
Everyone will experience a heartbreak that will change the way he or she views love. Either hard to believe or numb.
***
"You're great, yes, you can divide the time, day became a leader in a big company, and night you become a versatile ustadz.'' Praise Tiara, she said as she and Zain were sitting in the company cafeteria. After saying that, he sipped his order orange juice that was on the table. From earlier on Zain just kept staring at Tiara with his shady eyes, making Tiara a little misbehaved by it.
The employees in the same cafeteria as them stared curiously at them. They think that the woman who is with the boss is the lover of the boss. Since they could see for themselves, how could Zain look at Tiara so deeply. They could already guess that Zain liked Tiara.
''Duh, dashed is my hope,'' said the female employee who dressed sexy. They sat at a table a little far from Tiara and Zain's table.
''Eat it you if you want in the lyrics by Mr. Boss must wear clothes like that woman, '' said his friend.
''Udah. The base boss sir doesn't like you. That's the kind of woman that Mr. Boss is looking for, because I also admit that the woman who is with Mr. Boss now is very beautiful, but the woman is not grooming and is so striking as kelian, he said, her face still looks so pretty.'' Now, his friend who is the man who is disobeying.
''Of the basis of you.'' Reply to the female employee again with a snatched face.
Many women who are heartbroken to see the boss who they have admired have found a moor. Some of them were envious of Tiara, because Zain treated Tiara so specially.
Zain just kept staring at Tiara, I don't know. I never get tired of seeing Tiara's beautiful face. Never before had he felt this way in looking at any woman.
Drunk widow? Strange indeed. He thought as he shook his head small.
''You only know about my advantages, Tiara. Behind that, I have many shortcomings that I keep neat, only myself and God knows.'' Reply Zain.
''Oh, yeah? What'''what's that?'' ask Tiara. They call each other by the name of me you, because Zain himself asked that Tiara not call himself by the name of sir.
''Tomorrow you will know for yourself, Tiara.''
''Tight-eyed? When?''
''One day it will be. When you and I were living under the same roof.'' Zain said timidly, he purposely gave the code to Tiara. Hearing that, suddenly Tiara's white face was met with red, she showed her face. But as much as possible he will not be lulled by what Zain says. Because, at this time Tiara did not want to think about romance first. He also still felt ordinary towards Zain. There was no love he felt, only admiration. At this time, Tiara was inexplicably hard to believe the words of men, since being lied to and betrayed by Bram, she became wary of herself.
Everyone will experience a heartbreak that will change the way he or she views love. Either hard to believe or numb.
''It turns out you're a good at racing too.'' Tiara finally said after a moment of silence. He lifted his head again.
''You feel like it's a fight?'' ask Zain gently.
''Yes, then what else?''
''Ah ''Ah. Just forget it. Sorry.'' Zain said again. He was confused what else to say.
''Hmm.'' Reply Tiara briefly.
''I feel like I would like to propose to Tiara immediately, so that when I look at her it does not turn into an eye for me. But where should I start? I'm afraid Tiara doesn't like me.'' Zain is monologuing in the heart. Zain did not want to make Tiara his girlfriend, but he wanted Tiara to be his wife. On his Thursday, there was no such thing as dating.
In addition, every third of the night, Zain also regularly prayed istikharah, he asked for guidance to the Creator about who his true soul mate. And every night when he sleeps after the completion of prayers istikharah, he always dreams of Tiara. And the more convinced Zain was that Tiara was truly the soul mate God had prepared for him.
***
During the afternoon, the sunlight still faithfully illuminates the earth with its bright and scorching rays.
Tiara drove her two-wheeled vehicle towards her home. Home of himself and Bram. Yes, the house is still the home of both of them. Because they have not talked about the division of gono-gini property. And they don't seem to care about the gono-gini problem.
The hijab and the robe covering Tiara's body swayed in the wind, making quite a noise, occasionally wiping her sweaty forehead. Tiara decided to take the bike because now she feels more like riding a motorcycle. He has gradually forgotten all the luxuries, now he wants to live life simply and as it is.
Between Bram and Tiara, anyone is free to come and stop in the house if they feel longed for a place that has left a lot and create a trace of memories between the two of them. There was no prohibition for the two to come to that house.
Tiara visited the house because she wanted to pick up her shoes, bags, watches, and some of her jewelry that were there. Tomorrow Tiara had already started working as Zain's secretary, she needed all those items to support her appearance.
When he arrived home, Tiara parked her metic motor in front of the terrace, then she walked towards the main door, she opened the door with the key that was on her.
After the door opened, Tiara just walked into the room, without recalling the beautiful memories between herself and Bram that were left in every corner of the house. His heart ached when he remembered all that, she felt pain remembering all this time that she could not be a good wife for Bram and she also felt pain considering Bram who had the heart to betray behind her.
Upon arrival in the room, Tiara took out five pieces of her medium-sized branded bag from inside the bag cabinet, she also took out shoes with different models of shoe racks, after that she opened her jewelry box, there Tiara took her ring, necklace and bracelet. All of her belongings were still intact just like when she left the house. And one more thing, the wedding photos of himself and Bram are also still hanging on each wall of the house, even on the nightstand their photos are also still displayed neatly. Seeing that, Tiara quickly closed the photo by flipping it over.
Tiara stuffed all the items she needed into a large bag, after she finished, she laid her tired body on the bed for a moment, and she wanted to rest for a while. Honest after passing a long journey by riding a motorbike makes his body feel sore and tired.
***
In a different place, Bram came out of the multi-storey building where he worked, he walked with shaky footsteps towards the car, I don't know. Lately Bram feels a little lackluster going through his days.
He got into his four-wheeler. Yes, Bram has a new car from the wife.
''Tesok was the final trial of the divorce between me and Tiara. Why do I so expect Tiara to come to the trial? Though I knew Tiara would never come, because she had already said that before. I really miss Tiara. I feel like I'd love to see that beautiful face even if it's just for a moment.'' Lirih Bram spoke with both hands hitting the small steering wheel of his car. After that he started the car and drove his four-wheeled vehicle to defend the road.
During the driving, again only the shadow of the face of the ex-wife dancing in his mind.
''The first time we married Tiara wasn't so? Tiara changed since she knew Manda and his gang. Tiara has turned into a lot of her wants and has been a lazy wife since the last year, ever since she got to know Manda. What Papa said was true, why I did not tell Papa and Mama-in-law about Tiara who demanded a lot from me. Why could I be persuaded by the Princess' appeal, until now my household and Tiara ran aground because I had presented honey to her. Now Tiara had already turned into a much better person by covering her aura. Ah ... I feel so hard to forget. Tiara has always been loyal to me, but me?'' Bram spoke again inwardly with a forward focused gaze staring at the streets.
Then, at the intersection, he turned his car towards his house. Bram wanted to stay at his house for a while. For what else if not to let go of his longing for the ex-wife. By being in the house, makes Bram feel calm and comfortable, because when he has returned to the Princess' house, there are only small things that are always Princess trouble, and Bram increasingly did not understand what the older wife wanted it.
After driving far enough, Bram finally arrived at his destination, in front of the terrace of the house he saw there was a meticulous beat motor parked neatly there.
Bram set the brake pedal when the car was next to the bike. Then he quickly got out of the car.
Bram looked at the bike full of question marks.
''Tiara.'' His heart beat raced faster when he knew it was a motorcycle owned by his ex-wife. Yes, Bram remembered, when he was still living in the house of Tiara's parents, he had seen the motorbike parked in the house of the in-laws.
With hopeful footsteps Bram walked into the house. He who was feeling uninspired suddenly became so excited. The corner of his lips was drawn inwards, a bright sparkling face.
Before entering the house, Bram said his greetings first, but there was no word from within. Finally Bram decided to enter the house just like that, he walked through the living room, family room, but he did not meet the existence of the ex-wife who still occupies the highest throne in his heart.
Finally with a slightly hesitant step Bram walked towards the room.
''Tiara, are you in the room?'' call her. But still no answer. Finally Bram slowly opened the door of the room, as soon as the door was open, he saw Tiara sleeping on the bed. Bram slowly approached Tiara with a gurgle that was getting louder thrashing. When he was next to the bed next to Tiara's sleeping body, he sat on the edge of the mattress, then he looked at the shady face of the ex-wife with a tight chest.
''You are getting more beautiful, '' Bram said. He stared at the wife's plump eyelashes, smooth white cheeks in the absence of acne, a sharp nose and the lips of the former wife who was thin pink even without lipstick. With Bram's hands slowly raised, he wanted to stroke the head of the ex-wife, he wanted to feel Tiara's body temperature, fearing Tiara being sick.
Gently Bram began to touch the head of the ex-wife, after which she felt a frown again. Bram smiled in relief as he felt Tiara's body temperature in a normal state.
''If we were still together, I would definitely be very happy with your current change.'' Again, Bram muttered with a glazed netra. His palm is still faithful at the head of the Tiara covered with hijab.
However, suddenly after that Tiara woke up from her sleep. Tiara just got out of bed as soon as she saw Bram sitting so close to her.
''Why are you here? Since when?'' tiara shouted at Bram with a timid look. He's afraid Bram is tarnishing him. Satan may be the third person between the two of them. Then whisper the no-no to two people who are still weak in faith.
It is a lie that Tiara says she has forgotten Bram completely. Forgetting someone we once loved and being our life companion is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand. It took years.
''Ni-tiara, sorry. I just wanted to be sure of your body temperature. You fear you have a fever again,''
''You shouldn't touch me. We are no longer muhrim. You should have woken me up, not sat quietly watching me.'' Sahut Tiara, then with a definite step he took the bag containing his belongings, he would soon pass from before Bram.
''Sorry. Again I'm sorry.''
''I'm home.'' Tiara walked towards the door. Bram followed her from behind.
''How are you?'' ask Bram.
''Good.'' Answer Tiara briefly.
''Thankful. Why are you in such a hurry to go home. How about we have a drink first, enjoy a glass of warm tea as we used to do.'' Tawar Bram when Tiara is on his bike.
''Don't mention the past. Sorry I'm not interested in your offer. I don't want to get close to people's husbands. I'm afraid I'm even mistaken for an actor.'' Answer Tiara smoothly. After that he drove his motorbike away leaving Bram who was still faithful to look at him.
The once bright weather is now slowly turning dark. Magrib time is coming soon.
''Armh!'' Bram clucked in annoyance. I don't know, he felt very upset at himself being unable to defend his household and Tiara.
From now on his phone in his pants pocket kept ringing, he knew it was a call from the Princess, but he was being ignorant.
Seriate.