
Ara was asleep when Rangga entered the room.
This girl who had been missed for months was already in front of her.
But in bad circumstances and conditions.
Rangga looked at the wet eyes that were closed in front of him with a very bitter heart.
Rangga ventured to kiss the two wet eyes. And wipe away the tears with her thumb.
" Sister....." Lirih Ara when her eyes open, for the sake of feeling the touch of Rangga who is very familiar.
" Dear....." Rangga looked at Ara with blurry eyes due to her puddles of tears.
" Amafin Lili..hik..hik..., Lili is not able to keep your trust...hik...hik..."
" It's a pity..., it's been.ssshhhh..."
" Lili is not a good wife sister, Lili is also not a good mother.hik.hik..."
" Sshhhhhhh, quiet dear...." Rangga pulled Ara's frail body into her arms.
" Sister as well, sister is also sorry.... She is also useless as a husband. Brother can't do anything when you see you're in trouble.hu.hu...hu..".
They are drowning in their grief. Rangga pulled his foot up the cage.
Lying her body beside Ara, she let out a kiss on Ara's forehead and for a long time. His heart was breaking pain as his hand was grasped by Ara and he carried her through his flat stomach.
" They.they..hik..hik..." Ara further buried her face in Rangga's warm chest.
The chest that he always took in every sunyinya night these few months.
Rangga closed his eyes speechless.
For God's sake!!, this month he was eager to just stroke Ara's distended stomach, but now..
They were silent for a long time, they were both immersed in each other's thoughts.
When Rangga's gaze was fixed on a plate that was still intact untouched on the table, Adnan's speech a moment ago resuscitated him.
" Dear, eat yes...." Rangga stroked Ara's hair whose hijab Rangga had taken off a while ago.
Ara shook her head and covered her mouth with a blanket.
" Sister please....." Rangga rasak.
Ara looked at Rangga who was very chaotic, Rangga's look this time was really unlike Rangga who he usually knew.
Messy unkempt, sunken eye bags and a pale face. Even so, his good looks will not disappear.
Ara was even convinced, that Rangga also could not eat like himself.
" Yes, okay. But we eat together..." Ara relented...
Rangga nodded enthusiastically, his thin smile engraved.
***
The next day Ara was allowed to go home.
They went back to Syakieb's house. And daddy allowed it because there was also his adoptive father, Al Ghifari's grandfather.
Brian is currently gathering all the men to discuss who is behind this.
Rangga was still in the room, because again Ara was depressed.
" dear..... Don't be like this, baby. Istighfor..." Persuade Rangga. Since dawn Ara just cried and cried.
" Come.hupp" Rangga was impatient. There have been various ways to persuade Ara to get out of her subconscious, but in vain.
He quickly lifted Ara's body and carried her into the bathroom.
Ara was only silent when Rangga sat her in the closet, her blank stare, the girl just resigned when Rangga bathed her and washed her hair. Even when Rangga brushed his teeth there was no resistance or reaction from the girl.
Rangga took his breath heavy.
It's hard, it's very difficult. Even if he wanted to be obeyed, he also wanted to be like this!!!. Drowning in his subconscious, rejecting the fact that twins have been nonexistent.
But Rangga realized, he's the head of the household now. Aranya is the responsibility of the afterlife.
He had a responsibility to guide her back when Ara was falling like this.
" Nah, come on, baby. Want to be braided, or in pigtails?"
After putting clothes on Ara, Rangga sat Ara in front of the dresser and began to comb her hair.
Ara shook her head again.
Rangga ruffled his hair in frustration.
His fist was repeatedly slapped on the side wall of the door.
" Why is it like this?, why did you become like this, baby???, please realize..." Rangga was crying on Ara's lap.
After the continuous drama of Ara's rejection, Rangga was finally impatient.
" Aren't you going to eat baby hemmm?" Rangga raised his voice a little.
" Well if that's what you want, don't blame me if you're a chick from this moment on" After speaking like that, Rangga packed a few spoons of his mush.
He grabbed the nape of Ara and quickly grabbed Ara's lips.
" Emmmppp" Ara was shocked in disbelief.
Rangga bit Ara's lips to open and glup...
The porridge that had accumulated in Rangga's mouth had now moved to Ara's mouth.
" Swallow!!" Force Rangga.
And so continuously until the porridge in the bowl is gone there is nothing left.
Rangga opened a medicine and opened it.
" Want to drink by yourself?, or do you want it from here?" Point it at her lips and even tap her lower lip.
" grd..." Ara threw a face and screeched.
Rangga smiled seeing this, his wife's melodious voice now re-entered his hearing room.
After making sure Ara took her medicine, then her turn cleared herself.
Meanwhile in papa Syakieb's study.
" Son, Janu. Call Rangga..." Said Daddy Hen.
" Of good om..."
Janu exited the room and walked towards the second floor of the house of papa Syakieb.
Janu already knew the location of Ara and Rangga's room, because yesterday he was the one who drove the two home from the hospital.
While crossing the room beside Ara's room, Janu heard the voice of the girl who lodged in her heart these few months.
" Akkkh..sick bang!! Don't fuss..." Hana's spoiled voice surprised her.
Hannah?
He's staying here again?
A brother? Is he with Ardi??. Or Ara's brother, Adnan's brother?
Why in one room?
" Iihhhh, brother do not rekekhhhhh, it's ticklish tauhhh" Hana's sigh became more and more.
Degh!!!
Degh!!!
Janu's heart was beating so fast.
Sane brains must understand the meaning of****** Hana.
Janu's hand shook, his sanity, not running where. Bravely under the cover of that slightly open door.
Tok.dok..
" Mmmm.yahhh" Hana's voice panicked.
Gradak.gruduk...
A small noise sounded from inside the room.
" Yes..." Hana bows her towel-covered head out the door, while her body is invisible.
" Aren't you Papa Han?" Janu asked worriedly, his eyes trying to look up in the room.
" No, why?" Tanya Hana was confused.
" What are you doing?" Janu asked as if interrogating.
" When did you see., why the hell?"
" No papa..., who are you inside?" Strange question for Hana.
" The same one with the room, why the hell?" Tanya Hana was confused. While Adnan increasingly became tickling his back behind the door.
Next to Hana's hand tried to push Adnan's face that continued to rub, while the other hand held the door open.
" Janu.." The call of daddy Hen from below shocked him.
" Yes yes!!, sorry Han wrong kam--"
Brak!!
Not even Janu finished talking Hana had closed the door, because Adnan was very rowdy behind the door.
" I can't wait...." Whisper Hana spoiled.
Adnan smiled sweetly and quickly carried his wife towards the bed.
Chequek!!
Rangga came out the bathroom with her wet hair.
His eyes were sad when he saw Ara staring in front of the window.
Hugged the girl from behind. Smelled Ara's fragrant hair.
" dear. Be prejudiced about whatever happens. Whatever comes and goes from our lives. Do not hold grudges against circumstances. Believe in every test that comes, it will strengthen us even more." The whisperings of the Rangga on the ears of Ara.
Ara shed her tears.
He wanted to get up, very wanted.
But it was difficult, feeling there was a miracle in his stomach for 3 more months it could not be forgotten just like that.
His disappointment was deep, Ara had even designed beautiful names for her daughter. Ara has also dreamed of beautiful things with Rangga and his children later.
Now he just has to bury everything??.
Weight..
Ara is not that easy to move on from twins.
" Lili's going to Bandung..." Speech weak.
" Bandung??, meaning Bandung house??"
Ara nodded.
" Yes, you're back to being my Liliku again, the cheerful Lili, the cute Lili, the Lili who loves me..." Said Rangga with his outstretched hand hooking Ara's hair behind his ear.
" Yet.., Lili still loves you sister..." Ara looked at Rangga with a weak look.
" Sister doesn't believe me, you ignore me..." Rangga said and left Ara to get dressed, because of course she was being waited for by the others.
And it's true. Janu's voice sounded outside the door.
" No chirping, waiting for another.."
While Ara was speechless digesting Rangga's words.