
Vanya observed his appearance once again in front of the mirror of his office toilet. To go up to the top floor, it seems that it takes a lot of guts. Although he did not know that it turned out to be a replacement for Mr. Haris as CEO in this office, but apparently again the facts this morning he heard from Emi, making Vanya's heart beat wildly without stopping.
No!!
Once again Vanya did not want to lose again by his feelings.
With all the courage that Vanya still has, Vanya must indeed leave for the CEO's room.
Just dropping files, right? Maybe just two or a minute, after that, I'll go back to the division room. Yes, I have to be stronger. I'm sure I can!!
Heading to the elevator, Vanya repeatedly exhaled violently in order to throw away her nervousness and fear in facing the man of her past. No, Vanya should not be afraid anymore, she thought.
Arriving upstairs, immediately Vanya stepped her feet quietly, as if there was no problem in her heart. As much as possible, Vanya would behave normally without being affected, as if he and the Gods never knew each other. Oh wrong, Vanya should be more appropriate to mention the name of God, with the frills of the deceased perhaps. That doesn't sound bad.
"Good morning, Sister Siska, sorry to deliver the documents that the god sir requested. The finance division".
Sapa Vanya is friendly. He hoped that this time he could leave it to Siska, the secretary of the Gods.
"Oh, please, mbak. Inside her God sir. Let me take you". Siska had risen from her seat and was about to open the door of the God's room to Vanya. But when Vanya again asked Siska.
"Can I just drop it, Miss Siska?"
"But, sir the Lord asked in between directly, mbak."
Siska sentence of course able to make Vanya smile understandably.
"Say, anyone would like to be asked about the financial statements".
Which other report? Maybe find a reason.
Inner Vanya with careless.
"Excuse me, Mr. Dewa, this is Zhivanya's brother who wants to deliver the documents you requested".
Siska said formally, after previously he knocked on the door first.
"Hmm.. please".
Said the God, until then Siska resigned, leaving Vanya who only lowered her head without daring to meet the leader in his place of work.
After the door closed, a moment of silence overshadowed the room of the Gods. The god stared fixedly at the girl standing in front of his desk, who had no intention of greeting the God first.
"Get the file". The command of the god with a voice as powerful as possible, made him flat.
Vanya nodded and put down the papers she was carrying.
"Please, sir". By acting formally as if they don't know each other. In this way, he hoped that God would release him and he would immediately leave from there.....
Unfortunately, reality is not as good as expectations.
God did not immediately reach for the documents that Vanya put on the table, but looked intently at the girl who had always filled his heart, even though there was already a figure of a wife who was so good had accompanied him forever this month. Say, God of the jerk man. The gods will not deny that.
"Sorry, sir. When the work is done, I say no......" Vanya answered slowly, though she knew it was not the answer to the question God had given her.
"Never switch the conversation, answer my question". God's tone sounded slow and controlled.
Vanya looked up and looked into the sharp eyes of the God who was able to destroy the fortress he had built since. But no, Vanya won't be that easy to give up.
Although they looked at each other face to face, but Vanya did not want to say a word so that he did not get out of control.
"Until when are you going to dodge like this?" Ask the God again without allowing Vanya to sit down.
"Until I can see you blending and unraveling with the ground."
I don't know where Vanya got the courage. He completely lost control of himself because he was forced to speak.
The god chuckled softly in his place. Then take out a box from his desk drawer. Open it, and twist it with his fingers. Making Vanya glare towards the Gods with her heartbeat that is increasing drastically.
"What are you doing?"
"That means you still love me. Harboring deep hatred from jealousy, to pray for myself to die soon". Instead of answering, God threw the gun he had been playing since then at Vanya, making Vanya tiptoe and reflexively catch the gun.
"Kill me now until you're satisfied, Vanya.... You know, these two years I also feel like my life is in hell without you. Or... do I need to write a will first so that the law enforcement doesn't arrest you after I'm dead?"
The phrase God, made Vanya throw a gun on the floor with trembling hands.
"You're crazy, God!!" Hardik Vanya's. His eyes were already glazed with trembling lips. Between fear, and excessive anxiety.
"Do.... Do it so I can restore your happiness".
Stretching his hands, the God walked slowly towards Vanya.
Vanya only shook her head dramatically, inexhaustible with the deity's attitude this time.
"You want my happiness, then what about the happiness of your child and wife at home?"
"All right now I'm destroying and ravaging all, if that's what you want. Like you said, I'm crazy, Vanya."
"I hate you, wa....."
"You think everything that's happened is entirely my fault? You should be aware, there is a part of you in the breakdown of our relationship. You didn't realize it? I took this drastic step by marrying Anika, it's only because you've been having an affair with Alfin behind me!!"
"You're wrong, I'm not cheating! I was just helping Alfin to get closer to Emilia, as long as you know that".
"You lied. You lied".
The voice of God, thundering filled the entire room.
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