
The night is too late. But Era is still reluctant to move from where it is now. Blowing night wind in the rooftop apartment does not make Era feel cold. Her heart ached as Pasha bounced far enough away from the car that had hit her. And what hurts even more is, until now Era did not know how Pasha was.
It's all his fault. It was he who asked the man to leave his life. Until the accident happened, and the main cause was him. Not wrong indeed, if Mama Pasha had asked him to leave and no longer ask the state of Pasha who had just undergone surgery.
And, the pain that Era received was a form of karma that had been felt by Pasha for two years. The man loved her very much, but Era actually asked her to leave, only because of the deep wounds he had experienced. What happened now turned to him. Era actually still loves Pasha, but unfortunately she can no longer meet the man.
#Flashback On
Last afternoon Era came to the hospital to see the state of Pasha. of course after the situation was calmer and ready to meet with both parents Pasha to apologize.
Rayyan himself also said that Pasha's operation had not been completed, but when the new Era arrived at the hospital, coinciding with the completion of the operation. from afar he saw Pasha's gurney being pushed out of the operating room into the ICU. Era's footsteps stopped when she saw the sad face of Mama Shanum who was so hit with the calamity that hit Pasha.
After Pasha enters the ICU room, Era approaches Mama Shanum and Papa Nabil for what else if not to apologize for all the mistakes he has done to their son.
Papa Nabil and Mama Nabil who were sitting in the front seat of the ICU room seemed very surprised by the arrival of Era. Especially after hearing the story from Rayyan about the misunderstanding that occurred between Pasha and Era, until Pasha had an accident.
“Om, Auntie!” greet the Era with a clean slit.
Mama Shanum looked at Era with an unreadable look. While Papa Nabil nodded his head while commenting on a thin smile. However, Era has ever contributed to his company. Despite the calamity that befell his son there was still his interference with Era.
Mama Shanum knows enough about how Pasha has been doing for two years after being left behind by the woman who is now standing in front of him. obviously Mama Shanum also knew that between Era and Pasha there was only a misunderstanding. But why would Era do such a thing to her son. Even if Era hates Pasha so much, she should be able to speak well.
“Om, Auntie! Forgive me, the Era that has caused Pasha like this. Era admit, if Era is very selfish.” Speak Era by holding back her cries.
Mama Shanum who had been silent since then, the woman seemed to take a deep breath and exhale slowly before talking to Era.
“Era, Aunt thinks all this is a disaster. We all wouldn't know if it would be like this.” Mama Shanum paused for a moment her sentence. While Era was still bowed, listening to Mama Shanum's words.
“You have no effort to worry about King anymore.The operation is running smoothly. We're just waiting for King to come to his senses, but, earlier Aunt apologized for having to say this to you.”
The era that had been bowed since, now raised its head and looked at the middle-aged woman closely. Era's feeling grew even more uneasy as Mama Shanum apologized to her. Wh-wh-what for?
“From now on, you better live each other's lives. Auntie believes Pasha was relieved after finding you. Despite her good intentions you rejected.”
Era shook her head. His tears just slid. somehow his tongue is also mute can not chimed in the words of women to say that he actually still loves Pasha. but it feels like Mama Shanum and Papa Nabil will not believe it just like that, even if Era claims to still love Pasha, why Pasha to the point of asking for forgiveness and good intentions to correct her mistakes, and even if she still loves Pasha, rejected by Era.
“We don't hate you, Ra. But I think this is the best thing for both of you. Om sure, after this you will find your own happiness.” Papa Nabil's words are as thoughtful as his wife.
The era of crying is gurgled. Mama Shanum even hugged Era to calm her down. How devastated the feelings of the current Era were, let alone the arguments he could issue. Her lips had not even spoken anything since.
“You're all right, Yes?” mama Shanum said after breaking her embrace.
#flashback Off's.
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“Joel, it's very late. Come down!” invite Ray to approach the Era that has been quietly pensive with his soft stuffing.
Rayyan had been with Era since she had just returned from the hospital with her parents. Previously he did not know that Era had come to the hospital to see the state of Pasha, but unfortunately both Pasha's parents asked him to leave.
“This is my karma, Ray. I now feel like I'm in King's position. I'm a very selfish person, Ray.” Murmured Era with such a weak voice.
“Don't blame yourself, Joel! If among you are still in love with each other, I am sure there must be the best way.” Rayyan said with tightness in her chest.
Rayyan forced Era down from the rooftop. The woman is not okay as she is. However, he was more concerned with Era and put aside his feelings.
With a trembling body, Era descended from the rooftop held up by Rayyan. After arriving at the Era apartment unit, Rayyan asked the woman to enter the room and sleep. Rayyan chose to sleep on the living room couch. He could not bear to leave Era alone. Especially until the reckless Era did something without his knowledge.
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The next day, Pasha was moved to the treatment room. After last night his condition had weakened because he continued to ask Era, but this morning Pasha had shown a better condition. Although the doctor still did not allow him to move much.
Pasha was enjoying her breakfast while Papa Nabil was sitting on the sofa not far from Pasha's gurney for office work.
“Already, Ma!” Pasha refused his mother's mouthful, who had somehow gotten the rice into her stomach.
“Live a little more, King. Awkwardly loh!” talk to Mama Shanum.
“My stomach is full.”
Mama Shanum did not force Pasha again.The woman put down her plate, then took some medicine that must be taken by Pasha after eating.
“Ma, I want to meet with Era.” Pasha suddenly.
Mama Shanum glanced at her husband for a moment. As if to say something to Pasha about Era. And Papa Nabil coded a head nod. The sooner the better to say it all. After all, Pasha's situation is much better than yesterday.
“King, Mama is sure someday you can find your own happiness, even if not with Era.”
“ Indirectly, the accident that befell you is also due to Era. Mama didn't accuse Era of being a murderer. But Mama is sure that this is best for both of you.” Mama Shanum.
Pasha seemed to be clenching her hands tightly. He did not accept the words of his mother. Although it does not accuse Era as a murderer, but there is an explicit meaning of Mama's words.
“No, Ma! I love Era so much. The era is not wrong. Era is not a killer.” Pasha said with a shake of her head.
“The two of you are not meant to be together. Why are you fighting with a woman who doesn't expect you anymore, King?” Mama Shanum started to get emotional.
Papa Nabil drew closer to the arguing child and mother. The man also tried to get Pasha to talk nicely. Approve his wife's words.
“Era is not wrong, Ma Pa! Era is not a killer either. I'm the real killer.” Pasha's remarks made both her parents glanced at each other confused.
“What do you mean, King?” ask Mama Shanum.
“Pasha is a killer. The pasha that had caused Era to lose the fetus in her womb, the fetus that was my flesh and blood. Until the Era is convicted even difficult doctors pregnant it's all I'm the cause, Ma! I'm the real killer, Ma! Please bring Era to,-“
Not yet able to continue his words, Pasha suddenly fainted.
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*TBC
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