CEO of Golden Hair
She is My World
I stared at the old man's face lying limp in the hospital bed, assisted by some medical devices attached to his body
It smells of the earth - my Inner
I took her picture, though,
*He is dying*
type me in short and send it to Ben's number
Not long after Ben replied with Ok emoticons and it made me laugh amusedly, He didn't even look worried. What a funny family.
After this "His" family will come then my business is done, it is troublesome.
Although I hate him so much but my conscience says something else, especially when I see Him who was the biggest slumber on the floor yesterday. Fearful feeling if we won't have a chance to argue like we used to. On the other hand I saw the face of Joline who fell asleep, my little angel must be tired because she had to spend the night in the hospital. Though he should enjoy a pleasant vacation here but instead continue to experience unpleasant things like this.
I enveloped her and walked towards the balcony to get some fresh air as I was fed up with the smells of the hospital. I looked back at the photo that was loved by the old man, it felt very foreign. She is very beautiful, snow-white skin, blonde hair and blue eyes, typical of the vitamin D-deficient northern population. I'm so sick of the Chronicles, can't I just live like this?
It's the same as it happened a few years ago.Suddenly He appeared and confessed that he was my father and asked me to join the family "His". After all the suffering I've been through now he wants me to accept it? He even legalized various ways, including involving Joline. It's sickening and annoying.
It doesn't seem like it's enough to mess up my life, right now with just this photo capital he wants to say that the mother who took care of me with great difficulty is the one who has no blood relation with me? It seems like the old man could become a successful director if all the family stories "His" were made into a drama series.
If the contents of the letter were not nonsense then I would have known this. I was eager to call her and ask her if she knew the woman in the photo, but am I ready to accept the reality? If it is true that the woman in this is my real mother then she is just like the old man. They are irresponsible humans who have dumped me, I am not willing and will never want to assume they are my parents. I stared at the overcast sky, was my birth in this world a mistake? why does it feel like no one wants to accept me
"Hey" Joline's soft voice averted my mind
"When did you wake up?" I said, She looks so adorable with a slightly swollen face due to the cold air.
"Everything okay?" Joline's question made me speechless, usually I would answer easily that I'm fine but if in front of Joline I can't. Because the owner of these beautiful brown eyes seemed to be able to read my whole heart so I could not lie at all. Just like now, without answering, he knew it.
Joline glared at me and rubbed my back softly,
"Everything's gonna be alright" he said quietly and at that moment all the fear, doubt and burden just disappeared into the air.
I returned his embrace and smiled a little.
"Yeah, everything's gonna be alright" I told myself, it doesn't matter the whole world dumped me as long as this woman in my arms doesn't do it then it's gonna be okay. Because it is my world.
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Cesper drove me home to Airbnb and asked me to pack up all my stuff to move into his apartment. Cesper is currently in need of someone next to him so I decided to keep him company until he calmed down again. Once again I saw a new side of Cesper, it turns out Cesper did not have a happy childhood like a child in general, all because he was born without a father and when moving to Indonesia he was also quite foreign because it looks different from Asian people in general.
Therefore the character of Cesper naturally formed into someone who is difficult to approach, He looks friendly but actually in his hospitality there is a wall, a sturdy wall that limits itself and can not be passed by anyone. After passing through his calm suddenly Mr. Chronicles appeared and claimed that He was his father and Mr. Chronicles who was not much different like a stranger to Cesper was trying to pass through the wall.
The person who had been able to pass through the wall was only his mother but now Cesper faced the fact that the person who had been considered the mother was a stranger who had no blood relation with him. Now he must have been devastated, in other words Cesper who is now experiencing an identity crisis. Maybe that's why he didn't dare call his mother in Indonesia for an explanation
What could I do for Cesper to get him excited again? My inner
Suddenly an idea of diamonds popped into my head and I immediately got ready to pack up my stuff and call Cesper
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"Are you ready?" Ask Cesper across the phone
"Yes" I answered briefly, checking that there were no more items left behind
"in 10 minutes I'll be there" he said, and 8 minutes later he appeared in front of my airbnb
After moving all my luggage to the trunk of the car, as usual Cesper gave me a warm cup of coffee.
"So you know where to eat tonight?" Ask Cesper while putting on my seat belt
"Your apartment" I said, looking at the clock at 15:20.
"meaning?" Cesper was confused
"Today the Joline Chef is about to intervene" I said as I flaunted my row of teeth, Cesper looked at me with her eyebrows raised next door
"So now let's go to the super market for shopping" I said confidently
Finally we went to the super market to shop for some vegetables and raw materials, Cesper looked confused but he just sorted it out. We started shopping and Cesper was like my walking dictionary helping me translate foreign sentences on the groceries. We look like a couple of newlyweds doing monthly shopping.
"What exactly are you planning, Miss Joline?" Cesper said after he finished entering all his groceries into the trunk of the car
"And I told you, today we eat in your apartment" I said briefly,
"I didn't know you could cook" said Cesper
"Are you doubting my cooking ability now?" I said with an eyebrow raised next to it, it managed to make Cesper laugh.
Finally we drove to the residence Cesper and unexpectedly Cesper apartment is very large. Not just big but big.
"It looks like I have to go for a while, there's some administration that needs to be taken care of at the hospital. You don't mind me staying alone?" Cesper said while re-wearing his cold jacket
"Yes no problem" I replied and Cesper finally left again
I look again at this very modern and minimalist Cesper residence, considering that it is very difficult to get accommodation in Stockholm it seems like Cesper spent quite a lot of money on this residence. Everything looks so comfortable but somehow feels empty, there is no impression of "home" at all. Workaholics like Cesper definitely spend more time in the office than here.
"All right let's start" I said to myself