
Three months passed, my apprenticeship was done, and I was currently focused on working on the thesis. There were no signs of pregnancy yet that made me have to swallow the disappointment pill every time my monthly guest came.
"Why pout?" asked Brother Zayn as I walked out of the bathroom.
"I'm coming by the moon" answered me, who then took the hair-strap on the nightstand, and tied my hair.
"You're pouting about having a good holiday, Ra? It should be sad Juna" said Zayn. He pulled out his blanket and sat down at the head of the bed.
"Oh, ngaco. Udah ah, I want to cook, brother Zayn hunted shower!"
We were married for four months, and I wasn't pregnant. Sometimes I feel jealous to see Kimmora, and Sister Yumna who is pregnant. It would be even more exciting if I was pregnant too. Maybe God still planned it for me.
"Ra, what are you cooking?"
Brother Zayn already looks neat, with a navy suit that I have prepared.
"Fried chicken with soup, want to eat now?" I asked while serving the coffee I just made.
"Hey, why are your eyes red?" Brother Zayn pulled my hand as I was about to leave him.
"I'm fine" I replied with a smile. I always hide my feelings of sadness whenever I come face to face with Brother Zayn.
"Try here I check," said Brother Zayn who then pulled my hand until I sat on his lap.
Brother Zayn rubbed my cheeks, eyes and lips. Then, he slipped the hair that came out of his bond to the back of the ear.
"You sad, Ra?" ask Zayn who made me laugh.
"Who is sad?" I kept smiling to outwit Zayn who was looking at me deeply.
"I know, Ra. Are you sad because you came to the moon?" Zayn's sister rubbed my cheek again. "Are you sad because you're not pregnant?"
Brother Zayn can guess the contents of my heart, even though I have covered it as much as I can.
"No, who is sad?" I rubbed back his handsome and clean face, even though there was one pimple on his eel.
"Don't lie, Ra. I'm your husband" said Brother Zayn who made my heart feel tight.
"Breakfast, yuk! I'm laper." I tried to get down from his lap, so that I could be free from his sharp gaze.
"Don't be sad, we still have plenty of time. I still want to enjoy some time with you, Ra, too" said Zayn.
Has he changed his mind now? Didn't he not want to lose to Kak Arsen?
"really?"
"Yes, Ra. Don't think too much, let's just relax. You haven't finished college either. We still have plenty of time. Most importantly, I'm still in love with you." Brother Zayn smiled then kissed both of my cheeks.
"I love you too."
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After meeting the lecturer who waited long enough, I decided to stop by Kak Zayn's office without telling him first. I thought, if he's not in the office, I'll go straight home.
"Sir Zayn is there?" I asked Vivi, who is the secretary of Zayn's sister.
"The boss inside Miss, Young Master Zayyan is also inside."
Zayyan, let him go to the office once.
"Who else?"
"Only the two of them Miss."
Then I went into Zayn's room. The two men were having a pretty serious discussion.
"Taste." Zayyan saw me first, because his position was in front of Kak Zayn who was behind me.
Brother Zayn looked. The two men were both looking at me who was still standing in the doorway.
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