Change of Mind

Change of Mind
Change of Mind


"Are you sure you want to resign?. I don't think this is the real you" asked a cynical woman who approached him.


Rasya. How could the only teacher who was fierce to him know that he would rewind.


Miss Anjel. He almost jumped 32 years old. His appearance is fashionable. Even Junior High can be interested in him. But his attitude was far beyond reason. No matter how racist attitudes toward him, still what is reciprocated are just ruins of repetition about being a quality human being.


"Hello miss Anjel, how are you?" greet rasya respect.


"Follow to my room" Miss Anjel ordered while holding rasha.


Sontak Rasya was shocked because Miss Anjel swept her into her personal space.


It didn't get there. Arriving in that room. Miss Anjel also sat her in a chair in front of her desk. A strange treatment. Rasya never sat there because it was forbidden.


"Who told you to sit there"


"Never sit there before you have a title"


Those are the words that Miss Anjel used to say when Rasya wanted to sit there to submit a report or so on.


"You must be wondering why I treat you so well" said Miss Anjel while sitting in her seat of greatness.


That's what Rasya wanted to know.


"Actually the reason I used to treat you badly was because I knew you were an ambitious person. Moreover, your various opinions that can be said to be interesting at every meeting we have in class. Of course, your ability must be polished rough so you want to try to smooth it yourself quickly. So that's why I'm pushing you"


The mood was silent for a moment. Rasya was confused and could not believe the explanation.


"So all this time miss scolded me not for hate?!"


"Hahaha" laughed elegantly "where might I hate you Rasya.." said Miss Anjel.


"All right, let's explain. What's the reason you're backtracking?" miss Anjel said firmly, as she spoke normally. Now Miss Anjel began to be enthusiastic while staring fixedly at rasya.


"Actually, I can't stand my current situation anymore. There are too many obstacles that I face, I can no longer afford. Maybe it would be better if I live a new life" Rasya lowered his head, feeling his life was miserable.


"I don't think this is who you really are. Because the Rasya I know never ran away from his problems. Do you remember the motto of our first class self-introduction interview?"


"Running from adversity, not a path, to a dream. If you see me doing it, then it's not the real me" Rasya said while recalling the first self-introduction interview in the classroom.


Rasya remembered, he used to say that sentence in front of everyone in the class as his personal motto. Everyone will be tested with the motto they have. But rasya is one of the people who failed in his application.


"Yes. Bottom line... Stop running away from hardship, because it's not the real you. If you resign now, maybe many will underestimate you"


"You should know. The thing that most people regret is feeling failed when they have not tried. You understand what I mean?"


Rasya shook his head.


"That means you've been desperate for your life when you haven't done anything. I understand the suffering you are going through. But if you do not want to try and take risks in life. Then you'll be sorry"


"Don't be a coward for a trivial matter"


Did Miss Anjel just say I was a coward? Miss.. My suffering is quite heavy - Rasya


"There are still others who are suffering more out there"


Miss right, I'm a coward.


"Please rethink your decision, that's all I want to say"


"Thank you miss for caring and I'll think again. I say goodbye first" Rasha smiled at Miss Anjel as she stood up.


"No need to Miss, I can do it myself" Rasya replied, turning briefly towards Miss and then closing the door with a smile that was still on her face.


After closing the door. Rasya walked to the canteen, looking for something that could satiate as well as happy worms in his stomach.


While walking rasya open a campus group to find out news or new things that might make the issue about him disappear. Because after he remembered, there was a notification sound when he was on his way there.


"What'sthis? why was the news of my setback also posted, where did they know? there's no way Elita or Johan's sister, right?" Rasya frowned while staring at his HP.


So this is the reason Miss Anjel knows about me, it's worth it. I think he's a mysterious demon who can know everything.


Rasya's phone rang.


"Hello... "


"... "


"Still in the main building"


"... "


"What's? a wiretapper?, okay okay, I'm there now"


Rasya hurriedly went outside the building. Elita was waiting for him there. He quickly swung his staff towards the terrace of the building.


"Where? let me see?" rasha asked when she had seen Elita waiting for her.


"Sshuuuuttttt, not here. We better find a safe place" said Elita whispered while making a warning telling Rasya to shut up.


"This is the safe place?" rasha asked when they reached the cafeteria. Somehow Rasya was lazy to look at his friend who was seriously sipping meatballs from earlier.


"Dad" said Elita, sipping her last broth and then moving the meatball bowl to the side.


Crazy you yes, where safe if the rame begin - Rasya.


Elita reached into her bag. Take a small black item. And then he thrust it on Rasya.


"This is the wiretap?" rasha asked him to flip the thing.


Elite nodded.


"Where did you find him?"


"Sticking under the car as Johan checks the tires on the fern. At first he didn't know it was a wiretap. But when he took it, there were people passing by who said it was a wiretap" explained Elita.


"Trus since when did this device stick there?" rasha asked again feeling uncertain.


"Johan says. This morning we again nyamperin mini market. There are suspicious people hiding behind our car when it has entered the mini market. Johan is not afraid if his car is in the middle of the road, because the safety of the car is above average. The latest car!" Elita bragged.


"Trus Johan said. I think that's the reason why people know if you want to step down from campus. You see, our words are right in your home has been to the hold" explained Elita again.


Rasya thinks it seems like someone wants to spy and wants to bring himself down. If he retreats and leaves now, it means that he has lost the same person.


This can not happen, the name of pests must be eradicated, the new truss can go.


All right, let's see, until where can you drop me?! - Rasya smiled smirk.


"Eh, where are you going?" elita asked, seeing Rasya rise from his seat and leave.