
My head felt dizzy and my chest still hurt even though it wasn't as painful as that time. I feel like there are hands that keep gently stroking my hair. I opened my eyes and saw a man looking at me worriedly
"I... This where?" muttered slowly
"You're aware of my wife!!" the man shouted in surprise
"Ka... You who?" muttered slowly
"I'm Han your husband, remember?"
"Oh yeah I remember... Sorry.." I closed my eyes
"It's okay, baby, how are you?"
"Good service"
"Hmmm thank God, you haven't been so worried for two weeks" Han kissed me on the forehead
"Han did my twin incarnate?"
"No, his spirit is at one with you now"
"Why do you want to do it?"
"I don't want to lose you, if it was a second late yesterday you would have died and I disappeared" Han murmured softly
"Oh .." I sighed slowly
"Let's just relax, baby, your twin will still be with you"
"Hmmm, it should be the balancing god that my brother is not me. Because he's four mixed bloods, whereas I'm only three mixed bloods that don't deserve to be a god. If it wasn't for my mother sealing my powers it would have been my brother who would have been the balancing god" I murmured softly and didn't feel my tears dripping down my cheeks
"It was supposed to be my god's destiny, my brother and my destiny... I'm just a vampire king. I don't have god blood at all who have god blood just brother. Who should have married you my brother instead of me" I muttered in tears at Han's chest
"What deserves to be a god is that my brother is not me, it should be that married to you it's my brother not me, you should have disappeared me and let my brother take my place as a balancing god" I murmured softly
"Han let my brother be the balancing god and I disappear." I murmured softly.
"NO, you remain the balancing god and you remain my wife" Han protested holding me tightly
"But I'm not worthy, I'm very weak." I murmured softly.
"No dear, you are very strong and I admit that"
"But Han..."
"Look baby, your destiny is now a balancing god and my wife. It's a fate you've changed yourself. So you have to accept that. Sain also did not mind it and supported you as a god" muttered Han gently stroking my hair
"But I..."
"Only your power is balanced with the power of the god of destruction, the balancing god before you is always defeated if you fight the god of destruction because their power is not as great as the god of destruction. If that becomes your brother's balancing god, he will be the same as the other balancing gods"
"But Han..."
"Dear dear, you must continue to practice so that you are not inferior to the god of destruction huh" muttered Han stroking my hair gently
"But.."
"Nothing butbut, from earlier you said but mulu. I'm your husband so you have to follow my orders!!"
"Hmmm okay.." I caved.
"Well that's my wife." sighed Han slowly.
"If the one who became the balancing god of your brother would definitely not want to marry me and choose the emperor of the heavens" Han closed his eyes
"Not really, we're twins thinking we're the same"
"No dear, you're with her differently"
"Different? Whatchu mean?" askaku penasaram
"He is very gentle and very weak, if he lies to people to do something he will follow him. While you are stubborn, cold, and strong even the only balancing god who has the reverse nature of only you. Most balancing gods have traits like your brother's"
"It should only be a balancing god who follows the course of his divine destiny in order to become a god. But if you do not have the destiny of a god but because of a miracle you can become a balancing god. That's what makes me so interested in giving you an incarnation" Han sighed at me
"Surprisingly even though you have no god blood and only have half god blood from your twin but when you die the whole realm falters and there is a lot of destruction when the god of destruction does nothing, even the sky in the three realms turned blood red and many lands were split apart. Like when you were furious and cut off your relationship with that sky emperor" Han murmured seriously
"What was I angry about yesterday's disaster?"
"Yes right, the atmosphere and conditions in the three realms are like depending on your mood. If you are angry there is much destruction where - even beyond the destruction done by the god of destruction. If you are happy the atmosphere of the three realms becomes peaceful and peaceful. But when you have not been sober as 2 weeks this atmosphere in the three realms becomes empty and feels empty"
"Why could that be?" ask me to be surprised
"I don't know either, usually the only ones who can do that are me and the sky emperor. As sad as anything as bad as any balancing god does not make any changes to the conditions in the three realms" Han murmured seriously
"Don't I not the god of destruction?" I was surprised
"No. Although the god of destruction is angry or sad or happy still he destroys and there is no change in the three realms"
"Then what am I?" ask me curious
"Yes, you are a special balancing god. If you are hurt or in trouble, we gods know what you are going through. It used to be when you were seriously injured because of your fight with Moi on campus. In the three realms arrived - drops of water like rain but rain of blood, but when you recover the drops stop and the blood water arrives - suddenly disappeared on the ground without a trace"
"really?" I was surprised
"Yes darling. That's why I'm asking you to promise not to be angry or sad because your mood affects the atmosphere in the three realms"
"Oh well, I understand Han. So whatever your orders are there's a reason for their own, huh?"
"Yes, becoming a great god is not easy ..."
"Oh...Mmmm" I closed my eyes
"Are you still sick, baby?"
"Not really, oh yeah you don't teach?"
"My soul taught the class"
"Why don't you just teach?"
"I'm worried you know, you're not moving at all even your breathing is completely stopped like a dead man that worries me so much"
"Are you afraid that you will disappear?"
"No, I'm just scared... Losing you. I don't want to have a wife for a few hours let alone this is the first time I've had a wife for hundreds of centuries" Han sighed at me
"Darling don't hurt yourself again. Even if you don't because of a trivial matter, I won't calm down when I disappear later. I don't care if it disappears just because you're gone, but I take it as a matter of not only because of a trivial matter with the god of destruction or another god"
"And what say I can't be unplugged?" muttered slowly
"No, it's our sacred promise on the border of heaven and hell. The promise cannot be removed or changed"
"Hmmm... Sorry for making you.." I sighed softly.
"It's okay baby, I don't care if I have to disappear. I just want to be with you my whole life"
"But I made you suffer Han, the great god should not be vanished or replaced. Sorry for my selfishness you suffered" my sigh was so sad, I made Han suffer so much because of my selfishness
"No dear, it's not your selfishness. I'm so happy with your sacred promise, you proved that you only wanted to marry me and only me even you didn't want me to marry another balancing god that's why you made that promise, right?"
"Yes, I made a promise in my life. I will only marry one man and that man should marry me only and only me. I don't want my love to be divided" I murmured softly
"That's a very good promise baby, I love that promise" Han muttered my hair
"Well, does that make you suffer?"
"If a man is unhappy with his wife, he will suffer. But I don't feel like I'm suffering at all, baby. With the rest of my life being this god I will make you happy my dear" Han muttered sweetly to me
"Hmmm thanks Han" I sighed softly
"There's no need to thank me, who should thank me. You've proven so much that you're serious with me that you even made such a special sacred promise to me and it makes me so grateful that you want to be my wife, Sani" Han said gently kissing my lips
Han's kiss was like proving that he was very happy with what decision I took not even to dispute my sacred promise to him
"What do you want to eat?" muttered Han looking at me
"I don't want to eat"
"Why? Just a little, huh?"
"No, I'm not hungry" I murmured softly
"You must eat tofu!!"
"No, just later"
"Hmmm what do you want my wife?"
"To the human world? What's for?"
"I want to go to my old house" I muttered trying to sit down
"You just realized, baby"
"It's okay, I'm fine"
"I'm with ya"
"Hmmm okay" I exhorted to move my feet in front of my parents' house
The house where I was raised by my parents, the large and magnificent house is now a long and worn house with wild plants decorating the walls and the fence of the house makes this house look very haunted
"this is your house?" muttered Han surprised
"Yes my parents' house" I muttered, my feet coming inside
"It looks like a haunted house"
"Of course, centuries have been left behind" I murmured softly
"Oh really? It's been centuries, right? I don't think that cute little girl is a couple of centuries old"
"What did you know when I was a kid?"
"Yes, I keep watching you know. When you were a human being to a god, I knew the twists and turns of your life. So thank me hahaha"
"Hmmm thank you, loh." I grumbled.
I opened the door of a house that was worn out and also very dusty. Inside the house I saw the state of the house is very dusty and many precarious houses and walls that have been cracked and even collapsed
"Iiissh to the end" muttered Han looking around us
"It... Photos of you boys, right?" muttered Han took an old photo that had fallen down below
"Maybe, I don't remember. I even knew I had a twin when I became a god" I murmured softly
"really? You don't remember anything?"
"Not at all" I muttered walking upstairs and walked towards my room
"Where are you going?"
"To my room." I muttered open the door of my old room with traces of blood on the floor and on the walls of my house.
I opened my door and saw my very dusty and dark room. At my desk I saw a man sitting at my desk with a living desk lamp
"Darling, who is he?" asked Han surprised
"I don't know." I muttered walking towards the man
"Who are you?" I muttered coldly but lali - the man did not care about my words
"Heei listen no!!" my protest pulled his shirt
"You're so noisy!!" the man looked at me coldly
"Who are you?" my protest is upset
"I'm the god of bad luck, Lyla"
"The god of misfortune?" I shouted and Han was surprised
"Who's your father?" ask Han seriously
"Emperor of the heavens"
"WHAT?" I shouted surprised
"Why are you here?" just cold
"My mother's father was always fighting so I ran away and found this place so yes I live here" Lyla said coldly
"Your nature is like your father and mother's" I exhorted to open the window of my room
"You know my mother's father?"
"Your father was my ex-fiancee" I muttered staring out my bedroom window
"So you're the one that Dad used to tell me?"
"What story?" ask me to be surprised
"Yes he said he was so sorry to do that with my mother that made the woman he liked so angry. And if you say that my mother is always angry and they both fight" muttered Lyla again writing in her book
"Oh yeah? He told you that? You are a child" I was surprised
"Dad always said that"
"So you're not here for your parents?" asked Han staring at Lyla coldly
"I don't know, I just ran away from home"
"You have to go home, it doesn't deserve you here" Han murmured seriously
"No, I'm tired of fighting my mom's dad"
"Then what do you want?"
"I want to live alone"
"You think living alone in the human world can keep you safe?"
"I'm a child of the gods, what am I afraid of!" lyla's grumbling is upset
"Oh really?" han muttered coldly and flicked his hand
Arriving around us a lot of ghosts filled my room and made Lyla scared
"Ja... No, A... I'm scared" Lyla cried loudly
"Make them go!!!" lyla cried
"Han he's a kid." My protest calmed Lyla down.
"He said he wasn't afraid of anything" Han sighed at his hand and all the ghosts disappeared from my room
"Huhuhuhu.." cried Lyla in my arms.
"Don't cry, you should go home knowing"
"No, I want to go with auntie"
"heeh? Whose aunt?" ask me to be surprised
"Who are you" muttered Lyla, crying
"Bie...Aunty?" I was surprised
"I beg you, I can't stand the house"
"Can't.." Han protested annoyed.
"You can't come with me, you have to go home. You're a kid"
"No, I just want to live alone. If aunt won't accept me then I'll live here"
"Hmmm, then you must have permission from both your parents. I'll think I kidnapped you"
"Sani!!" han protested annoyed
"Let's calm down we'll think about it, pity she's little Han" I muttered gently stroking her hair
"But ... But... Hmm fine, but he can't stay in my kingdom or in your kingdom know"
"Yes I know, we can think about it later" I muttered smiling
"All right, we need to get to your house now"
"Later... I finished my PR first" Lyla muttered her tears and went back to writing something in her book
"Hmmm a diligent child" I muttered looking at Lyla who was busy studying
I'm still surprised why Sasha and Sony could have a child like this so quickly. Did they both do it long before I finished the hermit first huh?