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Sincerity Zain

''Allah, Allah, Allah, there is no end to the name of the Lord I speak in my heart. I want, when I get back on her lap, I'm back in a holy state. Maybe this wish of mine sounds ridiculous, but what an inappropriate sinful woman like me wishes for more.

The four men continued to touch my body blindly, they even took off my hijab by force, their hands held tightly, they held it, I cannot resist and rebel. I'm a weak woman, faced with burly men who have no heart and no compassion. Is this a recompense for the sins of the past that I have committed to Mas Bram?

Now, I was in the car, and I kept trying to rebel and scream loudly for help, but no help came to me. Until I managed to bring them, those I did not know, there was a purpose and purpose until they wanted to finish my life.

Is my life going to soar through the sky today? What about my parents? How they feel once they know their only child is gone forever. Ah, naw. Just imagine that I can't.

''Stop that! Don't touch my body anymore, you better just kill me now, than you will dirty my body with your disgusting hands! I'm really not sincerely treating me like this!'' I said hoarsely with tears constantly flowing down my cheeks. Sick, I felt so sick as their slithering hands touched my body greedily.

Plaque!

One little slap I felt on my cheek. The biggest man slapped me with a grinning smile.

''Honey, quiet. You take it easy, later when we are done having fun with you, then we will immediately eliminate you! That's certain. Hahaha ....,'' he said with his fingers stroking my cheek. The laughter of the men sounded jarring along with my increasingly loud cries.

''How cruel you are in treating a weak woman like me. Do you not remember that you yourself were born from the womb of a woman? Don't you have a sister or a daughter? If they were treated like me, would you be able to accept, I said again out loud.

''Be quiet! We need money. We are doing our job now. So stop that shit. Don't influence us to feel sorry for you!'' the man finally made a sound, saying that they were only ordered by someone to finish me off.

''Who told you to kill me? Who?'' I asked curiously with my tears breaking. Really I don't think, cruel that person is the same as me? What problems and grudges is he with me? As far as I know, I have never done anything bad to anyone. Except for Bram. Yes, during my time as his wife, I have indeed become a demanding wife. But there's no way Mas Bram is behind all this. He's not gonna be that hard. Because that night Mas Bram apologized to me, as well as me, I also apologized to him. We have forgiven each other and made peace.

They didn't answer my question, they touched my whole body more and more, until their hands almost crept into the intimate part, and I only resigned because I couldn't resist at all. Up to this point I really felt there was no point in living. I'm dirty, I'm a dirty woman.

Not long after that, suddenly the car that was carrying me stopped suddenly. Makes our bodies bounce forward.

''Fuckers! Who's that?! How dare he get in our way. Where I have not been part of the ration again, said the driver whose face is still covered with a mask. He said while hitting the steering wheel hard. His eyes focused forward.

With a tear-covered net, I looked in front of our car, two cars stopped, the driver of the car was deliberately blocking the road.

I smiled expectantly, hoping that the person in the car would be the one to help me.

''Let's go out, we teach the owner of the car, how dare they block our way, '' said the man who was the most burly.

Then the car door opened quickly, and the four of them got out of the car with their clenched handbooks. Now in the car lives me and the man driving.

''Don't you dare try to run away, '' he said giving a warning while looking at me. I nodded small.

Up ahead, I saw that there had been a great fight between the four men who had locked me up with men in all-black uniforms. The man who is twice as many as the man who holds me.

Bugs!

I was surprised, the man who was sitting in the steering chair pitted small while holding his back when the nape and his back were hit with a wooden beam quite hard by someone.

Instantly the man's body collapsed unconscious in the steering chair.

''Sir Zain, ''' when I saw the shady-looking man that was the culprit. My head feels yellow, so I can only see Mr. Zain's face with a sneak.

''Tiara, I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I was late to help you, '' Mr. Zain said when he was near me. She helped cover my head with a headscarf. I could see, his jaw hardened with his face red.

''Thank you, sir.'' That's the only word I can say right now. This is the third time Mr. Zain has helped save me. Mr. Zain is really my hero and rescue.

''Yes, come on, this time there was no rejection, '' the shady-faced man carried my body, bringing me into his arms. I who is no longer helpless can only resign when he began to touch and then take me carefully. I feel like my body is so weak right now. Maybe it's because I've spent a lot of energy fighting the men who hold me.

"You take those people to our base. Tie them up and torture them until they confess who ordered them to harm my beloved.'' I can hear Mr. Zain saying firmly. It seems like the men of stout stature had been defeated by Pak Zain's men. My body feels weak, but my sense of hearing can still be heard clearly.

''My love?'' Ah, it turns out that Mr. Zain was that serious to me. Maybe I should open up and my heart to accept it. There is no reason for me to reject a man who has done much to help me out of distress.

''Walk, Sir. We're going to the nearest hospital. My lover needs serious treatment to treat the injuries on his body part.'' Mr. Zain gave the order, now we are in the car. Mr. Zain and I were in the back seat, with my head lying on Mr. Zain's thigh. From earlier I kept my eyes closed, the pain and pain in my body made me grimace in restraining.

''Tiara, you who are patient, yes, soon we will be there soon.'' He said softly as he stroked the top of my head that was covered in hijab. While his one hand held my hand tightly.

I nodded small to give an answer.

''Sir,'' I'm clean.

''Hm, why?''

''What is innocent? We're not muhrim yet, but Mr. Ustadz has already held my hand and touched my body,''

''Ah, sinful certainly. But this is Tiara's emergency. You need warmth, and I only channel a little warmth to make you comfortable.''

''Is Mr. Ustadz not afraid of God being angry?''

''Um, hence, after this allow me to justify you.''

''I'm dirty, sir. They touched me. I don't deserve Mr. Ustadz,''

''No Tiara. I will accept you as you are. Because I know, it's not all you want. In the future I will always take care of you, so that no one else will dare to do evil to you.''

''Hm.'' I just cleared my throat with the corners of my lips curled up, after which I had no idea what was happening again.

***

"Alhamdulillah, you have finally come to your senses, son.'' As soon as I opened my eyes, Mama made a sound. I spread my gaze to the white room where I was now, I saw two wingless angels I was near. The faces of both of them looked tired and their neutrals implied a deep sadness.

''Ma, Pa,'' I'm smiling knots. I try to sit.

''Already, shut up first, you need a break, son.'' Mama prevented me by touching both my shoulders to keep me lying on top of the gurney.

''I'm sorry, because I always trouble you guys.''

''No. You have never troubled us. You are a tough and independent child, only it seems like there are envious people who deliberately want to harm you. Make your life unsettled. Papa and Mama were so anxious waiting for your late return from the office, we tried to contact your phone, but not active, then the more anxious we were. And not long after that Zain called us saying that you were in the hospital. You know, as parents, it broke our hearts when we found out again that our child was just walking into the hospital.'' Obviously the man I knew he held such deep affection for me.

''Fortunately there is Zain, otherwise Mama and Papa do not know what will happen to you, Mama continued.

''God has sent someone as good as Mr. Zain to help me, Ma, Pa.''

''Yes, Tiara. Papa really felt so grateful to Zain.''

''Where is zain?'' many finally.

''So he came home, and he said he would soon find out who was behind all this. Zain will soon put the man in prison, Papa explained. And I just nodded small. I agree with the actions Mr. Zain took. There is no mercy for people who intend to harm and harm others.

Seriate.