Change of Mind
Go away

"ma,,,ma go with al,,, lena" the sound of racea stammered.

his mother, alena, devan, and david were simultaneously staring directly at rasya. Out of nowhere the courage of rasya to say it while the risk is too great. But from the look on Rasha's face now, he seemed confident in his words.

"yes ma, devan agrees"

Now all eyes were immediately turned towards devan, and devan immediately looked at David.

"davin also agrees ma"

"but-" his mother's voice was cut off.

"we've been getting a bit tired anyway, so don't worry anymore" continued David, although it was a bit impolite to cut the words of the parents, but David did not want his mother to worry about the decision.

"no way, alena did not happen, alena did not want to split with alena's sisters" alena returned to crying.

"no, no, you also do not agree with it, we better stay here" said his mother but with a more sad look as if the decision also gave him a burden.

"MAMA.." snapped devan.

"You have to go with Alena, we also don't agree that you suffer if you continue to be here, anyway you have to GO" connect devan who can no longer bear his emotions quickly he walked to the room rasya precisely want to pack a suitcase alena that had been delayed. Rasya came to help devan.

Now her mother even more crying followed by Alena who hugged her.

"mom,, alena, don't cry anymore, we'll be fine" said David, stroking his mother's back while sitting next to him in bed.

"but later alena so alone.ngak da the nemenin..huhuhu" alena looked pale now from crying from earlier.

Instead of hearing the cries of his mother and sister, David wanted to vent all his emotions that he was now holding back, he wanted to destroy everything there, including his brother's desk, he said, but he knows it's not good for now, he also knows the consequences if it happens, surely devan will do his mouth, put it in a sack, he said, he tied it up with an elephant chain from the zoo in the monas tower there, just thinking about it made him creep.

"don't you da the nemenin anyway? right we can still call the deck, " said Davin with a forced smile. It was only after that his mother and sister had started to calm down, not crying anymore like before.

"All the preparations are ready, ma'am" said Rasya approaching them.

Finally his mother began to rise, and out of the house or out of bed. Because they only have one motorbike, while the other one is taken by his father, forced davin and rasya can not come because devan who will take them to the MRT station.

"you please cook for your sisters, maybe your father will sometimes not bring home his needs, mama will try to send you money yes," said his mother with a smile and hugging rasha.

Rasha's tears fell again, how could her mother say such a thing, with her circumstances later she did not know, where her mother would live? what will they eat? what about alena? is he going to school? will they be happy after this happens? or the opposite? will they be accepted into the neighborhood? or worse, where are they going now? that is all that comes up in Rasya's thinking. It was very rash to stop his mother, but whatever the power, he was not his mother tormented by his father's behavior.

Now his mother approached David, not wanting to hear his mother's words again afraid his tears would fall even worse, finally his race approached alena, and finally he came to his house, not to forget also he wiped the tears on his face even though the other tears came out again.

"Alena, "call for gentle alena while wiping alena's tears beside devan. The one who was called immediately embraced rasya.

"sister,, huhuhu, I don't want to go,, huhuhuhu" said rasya accompanied by another cry.

"Alena don't be sad, yes, someday we will definitely catch up with you, then we can go to the mall together,, to the supermarket together,,, eat at the restaurant together,,,, you know,,, so alena do not be sad yes" said rasya reassured alena, although he himself was still hesitant with his words, but at this time the important thing for him is that he wants to see the face of alena who is smiling, not crying.

Finally his mother and sister left, rasya and david could only look at their departure with a wave of hands that were always there even though they were no longer visible, with a smile that was forced so that what was happening at this moment they would never regret. It was time for Rasha to come in and continue her sleep hoping that tomorrow would be better, followed by David behind her.

Rasya also began to lay down his body into the mattress, then buried his eyes into the pillow and screamed loudly to remove all the irritation that he had sniffed from earlier, until one hand gently stroked his hair. Rasya also looked.

"Brother if you want to scream, yell, don't hold, if not me who represents" said David softly and began to shout.

AAAAAAAARRGHHH

It seemed that David was also letting go of his frustration, but that was not what he wanted, not a cry of annoyance, but what he wanted to hear from david was the laughter that had always come out of him all along.

"Aahhhhh, that's enough, your voice is ugly, you better be quiet than your sister's ears are broken" said cynical rasha while covering David's face with a pillow roughly.

"What did you say???, how did I hear the roaches??? " ledek david.

"your ass is the voice, where there are people who cry the voice of the cockroach Oiiii" he replied while puffing the pillow wanting to hit the head of his sister who had been bent.

" Hhhhhhhh "his brother's vexed expression is indeed quite interesting to look at for him, David thought.

***

His eyes looked puffy, but Rasha still forced herself to the campus because she had to present today's presentation that she had long prepared. He continued to walk in his hat and look down so as not to be the center of attention of his eyes, but while walking to his class, he saw people crowded in the middle of the road.

"ALL HAALOOO, I AM REHAN, TODAY STATED THAT I HAVE BEEN DATING THE PERSON I HAVE LOVED SO MUCH ALL THIS TIME, I AM UUU DISA"

Rasya was surprised to see this. He saw a shout from someone he knew very well there, even more than acquaintances. He was more surprised by the behavior carried out by the person a few moments later, namely kissing the ballet's forehead and giving a bunch of flowers, accompanied by applause from people who witnessed it.

"Arrrgggghh"