Big Boss Wife
Extra Chapter 11
Since the miscarriage, the princess began to change. He's a little quiet now. Sometimes I find him crying silently. Losing our child would indeed be a heavy blow to us, especially the Princess, but honestly I don't like to see her drag on in this kind of grief.
"Sorry mom, sorry dear mom. She must have thought that her mother didn't love her, sister. I don't want to be a mom." The princess suddenly sobbed when she woke up from sleep. I was still awake, then hugged her, trying to calm her feelings that were currently in turmoil.
"You don't have to blame yourself, it's all fate, Put." I tried to calm him down by putting repeated touches on his head.
"I'm a bad mama, I don't deserve to be a mama" she said.
"Patience, patience, he has not yet blessed us. Ikhladin there will be a beautiful reply for us."
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Two weeks after the loss, I think there's enough time for the Princess to lament the grief. Now is the time to reimagine our future.
"Do you want a vacation?" bargained. The princess is currently storing clothes into the closet.
"Where?" tanyakanya. He looked at me for a moment, then refocused on the clothes that were almost finished.
"Where are the beaches, lakes, or mountaineering possible?" I myself am not so sure, what kind of place the Princess likes. Does he like the atmosphere of climbing like me, or valuing the beach like Mama?
"You know," he answered.
"Okay, but hug here!" I see he's done with the clothes. He smiled and hugged me. "Udah sad, our lives must go on. Later if you are healthy, have finished college, then we will try again."
"That's why Jupiter's sister fasted until I graduated college?" The princess looked up at me.
The question confused me and scared me. Afraid that the Princess told me to fast until she graduated.
"What's that?" my many.
"Yes, right until I graduate first just pregnant, means Juputer must fast dong so I don't get pregnant?"
"How much does Brother mean?" tanyakanya.
"Yes, I mean let you be ready and healthy first. Until you finish college, as long as we take out on the outside as possible" I replied.
"Why not use safety or counter*ception?"
It seems he disagrees less with my proposal to issue outside.
"In fact, if using safety is not good, if you use contra*ception later even difficult to reverse the hormone."
"Oh yeah. Yes, I bought a lot of tissue" he replied, which made me smile with relief. Jupiter does not have to be fast.
"Every First Lady, later we shop yes, want to shop for books too?" my rayuku. I know he really likes books, even our introduction actually happened because of the book incident.
"Can deh. I'm gonna go find a new book." The princess walked out of the dressing room.
I followed Putr behind him.When he got to the room, I immediately hugged him from behind.
"I love you, Put. I hope you can learn to be an adult, before you're ready to be a mother to my children." I put my chin on his shoulder.
The princess suddenly turned around and put her hands around my neck. "I'll try, help me, brother. I can't be alone."
I smiled and replied, "Yes, I will definitely help you change, because I love you."
"I love you too, Brother Za." The princess suddenly tiptoed, both of her hands pulling my neck to look down. Then, he kissed my lips gently.
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Good night, sorry I was absent yesterday. There are still waiting for no 😅😅
Raise your thumb first, let me wait how many.