CHARM OF THE MAID
Season 2's. 39

Kania looked at this man who had returned to being her husband, with a flat look. But his heart was turbulent and filled with a taste that was so difficult Kania articulated. Between being happy because he returned to Niko, but also feeling sad when he remembered a year ago he was ignored.

Now, Kania chooses to stay in the village, a house that gives her calm and sincere people around her. Niko did not mind and was willing to go back and forth to the city and the village once a week.

After their reunion, there were now only Kania and Niko in the room. Both Fatih and Anika, were in the front room with the parents.

"Say, why do you still insist on going back with me? Am I not a bad woman and have another side to me?"

Kania.

"I love you, Kania. Until anytime. You knew? On the night that you left me and Fatih, that night I decided to put an end to all my indifferent and indifferent attitudes towards you. But it turns out.. late."

What Niko said, was exactly what Fandy said. His voice was soft and his gaze softened. Locking Kania's eyes that were about to turn away.

"I'm tired, mas. I was tired as long as it was ignored. If you were in my position, would you survive?

I-i know. I know I was wrong for making Dira suffer. But that's all I did for the sake of my extended family. If only I had let Dira go to jail, she wouldn't have been so upset. Who can tell if, after he is free, he will stop his evil intentions? Couldn't it be that he's going to become more and more so later?

Behind my inhumane attitude, I have the mutlaq reasoning behind it. There will always be a cause behind all bad manners. Before I did, I thought. If at that time I asked and conferred with you, would you probably agree with all my actions? Aren't you going to strictly forbid the decision I made?

I love you, so dear to you. I'm too scared to lose you until you know what my plan is. Not that I can survive with you, but you who are just ignorant and indifferent to me. Who can stand being treated like that? Which crazy wife would lose her husband?"

Kania's voice turned soft and weak at the end of his long sentence. The gaze that was flat, sometimes even glistening with anger, is no longer there. There is only a sad look and full of adoration. Let it be, Kania just want to spill the uneg-uneg who had been in his pendam.

In her place, Niko was stunned with shock. His blood seemed to stop flowing and his chest cavity felt tight.

Who would have thought? Behind the barbaric attitude and childishness that Kania had, stored deep and conceptual thoughts from the beginning. It is precisely here, Niko and the Mahardhika family who have shallow and short thoughts.

"Now I ask, what are the benefits of our self-torturing attitude? You are hurt, so am I hurt because you ignore me. Lies. It's a lie if you claim to not be hurt at all when you ignore me. Even though you're angry, you're craving and you have no intention of noticing me, I know behind it all you feel pain." Kania continued.

"Yes. Of course I know. Your eyes, your gaze, and the look on your face. All of it shows how hurt you are. Don't you think I'm a stupid and meek woman like Anja. The eyes not only serve to see, but also as a window of the heart that can show how a person feels good bad. Although the body gelagat said otherwise, the eye straps and flashes will not lie. How many years have we lived together? In fact you don't recognize me, here, only I know and understand how about you.

Did it all happen because I was chasing you first? Tell me, tell me that you don't feel the same way about me!!"

At the end of her sentence, Kania shouted and was unable to hide the burden in her heart. Niki couldn't stand it and started carrying Kania in her warm arms. The man is incapable of words. All he can do is explain how his love is so great through the warm deckap for Kania which is now starting to sob.

"I will no longer insist that if you".

"Sst. Don't cry and vent all the anger that you crave. You have a right to be angry. I deserve it. But please, don't tell me that I didn't love you in all the years of our marriage. If I didn't love you, I would never have thought of looking for you for the wholeness of our little family.

I'm sorry, okay?"

"I'll try to forgive, but I don't seem to be able to accept you completely and anytime soon".

Niko understood and although his heart in Landa objected, he would try to be patient and understand his wife's wishes.

"We can be friends first."

Said Niko without letting go of her embrace. Kania who heard the words of understanding from her husband, suddenly looked up and looked at her husband.

"Why?".

"Because I love you and I can wait for your readiness to accept me, even if it's a thousand years".

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I'm kok rada-rada baper ama Kania sentence, huh??😄🤣 but also nausea the same last sentence Niko.... make you want to vomit if you hear the waves👻👻.