
Era drives herself using Rayyan's car to pick up the man. To be honest, besides Era is not calm with her own feelings because as if she has a debt to Rayyan, Era also misses the man. longing in the sense of being a friend. Because all this time they are both always compact in work, and also other affairs.
More or less for twenty minutes Era has arrived at the airport. It turned out that Rayyan had been waiting for him from earlier.it was seen that the man was sitting alone in the waiting chair. Moreover, it was already night time, so not too many people were making the flight.
“You've been here a long time, Ray?” tanya Era approached the man.
“Oh, it's come you, Joel. Come!” sahut Rayyan and immediately moved from his seat by pulling his own suitcase.
Era remained silent after her question was not answered by Rayyan. Era felt his best friend had changed not as usual. Was it all because of what happened a few days ago before Rayyan left for Indonesia?
“Where's the car key, Joel! Let me drive.”
Era gives Rayyan the keys, then they both go home.
On the way home, the two of them were silent. The confused era wanted to invite Rayyan to talk first, but it seemed that the man's mood was not good. Or it could be that Rayyan is still in a state of fatigue after a long trip.
The journey from the airport to the Era apartment that only takes twenty minutes, for Era it feels very long. Especially since Rayyan was silent.when when she contacted him to ask to be picked up, Era could hear directly Rayyan's voice as usual. But why is it different now.
Era is confused when Rayyan suddenly stops her car right in front of her apartment complex. Rayyan will usually drive Era until her car goes into the basement.
“I go in first! happy resting, Ray!” said Era who chose to give up and get out of the car first.
Rayyan was still silent, and did not open the car door for Era. I don't know, that guy's feeling is so fucked up. He was still thinking about Pasha asking for his help to find his future wife who was none other than his own best friend.
“Ray, please open the door!” exciting Era, but Rayyan was still silent with a straight forward gaze.
Era did not dare to force anymore.he also went silent, just like Rayyan. Let them both be silent, who is the strongest to survive in the silence. Era or Rayyan.
Up to ten minutes, finally Era that can not stand. He adjusted his breathing first before speaking carefully with Rayyan. Or rather talk about his past that he had promised Rayyan before the man left for Indonesia.
“You're mad at me, Ray?” tanya Era opened the chat.
“Do I get angry?” ask Rayyan back.
Era was indeed confused by this state of affairs.she was very uncomfortable with Rayyan's sudden silence. Era was also still hesitant to tell her past with the man.
“Are you ready to hear my story, Ray?” ask Era again.
Hearing Era's question, Rayyan finally turned to Era. It was obvious that the face of Era was so sad. Because he had not noticed Era since. He was too focused on what Pasha said.
“I'm sorry, Joel! If you don't mind, I'll hear it. My shoulder is also ready for where you lean.” Rayyan said as she gently rubbed Era's arm.
The story begins to tell her past. Not everything. Only the most basic problems as well as the main cause he could be in this country.
“I've been in love with the wrong person, Ray. Falling in love so much that I didn't realize how stupid I was. I was consumed with the sweet promise of marriage until the important thing in my life I sacrificed. If there's a meanest man in the world, I'm Ray. I fell in love with a man who promised me happiness. But unfortunately it was just a sweet promise that left the most bitter memories. She left for no reason and suddenly came the news of her marriage with another woman.” Era speech unconsciously her tears had already fallen.
Rayyan remained silent and listened to all the Era stories. He is still curious about the continuation of the story of Era with his former lover.
“I hate him so much, Ray! He has made two things in my life disappear at once destroyed.” The crying Era broke out, he was unable to continue his story.
While Rayyan was only able to clench her hands when she heard the last sentence of Era just now. she was quite understanding with the Era's story intent. Era had given up the precious treasure in her for her lover, but for one more thing she still did not understand.
“What do you mean, Joel?”
Era wiped her tears.although still leaving her stuffing, she still wanted to continue her past story on Rayyan.
For one more thing that has made the Era's life ruined is the Era already convicted doctors can no longer contain.
Yes, after the news of Pasha and Yeslin's marriage at that time, it turns out that Era was pregnant. Pregnant Pasha's son from his sins at that time. Era had just learned of her pregnancy when she had just arrived in this country.
At that time Era always felt unwell. He thought that his body was adapting to the seasons in this country, especially when it was in winter. And to ensure his health, Era also came to a small clinic not far from his rental home. How surprised she was when she found out there was life in her womb.
Era's feelings were mixed when she found out she was pregnant with Pasha's child right when the man dumped her. But there is surprising news again where the results of the examination of doctors say that the content is problematic. Fetuses that exist in the Era womb do not develop. So, inevitably Era must follow the advice of doctors to abort the five-week-old fetus.
It just so happened that it was on winter break. So at that time also Era was hospitalized to perform the act of taking the fetus was sad. Of course Era felt. But he can take his silver. With the retrieval of the fetus in his body, it means that there is no bond whatsoever that binds him with Pasha.
Sometime after undergoing the act of taking her fetus, Era was asked to stay in a hospital that had previously been advised from the clinic.
Era guess after the undeveloped fetus was taken, he was able to return to live his life normally. Although the pain of his heart to Pasha is still so great. It turns out that another problem arises. The results of the doctor's diagnosis after retrieval of the fetus, Era was declared very difficult to get pregnant again, because the content is problematic. How broken the heart of Era at that time. after her virginity she gave voluntarily to a jerk like Pasha, she had to accept the bitter reality with her troubled womb higga very difficult to get pregnant.
Era again cried out sobbing while covering her face with both of her palms. Rayyan who had heard it since could not bear to see the sadness of his best friend. Rayyan also pulled Era into his arms.
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*TBC
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