
"Calm down, sweetie calm down, don't cry. If you cry, they'll be sad too." Brother Zayn is embracing me.
"Sister, our children."
"Dera, your child can definitely recover, his lungs have not developed because he was not old enough at birth. If he had a second baby, he had a heart defect, and it was very difficult to cure, even if he survived, he would need intense treatment, the tools would continue to be attached to his body, it could be three months, he said, it might even be a year, and it must be torturing him. God called him because God loved him more, and saved your second baby from the torment of Dera. Look at your two baby girls, they're healthy, get excited for them." Gibran said it at length.
"You heard, right? The doctor says our first child can be cured, we'll try everything until he's fully healed." Brother Zayn looked me in the eye.
There was a belief that grew in my heart after looking into his eyes.
"Yes, my children must be healthy."
Brother Zayn smiled.
Moments later, I was taken to a special room to learn how to breastfeed my babies.
The midwife explains how to breastfeed well and correctly. Then my baby was put in my hand. When my baby was touched directly with my skin, something warmed my feelings.
"The pu*ting is less prominent yes, try to be pulled by pinned thumb and index finger slowly," said the midwife who instructed me to pull pu*ting which is less prominent.
Whereas usually when I and Brother Zayn warm up before making love, it seems like my pu*tingku is fine.
I've been trying to follow the midwife's instructions, but it's still hard. Even from last night I've been trying to pump breast milk, still don't want to go out.
"In case of difficulties, maybe his father can help" said the midwife.
Me and Brother Zayn look at each other.
"Review, don't want to" I threatened.
Brother Zayn smiled, "You too, don't bright*sang ya." He rubbed my head.
"I'll excuse you, if there's any trouble, call me." The midwife took my baby a little bit away from where we were.
"It's usually not gini." Brother Zayn pulled my pu*te with both fingers, then devoured it with his mouth. He began to suck slowly, then his suction grew stronger. His left hand began to pull the pu*ting next to him while his mouth sucked the other side.
"Aren't you out, brother?" my many.
Brother Zayn let go of his mouth. "Yes, this is still working, my Queen."
"It's getting better."
After a while, Brother Zayn's mouth moved to the other side. The work turned out to be very good, ASI began to come out and pu*tingnya already looks prominent.
After my pu*tingku was sterilized, the very small baby was finally able to touch my pu*ting. I could feel him starting to suck up the source of his food. The warmth again enveloped my feelings.
Brother Zayn rubbed my back and watched our daughter's face.
"Say, my children are beautiful like their mother." Brother Zayn touched the hand of our baby, whose skin is still fragile.
"Bothful baby unfortunately mommie."
"Well what name do you want?" ask Brother Zayn.
"The third child means V right? Brother want to give me whose name?"
Brother Zayn nodded. "Valencia? How's it?"
"Valencia?"
"Valencia means strong and healthy, I hope she will be a healthy and strong child."
I nodded in agreement with the name given by Brother Zayn.
My third childβValencia has finished breastfeeding. Now the turn of the fourth child who turned out to be also identical with Valencia. He also began to suck my pu*ts.
"If this is the most obstinate, I give you the name Elleana, which means bright light. I hope he will be the light that warms our hearts" Zayn said.
I looked at the beautiful face of my baby.
"Beautiful name, I love it too" I said. Brother Zayn kissed my head.
"Our first child, I gave you the name Leonel, which means little lion. The lion is strong, he will definitely be strong as well and become the king of the world. You like it?"
My boys. I hope he will be as strong as the prayer that Brother Zayn slipped behind his name, Leonel.
Leonel, Oase, Valencia, and Elleana. You are the children of Mommie, the fruit of love that Mommie has been waiting for all this time. My LOVE'S.
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Waiting for Zayyan, tomorrow. I want to nengokin first, my boyfriend who is the same age as me, Lin Yi, yes Lin Yi. ππππ Later I'll tell you guys kok ππππ