Being the Second Wife of My Friend
Episode 49's. Unconditional Love*

" If you hadn't fought with your uncle, you wouldn't have been honest with me" Saka continued.

Yara just sighed.

"I was upset because Uncle always cornered Alana, saying that Alana did not want my recovery, so I was provoked by emotions, I had buried it in my past. My uncle always said he knew what was best for me, but he didn't. When I got pregnant and said that, she threw away my son for that reason, I got upset, my anger came out again. I sometimes hate the fact that I have to obey something that I don't like" Yara said in a stifled tone of anger, still feeling tight in her chest considering that her uncle once threw away her son. And never be honest where he threw it away.

" I'm not defending Alana, she wants you to heal, even before I come here I had a disagreement with her." Saka sighed in despair.

" Why fight? " ask Yara in surprise.

" He wants to leave after giving birth to the child he has for you to take care of, he even says that you must be healed, he does not want to be among us. " continued Saka in a weak tone.

" You can't let him go, mas!"

" I'm not that crazy either, Yara!" obviously Saka while shuffling her hair in frustration. Problems seem to be unwilling to leave her married life.

" Why did Alana think that? There must be something, right? Is it because of uncle?" ask Yara to investigate.

" No, it's more complicated than that. It's because of Irvan Sanjaya. Alana's ex-husband. "

" Will he take it back to Irvan? Alana's really crazy!" yara exclaimed in a tone of wonder.

" No, the story is even more complicated than that."

" Lha yes, what do you mean, mas? I also want to know." urged Yara again, he was right beanar wanted to know why Alana was in contact with Irvan again even after Irvan left Alana while pregnant with Genta.

" Irvan is gay. "

" Astafirullah "cut Yara while covering her mouth with both hands, her eyes until glared in shock.

"And to cover up his status of being unable and unwilling to impregnate Alana, and also due to Irvan's parents' insistence, he then traps a man with liquor and stimulants, and, to impregnate Alana. Similarly, Alana was given sleeping pills so that Alana did not know who she was having sex with." explained Saka again.

" The right one??? Mas, what a heinous act of Irvan's. How is Trus Alana now? Who is that poor man that was framed? Doesn't he know? How do you know about that, mas? " fierce Yara furiously, it feels like she wants to cut off Irvan's body that has planned such a thing.

" Irvan himself met us and asked for forgiveness for his past sins, so that his guilt would be lessened."

" What about Alana? Who's.."

" Dear Yara, one nanyanya. Mas can't tell the truth if you're like this." cut Saka in a soft tone, as if he already doesn't remember that he was angry with Yara because Yara lied to him.

" I'm sorry, the long run of the story, so can't wait for it." yara exclaimed in annoyance. For some reason after Yara uncovers the secret of her past she seems fresher and does not look like a sick person.

" All right, I'm starting. Alana's not okay. He was devastated. Because you know who the man who was framed to impregnate Alana?"

" Oh my goodness, my mom. Yeah, I don't know who that guy is. Am I a psychic?" yara asked with a look of a face that was upset because Rendraya mas did not finish the story he wanted to know.

" The man that was framed that night was me!!"

" Yes don't know, I was also fed liquor and strong medicine. And I woke up alone in the room."

"How can you?"

"It must be a detailed story anyway, Yara sayangggg." disputed Saka was still embarrassed to tell that his body had been carried by the man. Just imagining it made Saka shudder.

" Ehm, you don't know at all that you did that with Alana?"

"Oath, Yar. I don't know, I don't want to, I know I'm in a hotel room alone."

"So, Genta?"

" sum."

"Definitely?"

" Yes, Alana wanted to confirm the truth with a DNA test, and once she found out, she got angry, she wanted to get divorced from me."

" What a freak, shouldn't he be happy? If it turns out Genta's daddy is you?" Yara scrunched her forehead, confused by the fact that Alana was angry and disappointed. He should be happy. And wait, it means that the Prime Family already has offspring and heirs.

" Dad and Mom know? " ask Yara again, she is happy to mean her goal is to make the Perdana family have successful offspring, even if not from her own womb.

" No, I want to tell the same story you first, then I'll drop Alana off I'll tell father and mother."

"Mas, you must be careful, I'm afraid Alana will run away from you because you don't want to share love with me."

"Hmm, you don't have much thought, what about preparing your heart to go to Penang?" saka asked as she stroked Yara's shoulder beside her.

"I changed my mind, Mom. We no longer have to obey uncle's will. I don't want to go to Penang. I want to be in Indonesia. Even if I have to die, let me die in the middle of my own family" Yara said as her eyes looked elsewhere.

" Yara, honey, this isn't because of uncle's will. I want you to heal. Although all I can give you is an imperfect married life, but I really love you" Saka said gently. Saka looked at Yara lovingly, again he brought his face closer and kissed her lips again. A kiss of affection, perhaps not a tumultuous kiss, but Yara can feel that Saka loves her with sincere love, unconditional love, not out of pity, not out of demands.

" I'm not a perfect woman.."

"Yara, I can't give you complete love either, because here in my heart is Alana too, but I want to protect you, take care of you, hold your hand, until you let go for your happiness, I'm willing." whispered Saka lirih, her tears shed, Saka realized, her heart was divided. Yara also cried, she did not expect that God was so dear to her, giving her husband unconditional love, always trying to understand, she said, giving honey that does not want to have a husband selfishly even though Alana can give happiness, love and even offspring, a perfection that he can not give.

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TB