Change of Mind
Floating Again

He went to the kitchen and searched for what he needed. It turns out that the object is in white storage far above the refrigerator, a special place for baby utensils. He took the pacifier there and put it on the kitchen nightstand.

Dego put two spoons of powdered milk into the pacifier, then poured hot water into it according to the temperature he had done before.

Dego gave the pacifier to Joshua. A child is like that according to him. The way they ask for something is by crying.

As for the sake of sports Joshua's cries subsided. He vanished in the sling of Dego who continued to feed him the pacifier of formula. Sometimes he also chanted exotic words so that Joshua was silent.

A big smile on Dego's face as Joshua calmed down with the pacifier still in his mouth. He also went to the living room where Rasya slept.

"Halooo!" greet Johan who has just entered the apartment in follow Alita. They seem to enjoy their show.

"Joshuaaah!" then call Alita slowly.

"Well, you guys are home?!" dego was stale when he just arrived in the living room.

"This is Joshua sir, let me take care of it" Alita said and took Joshua in Dego's sling. He took her to the room.

"By the way, how can you take care of a baby like this?" johan asked as she laid herself down on the sofa. He was curious when he saw Dego as already proficient in taking care of his son.

"I used to do this first when replacing and accompanying my friend to work as a babysister in a daycare while still in college first" Dego explained with a smile and then went towards Rasya.

"That's it" said Dego and then remove his favorite tuxedo.

Doubtful Dego touches Rasya to wake him up. But is to get rid of all these negative thoughts and think about the consequences later. "Rashya, Rasya. Wakes up. Quickly wake up Rasya" said Dego while shaking a little Rasya's arm.

"He will not wake up at all if he is exhausted. You better just take it to the guest room. There are two beds. I hope you don't sleep in one room with him. It's too late, too. It's a big responsibility if you go out to stay at the hotel" explained Alita who just returned from the room and cleaned up Joshua's toys on the carpet.

"All right" that's Dego's only answer. After he weighed everything Alita said, everything was indeed true. This time alone he will defeat his ego because he is visiting.

"Just put him in a bed with a bad chair, sir!alita shouted softly as Dego just entered the guest room.

Justright. There are two beds. There's a badge king size. Because Johan's apartment is small, he deliberately decorated it like this so that the load is more for the children of the guests.

Dego put Rasya to bed in King size. I don't know what he was thinking so he did it. One sure reason is sticking up for him. He wants his secretary to get more because he has worked hard.

Dego took the blanket in the closet and wrapped Rasya up to the neck. For the second time he saw Rasya's sad face. A sense of calm as before. He was also opium with the innocent face of Rasya so he did not want to look at her one bit.

FLECKISH

Dego darkengapan uphold himself.

"Ehem, sorry to interrupt the timing. Here's another blanket. I forgot to put a blanket in the closet. It's another blanket" Johan said at the doorstep. He put a blanket in his hand, not wanting to enter.

"Please don't mess with Rasya. He is still innocent" pressed Johan like he was challenging. He had seen the incident earlier. Johan passes after Dego receives his blanket.

No response from Dego. He knew clearly what Johan meant. He himself was also confused and ashamed of Johan. But where did the courage to look fixed on Rasya's face?

Than thinking about the endless. Dego walked straight to the bed and threw himself in there. He looked back at Rasya's back who was behind him from the next bed.

Dego peeked a little behind the blanket to see if his mind was right? or just an illusion!. Tenyata is his own hallucination. Rasya just adjusts his sleep to be comfortable. He's still asleep.

Dego was condemning his own thinking. He hit his head once through the deeds of his mind. Not feeling the slightest pain because his regret was more severe. Not long after that he also fell asleep facing Rasya.

...***...

"Aunty pamit first. Bye-bye" Rasya said as he waved at Joshua in Johan's arms after hugging his sidekick.

Rasya closed the door. Dego stood next to him waiting for him to finish bidding ala friends who are very long because of their crying drama.

"Sir. Please take me to the boutique near here, sir. Once again I was riding in my father's car" Pinta Rasya while walking towards the elevator.

They entered the elevator.

"Where are you going?" dego asked flatly while pressing the elevator button.

"There are anyway sir" said Rasya not want to reveal his next destination. He had no intention of taking Dego there.

As per Rasya's request. Dego took her to a famous boutique in the city. They are served with the best service there. Dego also took the time to change afterwards because he also did not want to wear the same clothes for two days.

"Please give me a simple dress for the party" Rasya pinta told one of the servants there.

The servant continued to show clothes that were suitable for Rasya's body shape.

Rasya finally found a good shirt in his opinion. Knee-length white dress, shoulder sleeves, and a small vest at the end of the dress further add to the impression of luxury.

Dego saw this, but this is the second time he saw Rasya wearing a dress. The first time when they first met at the Ceo GVM replacement event first.

There was a different sense of turmoil compared to when he saw it first. A taste that managed to melt his heart. His heart again beat violently, not giving a sense of pause in the slightest.

Dego holds his racing heart area. He had to check on his health again. He sat for a while in the chair provided before paying his suit to the cashier. Still holding his chest. He rested himself for a moment.

Very expensive - Rasya.

Rasya hesitated when holding the price paper hanging on the shirt. He had thought not to buy it because the price is very unaesthetic.

Dego pulls Rasya forcibly in front of the cashier and pays for everything.

"Would you wear it directly or wrap it?" ask the cashier on both.

"Use it directly" Dego said quickly because Rasya never gave his answer. He is still wondering if it is worth wearing such expensive clothes.

"Thank you sir. Next time I will change the money" said Rasya nervously.

"No need" Dego replied, making Rasya grateful.

"But I'm coming with you now"