Call Me Your Baby!
The Part 50 Confess?

Since yesterday, I felt like it had been four days Raka had been away from me. Either because of my feelings or it's true that he shares the distance with me. There were no more strange orders from him, even I was immediately transferred to my place with Gilang. It becomes foreign, sometimes passing is just a nod. He no longer communicates with me.

"Lo Mas Raka really not reprimanded?" In the middle of lunch hour, as usual I, Kania and Gilang gather in the same place to eat.

"No. Don't know why he is..."

"Bang Gilang nih kanya tau.." Throw Kania.

"Gue doesn't know why either. There's been trouble in his family again." Chirps Gilang.

"But actually the hand over from lo yesterday is also not clear, right By? There's still something to give to the Masnya, right?"

"Yes. Maybe I'll go to her room again this afternoon. But it's kind of awkward, huh..." I stopped my bribe.

"What is your feeling?" Kania's a thin smile. You're exactly sure this woman is hurting me.

"Haha ngaco lo mah. Not there, just yaaa awkward it becomes. Lo temenin ya arent..." My request to the real apprentice went straight to Raka.

"Lo tuh no longer feel lost people who always jailin lo anyway..." Jail Kania again with a laugh.

***

"Mas, sorry to enter..." I knocked slowly on the closed door while peering through the cracks.

"Yes. Why?" Ketus reply.

Damn, I didn't get Kania. He had to catch up to the deadline given by Raka and had to finish this afternoon before returning home.

"For yesterday's document, this I've tried the draft..." I went to his desk, he didn't touch me at all.

"Have you?"

"Yes, yeah..." I put it right in front of his desk.

"What else is going on?" He became a cold Raka again. Like at the start of a shitty meeting.

"Mas, am I wrong?" I was a little brave...

"No. Why is that?" He began to turn his eyes towards my eyes.

"Soalnya Mas ketus. If I'm wrong, say Mas, it's okay..." Without thinking 2-3 times I can express it.

"There's something I want to tell you, but it's impossible now..." He turned his body towards the window of the skyscraper.

While I even more rigidly respond to humans full of this puzzle.

"So you can, go home to my meeting office at Cafe Albana. Now you can continue the office work first..." He subtly threw me out.

I just nodded and left the room full of curiosity and worry. What he really wanted to talk about and why it was so serious that even though I was not angry at all said because of yesterday's problems.

After coming from his room, I continued the work with a restless heart. Try to guess especially after this. If he wanted to see me just because he persuaded me to be with his sister, Azka, it was clear that my decision was unanimous. I don't want to be the same jerk, even now I have stopped all lines of communication that Azka might do. I don't hate it, only I don't want to be constantly terrorized by it.

Finally the long-awaited return hour came as well, right at 4 pm I saw Raka coming out of her room. Not at all looking at me. She's so cold.

"Lo go home alone or want to be together?" As usual this kindhearted Gilang offered me to come home with him.

"Who?" He asked a bit curious.

"Raka. But you don't misunderstand me first..." I know Gilang must be upset.

"By, that. I said it was also..." Sure enough he looks upset.

"Bang, yesterday you said yourself would not want to set-up me again...."

"It's true I said that. But except for Raka, stop By...." Again he put his jealousy not in the right situation and time.

"What the hell is it? I have been quiet enough all this time. Even I fell into this trap I was still silent. I don't know at first 'cause who's gonna frame me is in Azka's company...."

"Gue can't tell you By. If you really want to know, please ask directly with Azka or Raka. My portion seems to have arrived here..." Silang.

***

I left Gilang feeling annoyed. Upset because of Raka's attitude that turned cold again, annoyed with the fact that I was in this company only because Azka and her family, annoyed also with Gilang who seemed to cover everything.

"Who from earlier?" A voice that I knew so clearly was right behind me.

"Yet..." I replied slowly with a bad feeling as well.

"Sorry to have involved you.." He sat down and opened a statement.

"Mas, what's the matter? Gini means, if indeed I am not capable of working in this company, it is okay. As long as it's clear what it means..." I'm trying to calm down.

"Do you feel uncomfortable?"

"Yes obviously Mas, I'm so sorry.."

"What makes you uncomfortable?"

"Yes everything. If you can be honest, from the side of Mas the winds, sometimes both exorbitant, sometimes very sweet. Not to mention now I know everything because of Azka and her papa. I feel so heavy..."

"It is according to you because of Azka, you are wrong By..." The first time he said my name so gently.

"Gue can not also play recklessly enter people who do not fit the qualifications to this company." He was trying to shift my perspective.

"But it has something to do with Azka. And as Mas knows, I can't accept him at all. So, if indeed by entering I work here just to lure for marriage I'd better not, Mas..." I'm trying to explain what was hidden from yesterday.

"So, I told you at the beginning. One more thing, this company doesn't have Azka. It's really mine and control over what I want..."

I just kept quiet, didn't give any response, even though there was one more thing I wanted to ask at this moment. But it feels a little less ethical to say.

"Lo don't ask why keep lo I jailin?" The deg! He can read my mind!

"Okay, maybe you don't want to ask that weird question. But I feel like I have an answer in preparation for one day lo nanya. Not because of your less ability let alone you until think this because Azka who brought you, absolutely not..." And this first time he can also explain in detail without being asked. Not to mention the look in his eyes that tonight was quite different from usual.

"Well, what's the matter, Mas?"

"I'm sorry for all this love!"