?" julian's tone still sounded soft, although in reality the man was again upset.

"My master" said Ayara, briefly.

"Good, Ayara! how can you think like that? didn't I tell you we were getting married? so I'm not your employer anymore, but I'm your future husband. So, you need to change your call!"

Ayara frowned, looking at Julian with a hard look to read.

"When did you become my husband? have you ever proposed to me?"

Julian, he was shaking and scratching his head which was not itchy at all.

" Does it have to be proposed to everything?" he muttered very slowly, almost similar to a whisper, but it could still be caught clearly by Ayara's ears.

"Need! even very necessary. How do you know that I am willing to marry you without you asking me first of my willingness? Are you too confident that I would? it's the same that you're selfish and you put yourself first, without asking how I feel about you. Do you think my feelings don't matter at all?"

Julian was increasingly intrigued, not refuting Ayara's words that were true.

"Yes too? how can I be so sure that Ayara will be willing to marry me? not necessarily that she loves me." Julian scratched his head which was not itching at all.

"What is the reason you want to marry me? is it because of past events that make you feel guilty and want to take responsibility? if that's the case, you don't have to worry. I don't mind it anymore. Or do you want to marry me, because there's baby Elvano among us? if that's the case, you don't have to worry either. I won't take him away from you because you are his papa. But, the one I ask for, please let me remain her nanny until she can be independent later. You don't marry someone because of love. Because it will be a burden later for a wedding. The happiness shown is pseudo happiness," Ayara said again, making Julian more silent.

Silence, re-created between the two lovebirds for a while. They both dissolve with their own thoughts.

"Let's get out!" Ayara reopened her voice breaking the silence. Then the woman turned and left.

"But, I want to marry you not only because of past events and also not because of baby Elvano. I want to marry you, purely because I'm in love with you!" ayara's steps stopped as soon as she heard the words that came from Julian's mouth. The woman turned to look at the man and stared intensely at Julian, looking at whether there was a lie on the man's face. But what did he see? he could completely see the sincerity that radiated in the man's bead of eyes.

"Why do you see me like that? do you doubt my words? it's up to you to doubt it or not, but what I said was clear, that's the truth" Julian said.

Ayara's eyebrows are increasingly linked to hearing Julian's confession which he thinks is too sudden.

"Ayara, you still don't believe it either? how come? what have I been looking for all this time where you've not been enough to prove that I love you?"

Ayara clucked and shook her head.

"Do you think that's enough?" Ayara asked back.

"For what happened, you looked for me just because you felt guilty, not because of love. And for the past four months, you could have been looking for me just because baby Elvano was with me. If I hadn't taken our son away, you wouldn't have been looking for me. Don't you? so, it can't be used as proof yet" Ayara continued, and as usual, her faint smile never faded from the woman's lips.

Julian growled inwardly, furious that Ayara was hard to believe her feelings.

"So, what do you want me to do, to prove that I really love you? whatever you want, I'll try to fulfill your request" Julian said as he exhaled.

"You don't have to do anything. Just give me your company, can you?" challenge Ayara.

Julian was silent with enlarged eyes and an open mouth. He did not expect that the woman standing in front of him could say that.

"Then forget that fake feeling! let's get out of here!" Ayara turned back and was about to walk away again.

"All right! if you want me to give you my company to prove my love, I will give it to you," said Julian, who again made Ayara's move to a standstill.

Ayara turned around with enlarged eyes. He gasped in shock, not expecting Julian to respond to his request. He didn't really ask for it from the heart.

"Are you serious?" ask Ayara, make sure.

"of course! can't you see it in my eyes if I'm serious?" Julian asked back

Ayara flinch, confused about what to say to Julian.

"When did you love me?" ayara asked then with her brows furrowed, trying to divert the conversation from the company's problems.

"For that matter, I may not know when exactly. But, I can confirm that I've been in love with you ever since you became our son's nanny. At that time, I was really angry and did not like Gilang who said that he intended to approach you first. That is why, I used to rush home, and pretend to look for Gilang to you on the grounds I asked him to take important documents. At the time, nothing was important. I just don't want Gilang coming near you, that's all. As long as you know, I also feel angry, seeing your photo with Gilang taken by Tessa at that time, so my emotions become uncontrollable, so that you are also exposed to my bursts. You remember that incident, right? and just so you know, I've always liked to monitor you from CCTV cameras, too,"

The last incident that Julian had just said, instantly flashed into Ayara's head. He immediately remembered that Julian's behavior was strange.

"At that time, I didn't know why I could act like that, to the point of leaving work. But, now that I know the answer, that's why? it's because I've fallen in love with you. It's up to you, believe it or not. As you said earlier, if in order to prove the truth of my love I have to give my company to you, I am also willing!" julian said with great confidence and determination.

Ayara then swung her legs, walked up to Julian and stood right in front of the man.

"Stupid! you're the dumbest man I've ever known. How can you give the company you built desperately for the sake of a woman? are you crazy?" Ayara presses Julian's chest using her index finger.

"If it's for you, let me be considered a fool. Obviously, I don't want to lose you again, our son!" stern Julian, steady.

Two drops of clear liquid, suddenly dripping out of Ayara's beautiful eyes. The woman, completely moved and happy to hear all Julian said.

"You're a fool, Julian! how can I really ask you?" Ayara suddenly hugged Julian and leaned her head against the man's chest.

Getting a sudden embrace of Ayara, of course, makes Julian sculpt. The man's heart was racing and could be heard clearly in Ayara's ears. The man now felt like he was dreaming.

After pecking for a while, Julian finally realized and immediately grabbed Ayara's body tightly and kissed the top of the woman's head.

After hugging for quite a while, Julian then broke his embrace, gently gripped Ayara's shoulder and looked at the face of the long-sought Woman with a loving look.

"I love you, Ayara! do you want to marry me?" julian asked very gently.

Ayara put on a sweet smile and nodded her head, assuring.

"Yes! Thank you, dear!" Julian cheered, and again pulled Ayara's body into his arms.

Meanwhile, Ayara's heart was now filled with flowers blooming and surrounded by butterflies when she heard Julian call her 'Honey'.

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Meanwhile, in another place it seems that two different people are standing in a place full of memories.

"Why did you bring me here? what's up?" asked the woman with a frown, looking questioningly at the man.

"Why? don't you remember this place, Shasa?"

tbc

Sorry, new up. Just got home from the in-laws and just got home last night. Yesterday I wrote and I'm ready to go up. But, it was suddenly erased, missing without a trace. Really bad, until I become blackboarded, not eager to write again. 😭

Oh yes, congratulations on performing Ramadan fasting for those who celebrate it. May the fast be good until the Fitri day. Amens