CHARCOAL-BLACK LOVE
wedded

I don't know why this morning it feels like my heart is dug, what will happen?

"Qia there's someone who wants to meet you," that's Grandma's voice.

"Yes Nek, what's up ?''

"Come here! the man I told you he wanted to meet."

It felt like my heart was going to fall between believing and not, how could he be interested in me? what am I supposed to tell him?

"Hi my name is Zaky you are Qia, right?'' His voice was so soft it was so fragrant it was so inversely proportional to me.

"Yes, greetings Zaky," I replied in a trembling voice I was very nervous.

"Qia, I came here with a very good intention if you are pleased, I really want to take care of you for the rest of my life" very reassuring words.

I was very confused as to what to answer, I could only be silent.

"Where? you don't have to answer now just think about it, "he said.

"I don't mean to refuse but I don't deserve it, you better find another perfect woman who can meet all your needs.'' My firmness.

"I really want to take care of you and accept your shortcomings!"

"Zaky, I'm blind and can't do anything, I won't be able to go with you very well.''

"I've considered everything and don't mind at all."

''How's this? he did not back down with my words even after seeing my circumstances.'' I murmured in my heart, none of the men had approached me all this time.

"No! look for another woman, I'm afraid you'll be disappointed not to serve you, take care of myself I can't, then what about you later?."

"Qia is a very difficult proposal to get, you better accept he is a good man," said Grandma

''If you don't like it I can understand, sorry Nek I can't wait long I'll just look for another one.''

"Wait on! I'm ready to see, Grandma's been taking very good care of me, I have no reason to refuse her request, I'm sure it's best for me," I don't want this to happen, on the other hand I must not be selfish and continue to trouble Grandma.

"Then I'll come back tomorrow, I'll bring all the gear." Answer Zaky.

Tonight I couldn't sleep I was so agitated, I was so confused by all these circumstances why this had to happen to me.

Tomorrow I'm getting married and going to my husband's house, I'm really not ready.

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This morning I was picked up by Grandma, we went to a mosque not far from home. That mosque will be the witness of Halal two people.

"Qia, remember my message, after this you will be a wife then worship and keep your husband's honor, forgive me if my words hurt you actually I don't want you to go anywhere, either, but I can't take care of you in my age, "he hugged me and cried.

"Yes Nek. "while nodding my head, my tears can't be contained anymore.

The ijab qobul also begins with wisdom. Finally we are legal to be husband and wife He kissed my forehead did not feel my tears dripping, if I could watch this marriage, a marriage once in my lifetime.

After my marriage directly under my husband's house, a very large and luxurious house, the weather was very cool, very much different from my reot hut, Zaky led me into the house and led me into the room.

"This is your room, you better not get out of the room without my knowledge this is a new place I don't want anything to happen to you" he said

"Yes!" Thank God you gave me a good husband I murmured in my heart

"Just wait here I'll be right back."

The room was very spacious and the bed was very soft, but it had been almost an hour Zaky had not returned.

plaerkkk.

That must be Zaky's footsteps

"It's your food, eat it!"thrusting a plate in front of me.

" Yes, thank you Zaky, oh...yeah, there's anybody in this house?" I asked while eating.

"Only the two of us but in the morning Bi Ina came to clean the house the afternoon she came home."

After we finished eating, we went to bed because we were both sauces, we did not have time to joke again, tonight everything was fine as a husband and wife.

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"For mom! this is me bringing breakfast."

"Who is it?"my answer.

"I'm ma'am housemaid, just call bi Ina, I will serve all the needs of the mother if anyone needs to call.''

"Where is Zaky bi?"

"Mom's gone, I called you to come here immediately."

"Where's bi?"

"I don't know mom."

"owhhhh!" bi Ina went straight away I woke up and did as I could, day and evening bi Ina returned to deliver my food and put her on the table.

Exhausting once a day in this room continues,

bi Ina has also come home but Zaky has not returned yet even though the day is getting dark.

kreeeeekkkkk...

The door opened and shocked me.

"Zaky is that you?'' I screamed a little and was afraid it was someone else.

"It's me! I wanted to make you makeup I bought a quick dress change of clothes." Just this time I was wearing a new dress after a long time, all this time my clothes were just a gift from the neighbors, I was very happy it turned out that even though I was blind he was very attentive to me.

I also rushed to change clothes, it is very short and thin it seems like this is not worth wearing .

"This shirt is so small and thin it looks like it's the wrong size." I said as I walked towards him.

"Udah just wear it! I want to see it,"

Tonight we had a great time and enjoyed the whole night, I was so happy and felt the luckiest person didn't even want this night to end.

It was a very happy night that I had and this morning, I was made like a queen it felt like I wanted to laugh and run.

''Wake up breakfast I prepared it. '' Zaky was so romantic that early in the morning I woke up with food, usually I was hungry.

I woke up with a beautiful smile and a very happy feeling, really this never crossed my mind would get a love like this.

Everything was beautiful even though I didn't see her face, but my love was passionate for her, a feeling I never felt now I enjoyed it.

I hugged Zaky tightly I didn't want to let go of this hug, wanted forever like this.

Crane..kring...

The phone rang Zaky immediately picked up the phone.

''Qia we will be your village, Grandma died.''

Just now I was happy but the person who always loved me left me, even though I had not been able to tell my happiness.

''Hurry up and leave now, '' said Zaky.

I was so devastated that I couldn't believe it, it was so fast that it all went by. Now everyone who loves me is leaving me, Zaky is the only one I have.

We went back to my husband's house, now that I have no reason to go back to the village again, I cried until late in the afternoon I really could not believe it.

''Quickly change your clothes is already at 07.00 wib no use crying over his departure, Your grandmother will not live again.''

''Your mouth! don't say that, you should be able to understand my feelings.'' I kept crying.

''Now that I am your husband, you must obey all my words, he threw clothes on my face and forced me to wear them.

''You shouldn't cry like this, look at your beautiful face turn pale smile,''

I smiled with great force.

"You're so beautiful to drink this medicine so you can calm down, I don't want you to keep crying"

"I'm not--" not done yet I'm saying he put the pills in my mouth.

"Have a drink this is good for you," in an annoyed tone

I immediately drank it, after which Zaky came out of the room, not how long there was a sound of people entering the room .

"Zak...Zakiy...! what's the matter why you're silent?" He approached me without a word.

"Za-Zaky.."he smothered my mouth with his hand and then he kissed me.

"You're quiet!" His voice and body odor are so foreign I revolted but in vain my strength is not comparable.

I was so uncomfortable and scared after 1/2 hour, he just left I was crying and feeling guilty towards Zaky.

"Who is the one with me?'' I said in my heart.

"Would you like a drink?'' this new voice Zaky clearly very different from the man I was with, I immediately hugged him and continued to cry.

"Zaky I'm so scared that the guy I was with was so foreign" I kept crying in his arms.

"That's your thinking there's nothing different" he replied so casually.

"Why were you silent I just asked?'' I really don't dare to let go of my embrace.

"Had enjoyed it don't have much to ask," he pushed me from his body.

"I'm so scared of Zaky."

"Have never asked such a question again it is your duty here to obey my command."

" Ta-but?''

"Have you not thought about it, still willing?'' He put the pills back in my mouth.

"Let you be strong! and don't cry anymore it's not good for you" he murmured.

He tidied my clothes back and fixed my makeup, I could only just shut up and my tears didn't stop flowing.

"Hush still!" he snapped at me, my heart felt like it was coming out, he was so different.

''Why are you yelling at me?''

He came out of the room and before long someone came in again and touched me, with different body odors, in one night there were four people coming in and out of my room with different temperament as well.

uhhhh it feels like my body hurts once tonight, I slept with my body so dirty I'm already helpless the water is dry.

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"For Ma'am!" Bi Ina's voice woke me up.

"For Bi, is Zaky's friend in this house or anyone else?" I woke up with my body.

"Father just left and I saw him myself, my goodness my mother's face is pale I'm going to get some medicine?''

"owh! it's okay Bi I'm fine," what exactly happened and who's the man I was with? this question filled my mind with who I asked.

''Istrahatlah ma'am health is number one.'' Then leave.

I have been here for four days and only in the room, and it happened every night 2-4 people turned into my room but I could not do anything, I can't prove it to anyone .

This morning I tried to chat with Zaky, I don't want this problem to drag on.

"Zak...Zakiy...Zakey!" called him.

"What's wrong? ''His laughter was cynical.

"Zaky I really want to talk, do you have a minute?''

"Quickly tell me a lot of work," he replied with a sniffle.

"It looks like the person I've been with for a few days is not you but someone else" my words angered him.

"That's just your feeling don't think too much about negative things" she pushed me down.

Not who am I talking to Zaky went straight away, my God how is this? I'm pretty sure it was a different person what exactly happened?

Day and night alternately I remained in this room, after marriage even though Zaky had never taken me anywhere.

Tonight Zaky put me on makeup like the nights before and left.

"Tonight I must know the truth" I murmured.

I walked slowly towards the door and there was a faint sound of people talking, one of them Zaky's voice and who was the man with him.

"People are very beautiful and you must be content to have fun, which is important the payment is in accordance with the agreement."

That's Zaky's voice who they're talking about.

"Qia his name, you are free to do anything enjoy," when he wants to enter I first open the door.

Barrrkkkkkkkk.

My world was destroyed instantly it turned out that all this time I was sold to different people, instantly my body was helpless but I had to be able to get out of here.

"Why you?" Zaky holding tightly to my hand it hurt a lot.

"I want to go home!" I snapped.

"What's your problem? why are you suddenly going home?" The answer is like innocence.

"You can sell me, I don't want to stay here" my tears kept flowing.

"I'm not selling you they just want to have fun with you for a while, enjoy me already," really he doesn't feel guilty in the slightest.

"No, I'm going!" I ran but I fell.

"Take him into the lock room," they dragged me into the room.

"plaaakkkkkkkkkk...plakkkkkkkk "Zaky slapped my cheek and beat me like an animal, no pity at all he could hurt me blood splattered everywhere.

"Don't you dare remember that" he threatened me.

Even though I'm in contact with all my might to still lose, how do I get out of here?

Serialize..............