Call Me Your Baby!

Call Me Your Baby!
Part 52 Raka Pickup


"Gaby, you're looking for this same Raka. You're at my door bellom?" Kania called me right on the clock


lunches.


 "Why did he find me? He didn't have any chat to me. I just got your room..." I replied wondering why Raka did not contact me directly, instead asking first to Kania.


 "He wants to meet the same. Didn't he actually call you? Maybe I used to call you so you can directly chat him."


 "Jaudah, meet in the office. I'd like to give you a letter of resignation..."


"Resign?"


“Yes, it's not good if I've been there long. The problem is getting complicated, Nia. See you in the office...” I closed the phone.


Although the condition of the heart is no longer okay, I feel the world is not on my side but still I have to solve one by one the problems that exist. Career, it's clear I lost my new career as an intern, the future, yes if I never fight what's in front of my eyes, of course, life expectancy builds a career and the ideals that I dream of will be extinct because of the selfishness of my parents.


“Excuse me...” I knocked on Raka's door and entered it without waiting for a response from her.


“Why new in?” Raka responded to my presence even though she spoke without looking at me.


“I want to hand in this letter.” I gave her a brown envelope in front of her desk, while Raka's focus was still on the laptop.


“This what?” He glanced at the envelope a little.


“My resignation letter...”Ucapku hesitate.


“You want to resign? Why?” He immediately took the envelope and moved the laptop out of his sight.


“It seems that everything that exists is more complicated Mas, rather than dividing personal and professional affairs at the same point, I permit to resign aja.” Reply with a down.


“Kalo so, I'll excuse you. Thank you very much for everything.” I went out to leave Raka.


Raka didn't hold back, she let me go from her office. However, his eyes did witness my departure until the door closed, and my body was no longer visible to him.


“Gaby...” A loud, loud voice rang out as I walked out of the office space towards the elevator.


Spontaneously I looked back. Two of my closest friends came to me.


“Lo sure to resign?” Gilang seems to have gotten the information from Kania.


“Iya is Bang. Enough kayak gini drama. I want to live my life without any pressure.”.


Kania did not shudder, he just kept quiet as if holding back something he wanted to reveal to me. Maybe later when he comes home, he can tell or ask anything because I have started nginep in his house per day and do not know until when. A short chat in front of the elevator turned out to be my last day in this office, seeing Gilang with his jail face that was currently sad too, and Kania with his favorite office clothes.


“By, keep plan lo now what?” Kania seemed to understand the contents of my head that was thinking also let alone the next.


“This I again apply-apply work..” I showed the layer of the laptop that is editing curriculum vitae to apply for work elsewhere.


“Find hard work lo by, mending lo back again surely Mas Raka will be considered..”.


“Lah, yesterday you yourself who had the principle to leave the office, why now change the direction gini?”


“Not changed course, only I think more realistic. I really want to get out of there with a lot of consideration one of them after I get a job first. No way I'm reckless without any grip out of there By. You know myself bokap I sometimes yes sometimes do not also send monthly, can ruin my life without any income.”.


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“Kok Mas here?” I looked towards my watch which showed at eight in the morning. Then glanced again at Raka who suddenly came to me.


“You came with me to the office, could you? Also, do not say anything just flush flowers doang.” Raka pulled my hand up in front of his car.


“T... but what's up Mas?” I was quite surprised to see his response.


“I have not agreed to your resignation letter right? Yes it means you are still my apprentice..”.


He let me into his mercedes car, with the feeling that I was following his direction to get into the car.


“Whatever still wear sandals..” Gumamku in heart.


“Mas, can I change clothes and shoes first?” I'm holding him down by gasing the car.


“No need, later I ask the HR person who bought you. I've just come straight, it's been this hour, we don't have much time.” Celotehnya.


I had no power to refuse, my efforts also seemed to be in vain because surely he would not allow me to get off this car.


“T.. but why did he get so far?” My chirps in my heart.


Yes, I know that the other day he suddenly proposed to me, and it was clear that my statement was a rejection for him, plus I had also applied to resign from his office and position. Doesn't he understand that I really don't want to be with him? Then, why is he still like this?


“You, why Gaby?” He looked a little at me.


“Gak nothing Mas...” I answered without looking at him.


“Yes if there is nothing why would you want to ngundurin yourself so suddenly?” He opens up space to talk. I think it is clear what is my reason.


“Not suddenly, it was also thought, Mas.”


“You don't know the fact finding a job is hard?” He insinuated me just like Kania last night.


I'm speechless.


“Jawab, don't you know? I tell you yes, finding work is difficult, so if there is an opportunity for work, do not waste it. Where are you also just graduated, you do not see how many new graduates who until now have not been able to work? Should be grateful By, not even a minute to resign gini...”.


For the first time again, Raka gave good advice and spoke more than 10 words to me.


“I am a bit uncomfortable with the situation that is being faced by us.” I dare to open a statement.


“My color or?” He glanced at me.


“Yes everything. I also told you that the real mama papa happened, I already know all your plans, and I do not want to be fooled in a way like this.”.


“Yes, I get it. But, you don't want to try first the thing you don't want?”


I scrunched my forehead looking into his eyes.