Born Again To Love You More
CHAPTER 18 ZIDAN'S PAST (1)
In elementary school.
The three children were waiting for an invitation together. The three children were none other than Zidan, Agas and Alion. While waiting for their parents to pick them up, they chatted.
"Where will Alion go to school?" ask little Zidan.
"Hmm, don't know what I'm going with you" replied little Alion.
"Then we have to ask auntie, in order to enroll in the same school," exclaimed little Agas.
"Humm, alright," said little Alion approvingly.
Moments later it is seen that Agas and Alion's parents have arrived.
"Mother father," cried alion and zidan bebarengan.
"Well, let's go home, Agas" said Agas' mother.
"I'm Alion first, Zidan. Tomorrow we play again" said little Agas.
"Yes be careful," Alion and Zidan replied simultaneously.
"Dad, Zidan's parents haven't picked up yet, what if we go home together again?" little Alion said.
"No need, Alion," rejected the unpleasant little Zidan.
"Well, let's not be neighbors anymore" said Alion's mother.
"Alright, thank you aunt uncle," said little Zidan.
It's common for Zidan and Alion to go home together if the parents of one of them don't pick up. Because indeed both of Zidan's parents are busy working. Moreover, the house of Zidan and Alion only adrift two houses so no wonder if the two families are close enough.
"I'm home" said Zidan upon entering the house.
Not waiting for Zidan reply just went to his room to change clothes. He knew no one would return his greetings, Zidan was used to silence. His parents are rarely at home even when they are still busy working. Zidan breathed his own sorrow again.
"Zidan, let's play quickly," the voice of a child's cry rang out.
Little Zidan who heard him smile, knew it was the voice of his friend Alion. Zidan immediately approached him. Right since Alion's presence, Zidan is no longer lonely. He was lucky to have met her.
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Unlike usual Zidan's parents are in this wekend house. Zidan who just woke up was immediately excited.
"Father and mother don't work" asked the little Zidan expectantly.
"No boy, what if today we go to an amusement park together," said Zidan's mother.
"Yeyy, then I will prepare," Zidan said excitedly.
"Haha, you're so excited" said Zidan's father teasingly.
"Of course, we rarely get together" cried little Zidan spirit.
Without Zidan realizing both his parents were sad to hear. They feel like they have failed as parents. They started thinking about taking time for Zidan. Since that day, though not often they try to take their time.
Little Zidan was of course happy, being able to get together with his parents was his dream. He was also envious of his friends. But Zidan knew the difficulties of his parents that is why Zidan never demanded anything.
****
"Dad, look at my picture is good. It's mom's dad and me, too" exclaimed little Zidan eagerly.
"Yes, that's very good," praised Zidan's father.
"It's really beautiful. I didn't expect Zidan to be good at drawing" praised Zidan's mother.
"Hum, what if I buy you a painting kit?" ask Zidan's father.
"Ah, is it really dad?" little Zidan said expectantly.
"Did Zidan like to paint?" ask Zidan's mother.
"Yes Zidan wanted to be a painter. Zidan wanted his paintings to be seen by the crowd and become famous. Then father and mother do not need to work because the painting zidan will sell very expensive," cried Zidan little spirit.
"Haha okay. Then I'll wait for you to sell your painting" Zidan's father said in support of his son's ideals.
"Yes mother will also wait for Zidan to succeed" said Zidan's mother smiling.
****
Bad days come without us ever expecting. The small family that was originally harmonious was full of love. It starts to get full of fights every day. Since Zidan's mother was fired from her workplace and became a housewife. Zidan's father as the backbone began to often act rough.
No day without a fight at home. Zidan's mother who began to feel at home often went out to play not caring for her child. Zidan's father, bored with his family, begins to look for happiness outside.
Little Zidan was left alone with no one to take care of him. If only Alion hadn't pulled him into his house. And neither will Zidan care.
Even though what happened at Zidan's house was not discouraged. Little Zidan thought that if he became a great painter, his parents would return. Zidan began to practice painting. Zidan also started the race. And when he won it Zidan was very happy and wanted to tell his parents.
Right that night his father and mother were at home with the spirit of Zidan showing his chalice and paintings.
"Mother's father, look at this," cried little Zidan spirit.
"Go Zidan!" mother Zidan's orders.
"Hoo, look at this is how a mother behaves with her child" Zidan's father sneered.
"You shut up, I don't want Zidan to hear our quarrel" Zidan's mother snapped.
"Let this boy know. Your father and mother will split up Zidan. You just have to choose who you want to go with" said Zidan's father coldly.
"No, Zidan didn't want to vote. Zidan wants to be with you, "little zidan.
"Ck, quiet. You just have to choose father or mother" Zidan's father said impatiently.
"Then, mother," said Zidan starting to sob.
"good. I'm leaving! this house is for you" Zidan's father said.
After the death of Zidan's father, Zidan's mother fell down, feeling sorry. With sobs he hugged little Zidan.
****
After the separation of Zidan's parents. Big changes happen. Zidan's mother began to go home often at night and when she came home always brought different men. Little Zidan only knew his mother was busy working without knowing what her mother's job was.
Little Zidan still hopes to become a great painter so that his parents are together again. Little Zidan thought that the race he participated in that day was still lacking. So Zidan's days were filled with painting. He even began not to play with his two friends.Children's quarrel happened. Agas, Zidan and Alion inhabit each other.
That day was not as usual. Zidan's mother came home late in the afternoon. But he is not alone but with two men. Zidan, who was painting in the living room, left but his mother prevented him.
"You two I'll be here first" said one of the men.
"So, let's go to your room, baby," the other man asked
"Wait, Zidan make a drink for a mother friend" Zidan's mother ordered.
"Well mother," said Zidan obediently.
Unbeknownst to anyone there was an indecent look towards the little zidan leaving.
"You're not Zidan," said someone suddenly.
"Ah uncle, yes. Emh, why is uncle here if uncle needs anything," asked Zidan kindly.
"Nothing I'm just bored there myself" replied the man.
Zidan who heard this continued his work to make drinks.
Seeing Zidan busy right away the man did a brash action. The man started touching Zidan's body. Zidan who felt uncomfortable also began to rebel. But the power of a child is really nothing. It was easy for the man to lock little Zidan's hand.