Being the Second Wife of My Friend
Episode 56's. Pillow Talk*

Arriving at the door of her Apartment, Saka went straight into her bedroom. While Irvan and other Saka's men just waiting in the living room. Apparently Saka arrived sooner than Lio, because it seems that Lio is not in the apartment yet. Saka instructs Lio through his short message to bring the captured prey to his bedroom only.

Saka looks forward impatiently to Alana's return to him. He walked back and forth in the bedroom of his apartment.

Shortly after, Saka's bedroom door knocked. Saka immediately opened the door, in front of the door there was a beautiful woman who he missed all day, this was even almost 12 hours the woman tried to run from Saka. That woman is Alana. Alana looked down, her body wrapped in a jacket and skirt of jeans and white shoes. Alana looks like a college boy waiting for a thesis hearing. Stand up nervously while playing with her fingers.

" You guys just wait outside. Yo, you order dinner for all of us, I'd like to have a private conversation with Alana."

" Okay, boss." Lio replied as she nodded her head and immediately resigned. His task is done, let his young boss finish his business with his naughty wife.

Alana pulls him into the room and Saka shuts the bedroom door and locks him from inside.

"Have you satisfied with the road?" saka asked while looking at Alana with her sharp eyes. For some reason, Saka could not afford to scold Alana. Saka was even stung with longing, wanting to hug Alana's tiny body, wanting to wipe her bulging belly.

Alana who had entered earlier could only look down and then use a soft word but still Saka could hear clearly.

"I'm sorry." the great-granddaughter said.

Enclosed by his wife's tiny body, and then immediately kissed the face of the beautiful Alana, his wife who had made his heart beat irregularly. Who had made himself unable to eat. The one that had made her worry and did not stop thinking about it.

" Don't repeat, don't you dare walk away from me. You should know that I can't be without you" said Saka while guiding his wife to the bathroom.

Prepare the bath needs and open the water on the bath tube and fill it with warm water.

" Battle first, I'm sure you haven't eaten either. Shower, eat truss rest. Kasian Dedek you take an adventure to and fro, surely he is tired." continued Saka while taking Alana's clothes on the walk in closet.

Alana looked up and looked at Saka with an astonished look.

" Aren't you angry?" alana asked as she scrunched her forehead.

" You want me to be angry?" ask Saka back.

" You don't want to punish me? " tanya Alana again still with a look of astonishment.

" What do you want me to punish? " ask Saka while smiling smirk.

" Sorry, Bby!" Saka sighed, finally Alana he pulled sitting on the edge of the bed first. Saka should have his unstable wife speak from heart to heart. Think of it because it's in bed, so it's kind of a pillow talk, even if it's not the same sleep.

"Are you that good until you don't want to be with me? Do you really want to separate from me? hmm?" saka asked as she placed both hands on Alana's shoulders and pulled Alana's chin so that Saka could clearly see Alana's bright and radiant neutrals.

" I don't know, Bby. I'm just tired of pretending this is okay. Not yet." explained Alana.

" Are you unhappy with me?" saka asked again to investigate what Alana felt from the depths of Alana's eyes. Saka saw honesty there.

" I'm happy, just not one hundred percent" Alana answered honestly. As he said, he was tired of pretending. His 12-hour escape and being caught makes Alana aware, he needs Saka but also he doesn't want to be happy on top of the suffering of others & so he thinks it's better he stay away, either for a while or forever.

" What do you want? Hmm? " saka asked gently, he was in a relationship with Alana not a day two days but decades, since he Kindergarten . Honestly, it was easier for him to take off Yara than to take off Alana, but it was clear Saka was impossible to tell Alana let alone Yara. Alana will clearly refuse if Saka divorces Yara. Yara would immediately resign if Saka said something like this. Saka knows both women well. That made him not want to say that to them.

" don't know. This is what makes me hate myself. I can't make a choice if it's related to you" Alana said, shaking her head weakly.

" Want to go back to Indonesia?" saka asked as she stroked Alana's bulging stomach. This is what Saka wanted to do earlier. He wanted to caress his son who was in Alana's womb. He misses Alana, he misses the dedek that is in the womb of Alana. He wanted to nengokin dedek, but it seems the time is not right.

" I don't know what I want. Right now I just don't want to be with Yara. Sorry, Bby. I know I'm evil, I'm selfish, maybe there'll be a million blasphemies for me. That's why I chose to stay away, I chose to be alone until I knew where my heart was going" explained Alana while trying to wipe away the tears that uncompromisingly fell on her cheeks. Alana does not want to be weak, she is usually a strong and independent woman.

When he was left behind by Irvan, he did not cry late. When her family lost a figure of economic focus, Alana did not hesitate to take over as the breadwinner of her family, Alana worked while in school, she was not ashamed, even she never relied on anyone. This was what made her mind stifle, because at this moment she felt that she could not get far from Saka, she felt herself to be a weak woman.

" I told you this morning with you, if there is anything you think share with me, I am ready to listen. "said Saka softly, while still hugging Alana and putting Alana on her chest.

" Even if I choose to leave you?" alana asked as she looked up, she wanted to see Saka's expression.

" If you want to see me destroyed, then choose it as the best path you should consider. Because you and my son are my life. Without you what I am. "sahut Saka steady.

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TB