
POV Ara's
This morning my heart was beating in no direction. I knew that Rangga had returned this morning, I overheard him when Hana and Adnan spoke.
How should I face it?.
I am so embarrassed and desperate, does Rangga still want to accept me, accept a girl who can not keep her honor like me??.
As the student trial progressed, the spy who looked at me with disdain yesterday turned into an amazed eye. When they found out that Ardiansyah Syakieb Al Ghifari was my twin brother, some of them openly tried to approach me.
But I'm Ara, the one who doesn't believe easily.
I saw the eyes of the Marvel brothers staring intently at each of the children who bullied me yesterday, my feelings became chaotic, I was afraid something bad would happen.
I know his character very well, he is cold, hard and untouchable. But he was the only one who always protected me well, even when Adnan and Ardi couldn't.
Actually it is very hard for me to ignore his feelings all this time, I am not a stupid girl who does not know the meaning of the opposite sex gaze on me, I am also not stupid to be able to interpret his attention all this time.
But in my heart, it says a name that no one can remove from it. Yes, he is mas Aga.
Maybe ten years ago it was just Aga's name that I knew, until a few months ago I met him again.
The young man who always looked at me silently, the young man who proposed to me even though we only knew for a few weeks, turned out to be my little man first.
Rangga Bayu Wijaya, a name that is now framed beautifully in my heart.
He's the only one who can shake my heart, the only one who can make a beat in my heart. He's my Agaku.
When I saw him standing on the porch of my house, I felt dejavu. It used to be like this, he was always waiting for me, waiting for my arrival, the same.
When I saw her my heart was in turmoil, I was afraid, afraid she hated me, afraid she would leave me.
My mouth feels mute, when Rangga's brother just shut up while driving, I really am afraid.
When he suddenly stopped our car, my heart felt like it was coming out.
She hugged me, Rangga's sister cried and apologized to me.
O Allah, by Allah I am grateful, he still loves me I am sure of that.
Once on the beach we cool our minds. I leaned against his wide back, it felt comfortable, it made me calm.
" I'll marry you soon.Do you agree"
His voice really surprised me, I immediately turned to look at him.
Even Rangga's brother intends to take me and be with him while studying in Boston later.
And I accept it, for me submission to the husband is primarily the duty of the wife.
My decision is final, I want to follow wherever Rangga goes.
My heart was pumped so hard when warm hands touched my chest, my brain felt empty for a moment. My hands move on their own without warning.
Plaque!!!
A hard tap landed on the hand of Rangga's brother whom I knew accidentally touched him.
From his face I could see great regret.
I'm sad, will this be forever?. This fear will not worsen my relationship.
I strengthened my heart to remove the shadow of Lenox from my mind, I had to get out of my fear, for the sake of my Ag.
Mas Aga's...
He's the same guy, always saying kangen.
In the past he always said on the phone when we had been apart for a long time.
" You're sexier and you always make me want, want, and want...."
His whispers in my ears made my face feel hot, my whole body goosebumps.
I know very well what it means, not once twice brother Rangga showed it.
I hit him to hide my embarrassment, but what happened was even more embarrassing. I am on top of his body now.
For whatever sake, it felt really indescribable with words.
Crazy!!!, this is crazy!!!, my heart feels like it will be out of place.
I could only stare at the face of his face below me.
I even know what his eyes are staring at.
Reluctant...
I was reluctant to give up this position.
Comfortable...
It feels very comfortable, Rangga's chest is very comfortable.
"May you ask for this..." He said pointing at my lips.
Degh!!!, Degh!!!
Tuh kan's! Tuh kan's! What I thought too.
I knew where he looked from.
I also want..swear!!!
I want to feel it too.
Even a few days ago I caught Adnan bang and Hana doing her in the kitchen.
The corner of my heart says yes, but my common sense forbids. My feelings want it but my sanity says no.
With all my remaining strength I immediately pulled myself out of his body, this could not be left like this.
I have to be patient, in a moment.
And I hope that Rangga can be patient too.
But when I saw her sad face, I felt unbearable.
How'this?.
If Rangga is angry how??
I was confused what to do, he looked tormented.
Rangga closed his eyes for a long time.
I wondered, what was he thinking??.
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"Sister...." Call Ara after a long time they are silent with their respective minds.
" Hemmmm" Rangga turned to Ara, her position still lying on the sand, with both hands folded against her head as a pillow.
" It's late, shall we go home?"
" No, I want to take you away..."
" Where??"
" Into......." Rangga stopped his words.
" Where?" Ask Ara again.
Rangga pulled Ara's hand quickly, making Ara look and fall.
Rangga immediately locked Ara under him.
" What did you do?" Ask Ara lirih.
" At least this is okay, right?" Ask by pointing at her cheeks.
But neither did Ara answer.
Cup. Cup. Cup
With anxiety Rangga kissed Ara's cheek.
Never mind, Rangga remains Rangga, who is always perverted every close to Ara.
As the sun moved west, they decided to go home.
With a light heart as light as cotton Rangga brought a car with a happy mood.
She had planned to meet daddy Hen immediately, and asked him to immediately wave Ara for her.
A smile continued to rise from her red lips, making Ara repeatedly look at her in surprise.
" Why the hell, keep smiling from that..." Ask Ara at last.
" The secret is..." Rangga replied with his lips very sweet.
" Ih.git's yes, play secrets, okay if that's it.." Said Ara while cross-sectioned and threw her gaze at the car window.
" Dear is not a secret anyway.., honey look here, baby see brother..." Rangga grabbed Ara's chin with one hand while the other hand remained focused on the steering.
Ara remained unmoved, precisely her body inching up against the door so that Rangga could not reach it.
Citt's..
Rangga stopped his car.
His hand grabbed Ara's body and pulled her quickly.
" Don't do this, dear.., happy brother, soon brother will be your husband, brother smile continuously because he is happy, I swear!!!"
Said Rangga with teary eyes because he was happy.
"Sister doesn't know what to say right now, but somehow it feels like these lips want to keep smiling..." Said Rangga again.
"Oh..." Ara Cuek replied with a slight nod.
"Oh????, just oh???" Rangga asked with furrowed brows.
" Continue???" Ara asked as she put on her smile, her eyes intensely staring into Rangga's eyes.
Cup.
Ara quickly kissed Rangga's cheek.
Rangga's heart felt stopped beating right then and there, his breath was stung instantly.
The young man widened his eyes in disbelief. On the elus of his cheeks. A smile rises from his lips
God wants Rangga to dance right now.
Her red face made her look cute, her timid attitude made Ara anxious.
Look, now his smile is getting brighter.
Her bright smile was really dazzling to Ara.
Ara shook her head in anxiety. Ara stuck out her hand, stroking Rangga's gondrong hair gently.
Break it!!!
Break already!!, happy tiatatara now felt by Rangga.
With still accompanied by a flaring sentumnya, Rangga run again the car song.
I swear, Rangga felt his lips mute speechless, only a smile could be slanted from those lips.
Ara, who was embarrassed for doing the unexpected, smiled at Rangga's behavior.
" Geez, it's so sweet of you, brother..." He muttered and could still be heard by Rangga.