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''Why did Ustadz lie?'' Tiara ventured to ask Zain. Now they are both in a car that is driving on the highway at medium speed. They had left the mosque, after almost an hour and a half they were in the mosque because Zain had to deliver the tausiyah after the completion of the Isha prayer.

''Lying?'' Zain asked back with a frown. He turned his head to the side, looking at Tiara at a glance with both of his hands holding the steering wheel.

''Yes, that one.'' Tiara said a little doubtfully. Honestly, when he was in the mosque, he was repeatedly amazed by the figure of a Zain. In addition to the sweet voice of his Adhan, it turns out that Zain is also a prayer priest and he is also so smooth and clear in giving tausiyah to the worshipers. Tiara felt so grateful to be able to meet someone like Zain. Because he knew the figure of Zain who was so understanding and devout of religion, now he was increasingly convinced to deepen the science of religion and improve his prayers. Tiara knew that there was no coincidence in the world, that her encounter with Zain had been arranged by God, that perhaps God wanted her to change quickly. This is God's way of giving his guidance.

''Hmm, about that. Just forget it. Sorry, yes, because I confessed to Ustadz Yusuf and other worshippers that you were my future wife. I just straightened out what Ustadz Yusuf said. That's it.'' Zain said casually.

"Yes, nothing.'' Reply Tiara again.

After that Tiara looked out the window, she saw the lights of the residents' houses shining brightly. Soon he will be home. Her net was heavy, she was yawning, she was already so sleepy, she was hard-earned that she would not fall asleep in the car.

While Zain stole a glance towards Tiara with the tail of his eyes. I don't know. This was their second meeting, but Zain felt that he had known Tiara for a long time. And it seemed, he wanted to know Tiara even more deeply. But he is still prestige to say and ask for Tiara's mobile number directly, he is afraid that Tiara already has and because Zain has never been close to any woman, many women pursued and proposed to him to live a household together, but Zain always refused in a subtle way, because his heart was not interested at all with those women. But when he saw Tiara's face that was so ayu, Zain's chest always rustled strangely. Zain did not understand why it was so.

''Um, Tiara, which is your parents' house?'' zain asked quietly with a gaze still focused forward. After waiting for a while, Tiara could not be heard answering. Zain turned to the woman next to him.

''Have gone to sleep turned out,'' said Zain blurted with the corner of the lips drawn inwards. Again he felt his chest rustling strangely. She looked at Tiara meaningfully, undeniably, Tiara was indeed very beautiful with her sharp nose, her thin lips, and her, her natural lashes and her face skin are smooth white.

Zain stopped his car for a moment on the side of the road, then he started to slowly wake Tiara up.

''Hey, Tiara, wake up, '' said Zain right in Tiara's ear, Zain was forced to do that, because he did not want to wake Tiara by touching Tiara's body. For him they are not muhrim.

After trying for a while, Tiara finally blinked her eyes a few times to clarify the view.

''Ya Allah. Sorry, I overslept Ustadz, Tiara said wrongly.

''It's okay Tiara. Here, I want which house of yours?''

''Oh this is near, that house in front, whose fence is white, Tiara pointed forward.

''Alright. Sorry yes because I have disturbed your deep sleep, Zain forwarded his four-wheeled vehicle again.

''It's nothing Ustadz. Even good, cook I have to sleep in the car Ustadz until morning.'' Reply Tiara chuckled small. Seeing that, Zain smiled as well, he felt happy to see Tiara's cheerful face.

Not long after, the car stopped right in front of the fence. Upon seeing Zain wanting to get out, Tiara said, Let me just open the door, Ustadz. I don't want to trouble Ustadz anymore, after saying like that Tiara got out quickly from inside the car.

''Almost a minute, Ustadz?'' tawar Tiara, now he's standing in front of the fence.

''Other times Tiara. I'm afraid Papa you're angry because I've been carrying his daughter for quite a while at night, '' Zain replied smiling wryly.

The deg!

''Children?'' tiara said in her heart. In fact, she is no longer a girl.

''Yes, I entered first, Ustadz. Thank you so much for again Ustadz has helped usher me home.''

''Yes, equally. If you need any more help just call me.'' Zain began to put out his strategy to approach Tiara.

''Em gi where is it?'' ask the plain Tiara.

''Where's your phone?''

''For what?''

''Here first, I want a pinjem,''

''It.'' Tiara finally stuck out her phone to Zain.

Zain picks up Tiara's phone, then his fingers move agilely over the screen, he saves her phone number into Tiara's phone.

''Here, if you need any more help just call this number.'' Zain said, handing back Tiara's phone.

''Whose number is this?'' tiara asked, she saw on her phone screen a contact inscribed with the handsome Ustadz name.

''Later when you want to sleep, you send a message to the owner of the phone number. Ask yourself who he is.'' Reply Zain again. And Tiara just shook her head little listening to him.

''Hm yes already.'' Tiara finally said.

''Yes. There come in.''

''Yes. Be careful on Ustadz road.''

''Yes.'' Answer Zain. Zain felt that right now he and Tiara were like young men who were drunk with love. Tiara continued to be timid to him, and it succeeded in making Zain more fascinated with the figure of a Tiara.

Tiara stepped on her foot into the medium-sized fence, until her body disappeared behind the gate, and after that Zain drove his four-wheeled vehicle towards his residence.

Arriving at his magnificent residence, Zain was welcomed by his Grandmother, his Grandmother who had been raising and accompanying him. Not only was there the grandmother in the house, but in the living room, a family was sitting on the living room sofa.

''Well, this Zain has come home,'' said the grandmother whose body was wrapped in a wide robe.

''Assalamu'alaikum, Om, Aunty, and Yasmin.'' Sapa Zain friendly. Zain shook the hands of his grandmother and a man. While with two other women he only clenched his hands in front of his chest.

''Walaikumsallam Zayn. You look more handsome and mature.''

''Om it could be.'' Reply Zain. Now Zain was sitting on the sofa, joining them.

''I haven't thought about going there, Om, Auntie.'' Answer Zain accordingly.

''You get to when Zain is. Your age is getting older and older. You don't procrastinate anymore. Yasmin is well prepared to be your companion.'' The Grandmother spoke expectantly to Zain. He hopes that Zain will marry Yasmin, a young girl whose face is covered with a veil.

''Let's talk about this again, yeah, Grandma, Om, Auntie. Excuse me, just take a break.'' Zain spoke politely. Indeed, the grandmother had arranged for her to marry Yasmin, but Zain had no feelings for Yasmin.

''Alright, Son Zain.'' Papa Yasmin looked disappointed to hear Zain's words. So did Yasmin. Again Yasmin felt her hope seemed dashed to get the love of the young Ustadz.

''You have patience, son Yasmin. Grandma is sure, someday Zain will accept you.''

''Yes, Grandma. I will always wait patiently for Mas Zain.'' Reply Yasmin. After that they went home.

***

"He's home?'' ratih asked Tiara after Tiara finished shaking her parents' hands.

''Here, Ma.'' Answer Tiara briefly.

''Why wasn't he offered to enter?'' ask the papa.

''Easy. But he doesn't want to.''

''You're okay, right?'' ask Ratih again while staring at the appearance of Tiara from toe to head.

''Very good, Ma,'' Tiara replied with a wry smile. Now the three of them were sitting on the sofa in the living room.

''You're still thinking, Bram?'' the question just slid out of Ratih's mouth.

''Mama what the hell. Tiara went into the room first, yeah. Tiara was so sleepy.'' Sahut Tiara while standing from his seat.

''Yes already. Eat first gih.''

''So I have eaten quite a lot while in the Mosque.''

''What do you eat in the mosque?''

''Eating cakes served by the mothers of pilgrims.'' Tiara replied, after which her body disappeared behind the bedroom door.

Tiara releases her robe, she replaces her robe with sleeping pajamas. After that, he put himself on the bed. Her hands move agilely on the phone screen, Tiara sends a message to her socialite gang, saying that she will quit the group.

Various kinds of replies Tiara received from his friends, they asked why suddenly Tiara wanted to get out of their alley. Tiara did not explain anything, because sooner or later they would definitely know the reason. Sooner or later they'll find out that her and Bram's marriage is over.

Tiara pulled out her number from the group, after which she deleted the group from her phone. At this time Tiara wanted to join the women of Sholehah who understood the obligation of a wife, women of sholehah whose religious knowledge is quite qualified and can guide her to the right path. Tiara does not want her time to be wasted by continuing to spend and do things that do not bring benefits.

Tiara also deleted the photos of Bram still stored in the gallery, she already did not want to see the man's husband's face stored on her phone. Although as he deletes one photo after another of Bram, memories of their time together swirl in Tiara's memory, making Tiara again feel sad about the reality that exists.

''Easy. I have to move on.'' Tiara cheered herself on.

After that he put his phone on the nightstand, and he prepared to sleep by pulling a blanket to cover his chest. He read a sleep prayer and closed his eyes.

***

In a different place, Zain was also lying on his king-size mattress. He kept staring at the screen, waiting for a message from Tiara, but after waiting for a long time, Tiara still did not contact him.

''Astagfirullah. Don't expect too much from Zain's men. You will be disappointed later.'' Zain said to himself. After that she kept her cell phone on a mattress next to her body. Zain closed his eyes, preparing to go to sleep. But when his eyes were closed, the shadow of Tiara's beautiful face seemed to be in front of his eyes, as if it was real and it made him smile knot. He hopes that someday he can be in a room with a woman who managed to make him intoxicated. Yes, only Tiara is capable of touching the depths of her heart.

***

The days that followed seemed difficult for Tiara, where, every time Tiara applied for a job at a company, Tiara, his application is always rejected on the grounds of his appearance is not in accordance with the terms and conditions. Though Tiara already wear a rectangular and contemporary hijab, but still no one company received his application.

Tiara felt desperate, but when she remembered the faces of her parents, she got excited again.

Bram's divorce papers against him have come out, and Tiara does not want to bother about it. He even hopes the divorce process between himself and Bram is quickly completed.

From that day on, Tiara never again met Bram and the Princess. And that made Tiara gradually forget the figure of Bram.

Zain was the same, since that night Tiara never again met and related to Zain. I don't know, Tiara didn't want to contact Zain first, because she was afraid, she was disappointed again. Zain was still a virgin with all the perfection that was in him, while he was already a widow with a million dark masses. Tiara is quite self-conscious.

***

During the hot day, because it did not get a job too, the end of his Tiara decided to take a walk to the Mall. He will buy some games to add clothes instead.

But his fate, when he entered the Mall, his body accidentally hit someone's body, making the person almost fall. It was indeed Tiara's fault, as it was Tiara who walked down.

''Oh my. If the woi-ware road! Wear those eyes!'' Said the woman, and how shocked Tiara was when she heard the voice, because it was the voice of her friend, Manda.

''Tiara!'' surprised Manda when he found Tiara was already in front of him with a different appearance. Manda even rubbed his eyes several times to make sure he did not see wrong. And it turns out Manda's not alone, she's walking along her socialite gang. They all felt shocked at Tiara's simple appearance. Even one of them laughed at Tiara by saying that Tiara's appearance was very tacky.

''Udah fall poor you?'' said one of Tiara's old friends.

''He's been dumped by Si Bram.'' Manda smiled mockingly, because Manda already knew everything. He already knew that Bram and the Princess were married Siri.

Seriate.