
"So you haven't eaten yet, have you? Let's eat" muttered Samuel releasing his embrace
"No need for Samuel, I don't want to bother you anymore"
"It's okay, my subordinates have already cooked for you" muttered Samuel pulling my hand gently
"Hmmm alright" I sighed following Samuel's footsteps out of the room
The Ocean Kingdom under the sea is very majestic and also large, sea water alone can enter this kingdom even many fish that swim cheerfully like they are dancing on me
"What do you see?"
"Just look at those fish" I murmured slowly
"Oh they are my servants." muttered Samuel opening a door in front of us.
Behind that door I could see a lot of good food on the table even strangely the sea water did not wet at all this room so it was almost like a regular room on land
"Eat" muttered Samuel sitting in front of me
"Why is this room not filled with water?"
"It's because it's a special place to eat for me, so all the special places for me aren't full of seawater"
"Why could that be?"
"Yes although I am a sea god but I do not like my private place filled with water, if filled with water my servants can enter as they please. If I take a bath or sleep suddenly there is a waiter entering without my permission is not funny" muttered Samuel eating his food
"Hmmm a reasonable reason" I sighed softly
"Yes we gods have privacy, don't we?"
"Mmm yeah right too" I sighed at the meat steak on my plate
"Is your wound still hurting?"
"Yes more than ever" I sighed softly
"Oh thank God, you must not let your guard down anymore Sani"
"Yes I'll do it"
"I don't want you to get hurt again Sani"
"Let's calm I'll be fine, if I die maybe I'm done being a god"
"No Sani, the office of the god is eternal"
"Yes for you not for me, the emperor of the heavens and the god of darkness. That's why the people in our office are constantly changing"
"Hmmm but Sani I really hope the balancing god is still you"
"Why?" ask me to be surprised
"Because since you were born in the human world, the three originally shaky realms have become balanced again"
"Oh really? Do you know when I was born?"
"That's it, man, the birth of the goddess of the balance of all the gods must know and be very happy especially you used to be very beautiful until now is still beautiful so that's why many gods who respect you and like you even want to be your wife"
"Oh so yeah" I sighed slowly
"You're not happy that many gods like you?" samuel looked at me
"No, I'm not happy"
"Why? Though the other goddesses wished they liked the gods, why don't you?"
"I'm just a burden to the people around me and the whole god even with the sky emperor I'm just a burden to him. Why would I be happy if my presence weighed on others" I murmured softly
"Why do you think you're burdening the whole god?"
"Yes I was three mixed blood once. Before I knew I was a god, I often injured many people even gods as well and because of my innocent mind I died once and troublesome the sky emperor and the dark god until their strength was very weak. Although they say their power has been completed after centuries of asceticism but I will guarantee that their strength is not as great as it used to be"
"Why do you know that?"
"It could be seen from how lousy the sky emperor who could not fight against the god of destruction even menduntu make up for the wall made by Moi alone could not... Though only I, the emperor of the heavens, and the god of darkness can break the entire divine spell let alone the spell of the god of destruction" my murmur put my dinnerware on the plate
"That's my reason why I'm not happy, I've always been a burden let alone I've just been troubling you because I was hurt... And it's true that I'm a very weak balancing god"
"You can't be that pessimistic Sani" Samuel sighed at me
"You seem to have to go back to Sani" Samuel muttered at me
"I don't think I've ever had anything to do with this body"
"Maybe that's why you're still outmatched by the god of destruction" Samuel muttered at me, "Right, I haven't been here for a long time... Looks like I have to see Candra first" I sighed slowly
"Oh yes Samuel thank you for treating me, I have to go now" I muttered walking towards Samuel
"Oh well, you must be careful" Samuel murmured softly and I immediately kissed Samuel's lips
"I'm sorry to trouble you, sea god" I whispered, then stepped my foot
I moved to my class, if I didn't go back to class Sony would suspect me later. I sat in my seat to attend the lessons my homeroom teacher was teaching. Sony looked at me with a cold look
"Where have you been?" sony looked at me
"Just treat my body"
"Where?"
"That doesn't matter" I murmured softly
"Say Sani!!!" sony yelled at me with annoyance that made the whole class look at me
"Why do you want to know" I murmured coldly
"I'm your husband I must know"
"In a lesson, don't disturb the others" I murmured coldly
"Huummpppp .." sighed Sony sitting in his place
"You don't need to know where Sony is going, oh yeah I might be going so you don't have to worry about me" I murmured slowly
"Why do you have to be imprisoned?"
"There's no reason"
"Not necessary"
"Not necessary huh? You want me to continue to depend on you whereas you alone cannot face the god of destruction, breaking through the barrier wall alone you cannot let alone defeat him" I muttered staring coldly at Sony
"But Sani..."
"Just relax I'm not doing anything weird" I muttered casually
"Where do you want to go?"
"No idea, look at it later" I muttered casually, I looked at Candra who was looking at me with a cold look
"Maybe we should talk ... Candra" I muttered looking at Candra seriously
"May.." sigh Candra disappeared from her seat
"Alright" I sighed softly and moved to the stealth kingdom
"What do you want to talk to me about?" whispered Candra behind me
"I just want to borrow your place for me why is it okay?"
"That's all?"
"Yes that's it"
"Why do you want to go to a church?"
"Yes, I want to be able to"
"As far as you are, put it on" Candra murmured coldly and left me alone
"Just go?" my grumbling is upset
"Yes already" my sigh moved in the hut that was in the territory of the demon kingdom and entered the hut to ascend
"The place that remains as it used to be" I sighed cross-legged and closed my eyes
If how like this I cannot be disturbed or I cannot lose my focus until I have finished my asceticism, otherwise I will have to repeat it from the beginning. That's why I chose this place because only Candra might be my bully