BTS X BLACKPINK
Chapter 42's

He could tell Namjoon was still behind him while the couple was getting ready to get out. "We need to talk" he said calmly. "I don't have the time" he whispered taking the coffee cup from his hand and putting it in the sink. It shouldn't matter to him that Namjoon is playing around with the other girls when he doesn't really belong to him, but at the same time, she felt that Namjoon was hers. ONLY HIM. She is very confused with herself as she never has to fight or compete with others for Namjoon's attention. When they hear a couple leaving the door. Namjoon touched his shoulder but he brushed it off. "go away" his his hiss. Jennie couldn't possibly show her weak side. She wanted to cry or break all her plates. "I really don't care, please leave my fucking house to go to the 'library'" Namjoon didn't really understand why he became angry. She combed her hair with her fingers in pure frustration. "You're gone for a whole month, what do you expect?" he lifted his tone. Jennie laughed sarcastically "so because I wasn't happy for a month .. You're JOINING someone else" Namjoon forcefully flipped it over so he could face it and grabbed his chin "Look at me" "Don't touch me!" he yelled. "Jennie, are you jealous because I'm related*** with another girl or are you hurt because I'm no longer yours" "Because those are two different reactions" He finished his sentence.     "I'm wounded. You come here and tell me that you're in love with me while your fucking girls are behind me" that's what her heart wants to say.     "You know something ...... I'm going to get it all out" She took a deep breath and her other hand landed on the back of her neck, leaving Jennie trapped in place. "You have a lot of girlfriends left and right, after you end the relationship. You ALWAYS come back to me, why can't I do the same? Why can't you welcome me with open arms like I did for you?"   He just wanted to hear her say 'I love you' "Namjoon I was a child, a child who was terrified when I had a 'boyfriend' that would last a week or a month, that was years ago! These last years what we have had is each other just between us. How do you expect me to agree to your hookup "Boys it may not mean anything to Jennie, but to Namjoon it means a lot, she said, she was so hurt that she had to keep looking at Jennie with other guys, holding her hand or kissing her.

"It's true you did quit, in recent years it's been exclusively between us, but why don't you want our relationship to be official to the public or don't want the label ....... even among the US! It hurts !! But because I love you so much ...... I LET HIM "He wanted to kiss her so badly, but he stopped himself. Jennie closes her eyes and says "I'm sorry .. It's just that Lisa keeps reminding us to never see you or she will never forgive us. I don't want labels between us because I think as time goes by our bond will fall apart not just get stronger every year, and then we started to have intimacy and that's when I realized we took this too far and Lisa would never forgive me or my friends for keeping this a secret " then tears rolled from Jennie's eyes. "I want us to come out officially many years ago, guilt will stop killing you, but no, you decided to wait a few more years to see if the bond between WILL BE THIS END! That's why you suddenly disappeared for a month, you disappeared completely, I sent you an SMS and called you every day. You think I'm not going to notice that you disappear when I get so used to you every day of my life. YOU FULLY REVEALED MY EXISTENCE TO THE DUDE YOU KNOW A LITTLE "