CHARCOAL-BLACK LOVE
sprinting

"Look a woman out of that room?'' while looking at my place out.

Oh how's this we're silent I'm so nervous how's this?

"Ummm..I don't see sir, mf sir my friend is sick," replied the mas cleaning service.

"Fuck where the blind woman went, trouble me" he murmured while punching the wall and left.

"Mom! mf I can only deliver up here."

"Well, thank you for helping me, the way out other than the main door is there again?''

"There's a ma'am but the trail and it's very quiet."

"Please take me through the back door, please,"

I'd better avoid the road Zaky might have been on, he'll be looking for me until he can.

"Well ma'am, ma'am I can only drive here, I actually want to help but I still have a responsibility," he said.

"Thank you for helping me, I won't forget your help, may you know whose surname you are? '' I said before I left.

"Yoga ma'am!" Then he left me.

I also walked as fast as I could with a wound on my leg without direction, once twice I fell down now I am not my right leg that hurts my whole body like it is helpless, I can no longer. Finally this body gave up too, now I lay limp on this side of the road and unconscious.

...****************...

I woke up on the bed in the house, I felt around me making sure, right this is not the street where I fainted my fear became a reality I came back here again.

"Please..please..please!'' I screamed so loud.

"Quiet mbak! calm down.." his voice was very foreign.

"You who? please mas release me, let me go don't hurt me please?" I cried and begged.

"Relax that I don't want to hurt you, I just saw you fainting on the side of the road so I brought it here."

"Please let me go?"

"Sorry mom! but your circumstances do not allow you to leave, now your wounds must be treated first."

"It's okay mas, I can walk please let me go."

"I promise I won't hurt you I just want to help, no evil intentions in the slightest introduce my name Andri,

I'm a doctor."

I'm silent and I can't trust anyone right now.

"Istrahat I used to wait outside, if there was anything call me," he said.

God how do I get out of here my whole body is broken, why does life always give me suffering but why does death stay away.

After he came out I tried to leave this place, I walked slowly while fumbling suddenly I accidentally nudged something.

(Burrrrrrkkkkkkkkkkkkk )the sound is so loud.

"Auuu.." This thing hit my feet again and again.

"Mother are you okay?'' He helped me stand up.

"Umm (while enduring the pain) g' anything let go I want to get out of here!" my snapping.

"Bak can leave here, as long as it's healed"(he's carrying me to the sofa) don't move first" he said.

This pain is not worth my fear.

"Here are your feet let me treat."

"No need! thank you for letting it go" I brushed his hand away.

"Believe me, I will not hurt you a single scratch I promise, next time be careful such a big thing can hurt you more than this." Speak with a very soft tone.

"I can't see (blindly), so I'd better leave before more damage is done."

"Mf didn't mean to offend you before, but I really don't know.''

"It's okay to forget it" I said.

"Dad and my mother are dead, I live alone."

"ohw...I will take you to the room please don't try to leave here again, especially with your situation like this, many people are not in their right mind wandering out there who are ready to prey on you, so listen to me!''

Right now I can't do anything about my situation so worrying, inevitably I have to stay here and obey his words. Now I am not only blind but limping can be a very complete suffering.

...******...

Day after day, my health began to improve. This morning I was tidy but I began to saturate what I had to do here with my condition like this, I couldn't possibly be a prankster in the lives of people I didn't know at all, he was too kind to help without expecting anything in return.

tock..tokkkk!

"take! can I come in?"

"Come in," I replied.

"Here I bring breakfast this morning I have needs outside, but you have to promise not to go anywhere I will return soon?'' He took very good care of me but I couldn't believe it.

"I can't stay here longer Andri, I don't want to trouble you."

"I don't feel hard, but I'm happy to be able to help others.''

After Andri left I went to sleep again but the fear kept on looming over me, I cried as to why it had happened to me. What mistake do I have to pay for with this pain, is not enough of my misery all this time I live without friends and parents.

But my only hope is to sell me, for money now I don't know the direction of my life.

It's been three days since I've lived in this house, Andri is a good man he appreciates me so much despite knowing I'm blind, but even so I can't believe it yet.

I walk into the living room today I'll tell Andri everything.

"An-andri...." Called him.

"Well, what's wrong?" his voice is outside the house.

"Andri I want to say something do you have time?"

"What story do you want? please I'm ready to listen to him." then he sat down.

"Andri first I thank you so much for helping me. One day in the darkness of the night came a very impossible light, the blind girl was lured by someone with the promise of accepting all her shortcomings. The fisheries were carried out by two people he was lawfully husband and wife but only then I shine it was forced to dim again, this life is very cruel and very unfair after the first night everything changed, and everything changed, the blind girl was used as a tool to get the rupiah coffers until one day she managed to get out of the darkness and that." My tears are flowing.

"Bak I'm sorry but must remain strong in any situation, you must not prove that their assumption is wrong.''

"My name is Qia call me Qia."

"Qia?''

"Truly andri this life has given me injustice, Now my life is useless, I don't know what to do."

''Rest assured Qia all there must be time, I believe you are a very strong woman all this will soon pass, he gave me support.

''But where should I start? what can a blind woman do, I bow my head withholding tears.

''You are wrong Qia, it is precisely that great woman is a woman like you, who dares to take risks even without purpose.''

''My whole body is full of sin, I am tired of this game of life, medicine for medicine they put on my body, give me medicine I want to die,''

"Qia do you want to be able to see again."A very surprising question.

"How is it? I don't want to sell myself anymore, just take me home to my village I want to die there."

"I'm going to find an eye donor for you, forget all your sorrows" she said as a dream .

"But I have nothing to pay for it" I said.

"Don't worry about the cost I'll handle it just pray, I don't have to do anything let alone sell myself."

"Honestly, I don't trust anyone right now, especially men including you and Andri"

"I understand Qia, there must be a huge sense of trauma within you, nor am I forcing you to trust me.''

"Thank you andri! I want to understand."

"Qia I have to go find an eye donor don't go anywhere rest."

Seriate........