
Maybe because she was too tired of her miserable thoughts, to the point that Aulia did not realize that she had entered the dreamland. Forgetting all things and the burden of the mind that stuck in the heart, forgetting the tiredness and pain of the body because of parents who did not pay attention to him, especially with the younger brother.
About 1 hour or less 10 minutes, he woke up because he heard the adhan that reverberated.But he did not immediately move from there. For a few minutes, Aulia was still in her place. His eyes looked out from the bright blue sky that looked so beautiful from outside the window.
Seeing all that beauty instantly made her very happy.
May I and Betrand be closer to the expanse of the blue sky with the clouds around us.Or at least our little selves can be as beautiful and bright as that sky beyond the beautiful and bright sky. Oh. it's really fun, Aulia's inner being with a knotty smile.
For Aulia the fatigue and pain in her body instantly disappeared just looking at it all.
A few seconds later, as he was engrossed in the beautiful panorama, the wind suddenly blew very hard; to the point of entering through a nearby window and immediately hit Aulia's face.
Instead of moving from the sofa, but even Aulia was getting complacent with all that. With the panorama of the beautiful expanse of the sky coupled with the breeze that blows breeze really has made it magic so it feels he does not want himself to step foot from the place.
Until finally he realized 30 minutes had passed but he was still happily lying on the soft sofa.
"ASAGHIRULAH!" peekkik Aulia's.
Quickly, he got out of the place and ran up the stairs that led to his room.
After arriving in the room, with wide steps Aulia went straight into the bathroom and washed her face while taking wudu to perform zhuhur prayers.
Fervently, Aulia continued to enjoy every reading and prayer movement. After that, he did not just move. In moments like this, Aulia usually spends her time with so many.Yes.Just to tell God, about the days she went through, about all the struggles, all the struggles,about all the pain and fatigue he felt.
Yes.just God ! LORD...! AND ONLY GOD !
God is the best place for Aulia under any circumstances. God is the best of all that is best.He is the Most Understanding of Him, nothing else. THERE ISN'T...!
Parents who are only busy with their worldly affairs, younger siblings who do not know anything and never get affection as a child, and, Bi Surti who is no longer beside him and Thoriq and Om Arif ? Yes, it is true, only a pair of father and son who really understand him. But for Aulia, she could not bear to see those who were so fond of and fought so many things for her alone.
With her hands held high and tears not feeling, Aulia continued to share her story with the Creator. Even though he knew God knew better what he was feeling at the time. But all that was just so that he felt satisfied and calm. After all, he had no place to share his story other than with the Creator.
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A voice so softly kept coming out of Aulia's mouth and because the tears kept flowing nonstop that made her nose clogged and made her breath sting. For a few minutes, his body trembled so violently, his tears grew louder and his speech grew louder.
Fortunately, only Aulia was alone in that place.If there were people with her there, of course, anyone who heard Aulia's words would be made sad just by her words.
Twenty minutes passed, and Aulia was finally done with her and her Lord's affairs. Slowly, he took care of his prayer equipment. After everything was done, he went back into the bathroom just to wash his face that felt sticky due to being too long engrossed in his cries.
Even so, washing water on his face was not powerful enough to convince people that he was fine. Behind her very sweet face was now described a deep stroke of sadness; her sweet face was now very swollen just because of tears of grief.
With a relaxed step, Aulia came out of the blue room and went down the stairs to the living room.
A few seconds later.
Just when Aulia set foot in the living room she saw Thoriq, her best friend was walking towards the entrance of her house.With a quick, Aulia walked towards the door to welcome her best friend.
"Come in here, Riq!" take Aulia back to the living room. He seemed to keep trying to singleness that sweet smile, as if there was nothing on him.
"Ready...! Thanks, Aulia!" reply Thoriq accompanied by his distinctive grin then sat not far from where his best friend was.
"Oh yeah.want to drink what, Riq?" bargain Aulia while moving from her seat.
"Eh.. no need, Ul! I'm full of.Hehe!"reject Thoriq and then laugh.
Aulia simply nodded then sat back in her place as soon as the atmosphere became silent. It felt like Aulia was powerless to look at the face of Thoriq who was now sitting next to him, afraid that he was found to have cried.With all her might she tried to turn her face away and try to be as relaxed as possible. All of that was done so that Thoriq was not suspicious of his movements.
But a few seconds later, Thoriq realized there was something unusual about his best friend.He also realized Aulia's face was very puffy, as if she was crying.
Afraid that something had happened to her best friend, Thoriq quickly panicked and said, "Aulia? How come your face is that?"
Sontak Aulia turned towards Thoriq.
"E-Eh," he stutters when he realizes that his best friend knows what he's hiding" Riq!"
"Ah..masa, hell! Cakes are crying.Yes, right?" thoriq denied looking at Aulia with a serious face.
"No, Riq!" get Aulia fast.
Thoriq simply sighed and circulated his gaze outside the courtyard. A few seconds later, he opened his voice again while looking at his friend's face seriously, "Aulia!"
Aulia simply responded to the words of her best friend with a nod.
A few minutes later, the atmosphere became silent again; they were busy with their respective thoughts. There was only the rustling of leaves from the courtyard of the house that was blown by the breeze and the sound of vehicles going back and forth through the great highway in front of the magnificent house like the palace.
"Oh yes, I was just about to say," Thoriq's very slow voice suddenly broke the silence; behind his sweet face was a deep stroke of sadness,"I'll have to go back to Bondowoso for a while."
Suddenly, Aulia also looked at the face of her best friend who looked middle moody. Actually he was very sad to hear it all; Thoriq will return to Bondowoso and that means he will be alone again, without a friend who accompanies.
But because she could not bear to see her friend was sad, Aulia also tried to comfort Thoriq.
"By,Riq! How sad, anyway?" aulia said then chuckled.
"Aren't you sad, Ul?" thoriq asked while looking at the happy looking Aulia.
Aulia smiled faintly in response to Thoriq's question, then she quickly said, "Yes....who is not sad when it comes to parting with her best friend, Riq? "
Thoriq was silent, his eyes staring at the ornamental flower arrangement in front of him.
"Riq. we are there to go home," the eyes of a pair of friends exchanged glances. For a few minutes Aulia was silent, seemed to be thinking about something and then said back, "we came to go. The important thing is how we interpret this life and live it happily."
At once Thoriq was made to smile knots because of the words of pearl that were thrown from the sweet mouth of his best friend. Aulia is the Queen! And he was always amazed by all the words of his best friend.
Ah, Aulia could only comfort with beautiful words.But I knew in fact that her heart was the most worried, Thoriq inner with a slow sigh; he felt sorry for his best friend who he was leaving behind.