Being the Second Wife of My Friend
Episode 48's. Yara 3* Secret*
" Let uncle explain one by one first, then Uncle will answer your question. Ehmm, when Uncle separated Rangga and Yara, also ehm threw away Yara's child who had been born. Which causes Yara to have acute depression. He also frequently attempted suicide. Doctors often inject anti-depressant drugs and lastly they do hypno therapy that makes him able to accept the reality and throw away the memories of bad memories. Making Uncle realize, what Uncle did was wrong, but honestly Uncle only wanted the best for Yara. At that time, Rangga was only a scholarship student in the medical faculty, while Yara was already well established with the star hotel business that he managed. "
" Want to be told what his son eats, while Rangga alone still does not work properly. So Uncle did the act. Uncle performed an impulsive action that uncle currently did not regret. Because uncle did it for Yara's future. Then Yara meets you, Ren. Then you asked for it. Yara turns into a happy woman, the same as before, when she is with you. He loves you and has forgotten Rangga and his son. Moreover, that incident happened 2 years before she married you."
Saka did not understand, why Uncle Yara was not pitying and feeling sad at all, when he said he had separated and threw away the child who had been born without sin. Now, Yara and Saka have a hard time having children, and maybe there are many couples out there who have the same problem as him. Saka's blood suddenly rose, he felt he could no longer pay respect to Uncle Yara who he thought was cruel.
" Uncle hasn't told me what happened to Yara, why did she look like a virgin when she married me?" urged Saka with a tone full of pressure
" Yara did a hymenoplasty operation, in the hospital, Ren. Forty days after she gave birth, she had already done the surgery, Ren. I don't want her past mistakes to make her disrespected by her future husband." replied Uncle Yara with a sigh at the end of her voice. It's like relief has exposed the lies they've been covering for years.
" Uncle, can you come out for a minute? Let Yara solve Yara's problem with Rendra's own. The part of Uncle that Uncle had told me earlier. "pinta Yara with a beautiful face.
" All right, uncle will wait outside. " Uncle Yara immediately moved on from there, leaving the couple alone.
" What are you trying to explain now, Yar?" asked Saka in a flat tone.
" Sorry!" whispered Yara lirih. He could not explain what, because some of his memories were already faint because of hypno, but a shadow of his past was still sometimes remembered. He knew very well that Saka was hurt because of his treatment. Saka was hurt for his lies.
" That's all? There's no other explanation you want to say?" asked Saka again, he wanted his wife to tell him according to his wife's version.
Yara took her breath, trying to string together words that did not make things more complicated. And without lies of course.
" Uncle does not agree with mas Rangga because mas Rangga has not worked. Our relationship has gone too far. Rangga then married me by city, because I was still hampered by permission from uncle. So that the child in my womb is not an illegitimate child, from the beginning I already knew that it would be difficult to have children because the doctor had already diagnosed so then I tried until I gave birth to the child. But when I was weak when I gave birth to the child, my uncle took the child away, I don't know where I was. I was angry, I rebelled, I begged my merciful uncle so that I could take care of the boy even if I parted with Rangga, but uncle ignored me. I was depressed mas, I had to fight death to eliminate my desire to commit suicide. Because I'm sure my son isn't dead." sobs Yara make Saka not have the heart. After all, Yara is his rightful wife, he also loves Yara, although his love is now divided, it is not intact anymore, but there is still the name Yara that fills half his heart.
Saka embraces Yara in her arms, puts Yara's head on her chest, kisses Yara's forehead affectionately, caressing Yara's back to give her strength, it was as if the anger that had existed because of Uncle Yara's lie had disappeared, changing his pity and affection for Yara.
" Aren't you mad at me?" yara asked with a face filled with tears.
"I loved you at that time. I'm afraid that you'll be disappointed and leave me when you know what's going on." whispered Yara Lirih.
" But if I have it like this, am I not disappointed?" asked Saka again, he wanted Yara to know that what Yara and her uncle were doing was wrong.
" Are you going to divorce me? After you know my lies?" yara asked in a resigned tone, he loved Saka very much, for Yara, Rangga may not have meant anything. Honestly, he did not want to divorce Saka. But he knew it was all because of his mistake. So whatever Saka's gonna do. Harua received it. He must be willing. He must want it to hurt.
" Is that what you want, Yar? " asked Saka with a sharp look. Yara was no longer able to answer, she just cried while shaking her head, she felt tight in her chest. Yara could only hit her chest to relieve the distress in her heart. But his hand was immediately blocked by Saka, so as not to hurt his own body anymore.
" I am an imperfect man, even my love is not perfect for you, how can I demand perfection from you, Yara? If you can be sincerely combined, why can't I be sincere about forgiving your past?" saka whispered softly in Yara's ear, making Yara's cry even more broken, he thanked God where he complained every morning, afternoon, evening, night, even dawn, because in the midst of his pain, amid the darkness of his past, he said, he is loved by Saka with sincere love, not lustful love.
" Don't cry anymore, I can't see you crying" said Saka, kissing Yara's cheek wet with tears.
"I'm sorry, mas. Forgive me." said Yara while still sobbing, because she thought after she bluntly, Saka would be disgusted with her, would stay away from her, would divorce her, but she did not expect, Saka said, that Saka would embrace him and forgive him.
" Whatever happens, because we are already husband and wife, we should have to say the reality is as bitter as anything. " obviously Saka while sitting next to Yara in a position still hugging her and gently caressing Yara's arm.
" If you hadn't fought with your uncle, you wouldn't have been honest with me" Saka continued.
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