Changing Fate Part II
Episode 18: Falling in Love With Han
During the survival that was inside this party there was only me, Moi and Han. Moi was eating while I didn't know what to do let alone me talking to the sky emperor was also a little awkward
"Your name is Sani?" muttered Han looking at me
"I... Yes, the great god"
"Don't call me a great god, just call me Han"
"But that's not polite"
"You're my equal so only you can call me Han"
"Oh well Han"
"Well that's good to hear" Han muttered smiling at me
"Han, if for example the emperor of the heavens or the king of darkness in an emergency, can I help him?"
"May, it's your own decision so that's your right. If you want to eliminate them, I can eliminate them"
"Oh, thank you Han"
"No need to thank... Without you I wouldn't do my job well, you know that, right?"
"Yes Candra told me"
"Yes that way so you two don't fight mute" Han muttered looking at Moi who was eating
"Why is the great god looking at me?" mummy Moi enjoyed her meal
"I mean you and Sani, don't fight mutely"
"Yes how else, it's fate.it's Sani" murmured Moi continued eating.
"Yaaah can be said like that" I sighed softly
"By the way you've become greedy, Moi" I said staring at Moi
"Yes the name of a laper, you're not hungry what?"
"No... I had eaten some chips earlier" I muttered casually
"But it's pretty too huh right now, it seems like your abilities are increasing" Moi murmured seriously
"Not really, I'm the same as I used to. You're not the one getting stronger, are you?"
"Yes for sure, you are no match for me" Moi's snobbed laughter
"Heeh you arrogant" I grumbled
"Moi you will be the judge this time" Han muttered staring at Moi
"What's? Me? I just want to eat" Moi protested irked
"Sani will be watching the dangerous path, while you and I will be watching the usual path"
"No no, I don't want to" Moi grumbled annoyedly
"Then, I'll vanish, okay?" muttered Han raised his hand
"Eeeh don't, I haven't fought Sani so I can't die yet" Moi murmured in surprise
"So you're not going?"
"Yes well I'm coming" Moi sighed softly
"Good" Han muttered flicking his hand and I moved on the dangerous path alone
Under me I saw they were fighting with high level demons, the three of them were still able to deal with them. But their opponent was not a demon - that demon alone, but their main enemy was a perfect demon whose abilities were higher than the three of them but not my match
Up here I could hear what they were saying and they were doing so I didn't have to bother going downstairs to follow the three of them directly
"What the hell did that woman suck when I was on the dangerous path like this!!!" sasha's protest was upset
"When it was the two who acted on why I came too" protested Sasha annoyed
"I'm a bitch, right? Though I'm kind enough to still give you life after you taunt me lowly god" I grumbled, on the other hand I heard Sony say from here
"Is Sani angry? What have I done? Why am I so stupid, she's my wife but I hurt her heart" grumbled Sony blame himself
"I have to finish this immediately and apologize to Sani directly" Sony murmured at the demon that was in front of him whereas Steven did not say anything just continued to attack the demon that was in front of him
"Seru also ya mengjain two annoying gods" murmured me with a laugh
This survival lasts until they defeat the perfect demon. So from the beginning of the game I kept watching the three men for months, watching like this was not boring but rather fun.
Once - a time I came to the usual path and sometimes Han also came to the dangerous path to see these participants. Since the three people were in deep sleep I also decided to go to the usual path to meet with Han
"You're here Sani?" muttered Han looking at me
"Yes, there they were sleeping so instead of watching them fall asleep while I was here" I muttered sitting on Han's cloud
"How are they progressing?"
"If the two gods are safe, only the god of misfortune every day grumbles" I grumbled
"It's only natural that he was a human being"
"But I'm the same"
"No, you are three mixed bloods but the longer you become four mixed bloods so that's how you become a god because god's blood miraculously runs through your body"
"Oh really? Not because of my twin?"
"Yes right because of your twin so you have four mixed bloods so you are different from Sasha"
"Oh yes.." I sighed to understand.
"If it's Sasha's problem that I'm handling, you're dealing with the two gods' problem"
"But you chose the path for him!"
"Whatever path is the same, he's a new god so must follow this survival to see his strength. If he's weak he'll be replaced with another"
"But why did I hear about this survival for the first time?"
"Because you're special and equal to me so you don't do it. The test of your life is heavy" Han muttered gently by stroking my hair
"Yaps is right" I sighed softly
"By the way how many gods have you lost?" my mummy raised my head staring at Han's face
"Mmmm maybe there are some people, they are too afraid to vanish so they don't want to end up just like that"
"Mmmm yeah seems like it" I sighed softly
"Oh yes Han, the fact that I am the soul mate of the sky emperor is it you who arranged it?"
"I didn't set it up"
"Then why would I be able to match up to a weak god like him!!!" my protest is upset
"That's the decision of the former balancing god Sani"
"Counterfeiters? Formerly?"
"Yes right, long ago before you there was a very beautiful female balancing god. I and the previous sky emperors used to be the same - just like the balancing god. But when we both proposed to her the balancing god preferred the celestial emperor to be her husband and that holds true until now. Though the destiny of the balancing god was fooled with the great god because without the balancing god I as the great god could not do anything, he said, like when the god of destruction destroyed the three realms and the god of counterbalance died I could not do anything even I could only be silent watching all of that happen to be the emperor of the heavens and the king of darkness who helped me save the three natures. But after your birth my strength returned and I was able to set the three realms back" Han muttered smiling at me
"Without a balancing god, you don't have power, do you?" muttered slowly
"Yups is right, as it is now... Your strength is so incredible that my strength is also incredible that even all the gods are bowed to you as well because you are getting stronger. Yeah, you could say half of me was in the goddess of balance"
"But why does whatever I do and I think the emperor of the heavens know?"
"Because he does have that ability"
"Yes, in all the gods only me, you and the emperor of the heavens can do that" Han muttered sitting beside me
"Oh really? I guess because he's my only mate"
"Not really, whether you are a soul mate or not depends on you. You want to marry who is your right. Like the previous balancing god, if the balancing god wants to marry me I am grateful but if you want to marry the emperor of the sky please, I do not forbid or angry" muttered Han stared at the survival area below us
"Why didn't the balancing god first want to marry you?"
"Because I'm the cruelest god according to the other gods yes"
"Cruelest god? I don't think?"
"really? You're the first god to say I'm not cruel"
"Oh yeah? But the reality I see is like that. Why do they judge you the cruelest god?" ask me confused
"Yes because I am the supreme judge of the gods, so whatever my decision is absolute and I often eliminate the gods. That's the reason"
"Just because obliterating does not mean evil. I also often kill people I consider evil" I muttered casually
"Yes if for the sake of good is not a problem for me, because there are basically we are like the mind but do not know why the previous balancing god is very different from me. But maybe because you're a pure god so you're as thoughtful as I am" Han sighed softly
"Wait... Pure gods you mean?" ask me to be surprised
"You have the blood of a god in your blood, even though I gave you another chance to live you who should have been just an ordinary human but you still have the ability of a god and that never happened"
"Wait so you give me a second chance?"
"Yes, because the two gods kept begging me and gave half their divine power to resurrect you. It should be that even if you are a balancing god if you are reborn you will be an ordinary human who does not remember anything, but you are different you remember your past and you still have your divine power. That's why you coming to my birthday is the most beautiful gift for me" Han muttered smiling
"Oh yes." I bowed my head
"But why did you grant their request?" just serious
"And I told you, you're half of me so if you disappear I can't do my job properly even half my strength disappears, that's why I keep reviving you and hoping you can become a balancing god again or if there's no other balancing god, and it turns out my hope is granted you'll still be a balancing god"
"Hmmm Han if I'm married to Sony how?" muttered slowly
"That's your right, whatever the choice of the balancing god I will respect that. The most important thing is that you stay alive to be a god so I can help you balance all of nature" Han smiled but from Han's eyes he looked sad I said that
"Your lie looks so good Han" I laughed coldly
"liying? I didn't lie to you, what I said was true" Han said in surprise
"Yes everything is true except your words that say that you will respect whatever the decision of the balancing god but in reality you are very sad not chosen by the balancing god, right?" muttered slowly
"Hmm you can read me as well huh" Han exclaimed
"Yes right, I'm so sad. Decades and tens of centuries every new balancing god no one has chosen me and said I am as cruel as the god of destruction, and I am not. That's what makes me a little sad" Han sighed softly, I hugged Han warmly from the side
"I know how you feel, but I don't think you're cruel at all" I murmured softly
"really? Thanks Sani..." Han gently rubbed my hair
"So will you also choose the emperor of the heavens to be your husband?" ask Han slowly
"I haven't thought that far" I murmured softly
"Huh seriously? Why?"
"Because I'm not ready to get married yet, let alone my business is not done... Many gods like me but don't know I don't have any taste"
"Seriously? With the sky emperor as well?"
"Yes right, that's why I look so cruel to the emperor of the heavens"
"Oh I guess because you're jealous?"
"Jealous? Indeed I am jealous and angry but do not know from the annoying incident in my past when I became a human I hate men so much until now"
"Hmmm I know how Sani is, so I said you just have a hard life problem so you don't have to survive anything from me"
"That's why?"
"Yes right, I knew you from the very beginning. I always saved you who almost died by suicide when you were human" Han murmured softly
"Wait to be that white shadow? You?" I shouted surprised
"you reckon? Who else is the supreme god in the god realm. Only I can do it, not even the emperor of the heavens can do it"
"Oh so, thank you Han for saving me so many times when I was desperate" I muttered tightly hugging Han
"It doesn't matter, I just don't want to lose my benefactor god"
"Oh really? But why was it that when I became a vampire and a god you never helped me again?"
"Since I have considered you strong especially if you are no longer an ordinary human you can see the sky emperor with your own eyes and I have guessed for sure you will choose the sky emperor over me, so I was just watching you but yes I am grateful that the emperor of the sky can protect you"
"What do you think I'm protected?" muttered slowly
"Yes, of course, the proof is that you are now growing beautiful and strong like this"
"I am strong because of my own hard work, have the emperors of the heavens and the kings of darkness or other kings helped me? No, they keep on banning me. Whatever I do they always ban me and it pisses me off" I grumbled
"Yes I know, but they'll protect you from any distress"
"Yes back when I was weak but when I fought with Moi the emperor of the heavens what helped me, his strength was so weak that penetrating the walls of Moi alone was not flawed. Even the god of the sea is treating me" I muttered annoyed
"And when I came to them, they were both fighting over each other over that god of misfortune!! And those two gods once made out with that god of misfortune, how could I not be angry!!" my cry was irritated and red lightning roared back over the usual paths and dangerous paths of the demon forest below us
"You know?" asked Han surprised
"Why do you think I can't see all three realms? Whatever happens in the three realms I know, I am the guardian of the three realms my kingdom is among the three realms how I do not know" I cried annoyed
"Even if Candra doesn't tell me, I still know. I was angry but I tried to focus on my face, let alone I didn't see it in person so I was used to decades of asceticism"
"Being human, being a vampire, being a god I keep hurting men, it hurts Han a lot. That's why I gave the sentence to show that I was angry, I was actually very angry to want to kill the three people but I tried not to mess up the party so I gave the punishment"
"If you want I'll eliminate it" Han muttered softly
"No need, it's my personal business" I muttered releasing my arms and wiping my tears
"You crying?" asked Han surprised
"No, I'm just flickering" I muttered softly, Han's hand gently lifting my chin
"You're crying Sani, I don't want you to cry" Han muttered gently kissing my lips
Han's kiss that arrived surprised me, why he cared about me when it was my own business
"I will take care of you Sani, I promise you... Whoever hurts you I will destroy, I don't want you to cry anymore" Han muttered tightly into my arms
"Huhuh? Ti's... No need for Han... You're.."
"It's okay, even if you choose to marry anyone I'll take care of you that's my promise to you. Although the god of destruction though" Han murmured coldly
"Hey why I'm being followed - follow me!!!" moi protests that heard Han's voice
"You are also included, whoever hurt my woman will not forgive me" Han said in a cold tone
The words - he said looked solemn even the clouds around us and the clouds we were sitting on turned black and blue lightning struck loudly. "Why would he say it as seriously as I do?" I murmured in a confused heart
"Yes because we're Sani's mind and soul, so if I'm like you if I tell you the truth I can change the weather like you" Han murmured softly in my ear
"Can you read my mind?"
"Sure, that's what I said just now. Only me, you and the stars can do it"
"Oh so, thank you Han" I muttered happily and hugged Han tightly
Not knowing why when I hugged Han, I felt comfortable and also safe even he was like the sunlight that melted my frozen heart towards men. Am I currently in love with Han? But what would happen if I really fell in love with Han? I don't know either