
Silently, Vanya tried to digest back what the Gods had just told her. All along, there had indeed been something odd with everything God had done, very far from being a God character. Although it cannot be denied that Vanya is very injured, but the Gods will not take action off the track. Something is strange, something is strange.
Somebody? Who is someone who has slandered himself? Vanya is trying to dig deeper into the information.
"Who is that, God? Say it!" Vanya said impatiently. The eldest daughter of Kenan and Anjani then rose and approached the God. There was anger, there was disappointment, there was tremendous pain stirring his heart. Vanya is helpless at the moment.
"Tashya".
One sentence God, managed to make Vanya's consciousness repulsed. The woman then thought of a few things in the past that she very rarely thought of before. Tasiah. A name that Vanya had never thought of before and so had no potential for the destruction of Vanya's relationship.
"Tap. but, but, but there's no way Tasya's doing that". Vanya tries to find the last defense, and denies any possibility of hurting him.
"But that's the truth, Vanya." The god got up and brought Vanya to sit back. The man then got up and took a drink located in a mini showcase in the corner of the room. Vanya needs to drink and calm the mind. Both do not care, that at this time, they are in working hours.
"Is it possible that Tasya was deliberately intent on destroying our relationship back then, wa?"
"Yes. But unfortunately, Tasya just disappeared from that moment. I've been looking for nothing myself and the results are nil".
The gods remember that time, when one day before God officially married Anika. The gods try to find out where Tasya is to confirm everything, hoping Tasya just mispronounced and joked. But no trace of Tasya was found. Everyone was silent and asked the God who was looking for Tasya.
"Oh my god, if that's true, I think Tasya likes you". What else is it? The only possibility is that Tasya likes the Gods.
"If it's true like that, it's certain that he will seduce me when our relationship is really not good, Vanya. Isn't that a good opportunity for Tasya?"
"Well, what's Tasya's excuse?" Vanya's down inside. The woman was guessing what was the motive of Tasya doing such a vile thing.
Silence long enough, until then the God returned to voice after his mind drifted and drowned in bad speculations.
"I think I need to find out again, Van." The voice of the Gods managed to make Vanya raise her face looking at the Gods with a frowning forehead.
"For what, wa? Wh-wh-what for? Even if you meet Tasya, it won't change things one bit. You will still belong to Anika, my cousin. Between you and Anika, there's a child between you, right? You can't ignore your wife and children just for the sake of the past that's over".
What Vanya said was the truth. Whatever God will do, it won't change everything. The fact that God belongs to his brother, makes Vanya again crushed by that reality, although not Vanya denied there is a sense that again explodes when he knows that the Gods still love him and there is a reason behind his actions that leave Vanya.
"It all happened, wa. If you are not emotional and find out first the truth, you will not lose me, we can live together. Apart from you just making Anika as a tool for revenge just like me, but Anika already belongs to you. You must keep your wife's child in accordance with your obligations".
"But I still love you so much, Van. Hugely. Please answer my question, you still love and love me, right?" The god stared fixedly into the eyes of the woman he still loved so much.
Unlike the Gods, Vanya turned her face to avoid eye contact with the Gods. Vanya does not want to dissolve and again trapped by the clear charm of God's eyes that can make him drift and forget himself.
That love still exists. The vibration is getting more pronounced. The miss is still strong. And that love is still the same as before. Nothing has changed. The love and affection between the two is still as great as ever. I don't know what God's reason is, but neither Vanya nor God wants the feeling between the two to remain.
Not infrequently, Vanya prayed that God would just uproot his love for God. So too with the gods. They were both trapped, but it was hard to save their hearts.
"Vanya, look at me. Tell me that you are no longer in love with me". Once again God urges Vanya who is getting shrunken in his guts. Vanya's courage seemed to be lost in the wind. Vanya just didn't want herself to say what she was feeling right now.
The bravery of the daughters of Kenan and Anjani is all the more tenuous as the Gods grabs and gently swipes the back of Vanya's hand. The man seemed to be seducing and made Vanya's defense disintegrate.
"I.. I still love you very much, wa," said Vanya, managed to make Vanya curses her own lips which brazenly said honestly according to her heart. Heard the breath of God.
With a movement that managed to make Vanya paralyzed in an instant, the God managed to bring Vanya in his arms. The man missed Vanya so much, sniffing the scent of Vanya's hair that hadn't changed in the past.
It only lasted for a few seconds, before then finally Vanya's consciousness returned. With full strength in the middle of his body that squeezed like jelly, Vanya pushed the God until his body was separated from the God.
"Enough, wa. Please don't provoke this taste again. You belong to Anika, I don't want to take you. Please, understand, wa. Please you understand. Aunt Kania would be furious if she knew we were in a relationship. If Aunt Kania knew that you used to be my lover, but both Aunt Kania and om Niko would definitely not justify what we are doing right now. I beg you, wa. I beg you to understand...."
Vanya's cries are breaking. The woman could not control herself and her emotions at this moment. If there were Anjani, Kenan, Niko and Kania, it would be certain that the third world war would occur in the Mahardhika family. No. gabe. Vanya won't let this happen.
"But we both know that we love each other, Vanya. Nor do we want this feeling to be present in our hearts."
"No, wa. You don't know how Aunt Kania is. I don't want you to be your mother-in-law's enemy."
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Until here first, yeah. Will update again tomorrow. See you later with neng Tia who is the author of these abal-abal-abal-abal-mukan.