Childhood Love Story's
ARA POV

ARA POV

From the morning my heart did not cease to roar. When Vera showed him a chat in the group, that he was preparing to leave for Jakarta by showing a photo of the bustling atmosphere of the Massachusetts airport.

Frankly, I miss him. A longing that really makes me cramped. The miss that strangled me to the point that it felt like I was going to die.

Did you know?..I had a three-day increase in stomach acid.

And do you know why?. Of course, because he heard his return.

Ahhh...yeah how is this?

I'm really scared.

I don't know what to do?.

He will decide to leave me. Because I didn't care about it all this time.

It's all my fault...

I am too indulgent with my emotions..

I am the immature.

Maybe true said papa, brother did not come there must be a reason.

But unfortunately I didn't want to give him a chance to explain. My heart hurts too much at this age.

I actually secretly found out from Chandra's acquaintance who was studying there. And a few times Candra's friend even sent me a picture of my sister.

Seeing her look healthy and fine was enough to calm me down.

But..

Still I can't calm down for today, I'm inexplicably wracked by a great sense of nervousness.

" Don't I take you to Birdman's cafe or what?"

Bang Ardi's question really surprised me.

It's real, today has arrived. She's home...

He's a-comin...

Oh my God..., what should I do?

Lenox!!

Yeah, I gotta take her. Maybe with Lenox, I can relax. Yeah..., Lenox!!. Lenox is the solution. Alhamdulillahot.

" Is he coming?"

Again, bang Ardi's question left me with a fever all of a sudden. I don't know..

What is clear is that after the failure of our wedding party, our whole family no longer mentioned his name.

We all just call him 'he'.

I am really afraid.

I don't want everything to be like this.

I don't want to lose him, anymore...

But...

From that day on he didn't call me anymore, and I understood. Because I asked for it.

I just want to reduce sin, because our communication always ends badly after the embarrassing events of our family.

I am the one who piles too much anger!!, and he who does not know himself!!.

God, why are we like this....

" So??, how??"

Yes Allah bang Ardi.....

Why are you asking me how?

I didn't know how this was going to be?

I can only wait for his decision.

Oh God, if I could feel like I wanted to cry. To keep this stuff going..

Oh Allah, if I could, I would like to scream. In order to escape all the burdens that pierced this heart were lost...

" But you're still husband and wife..."

Husband wife????

Are we still husband and wife.

We last communicated two years ago.

When mommy had to go to the hospital because it was too overthinking.

And I don't want to have to tell her. But...

For reasons that I have - there he still does not go home either.

Rangga Bayu Wijaya is gone..

Turned into a frozen robot that only knows to read, learn and experiment.

His heart was frozen, his feelings frozen, and his love died.

There's no daddy and mommy in there, let alone me???

Husband wife???

Are we still husband and wife??

I don't know.akupun don't know.

" Araa"

That's Natasya's voice..

Oh God look at my friend...

He is still the same, shakes blaring storm.hi.hi..

Oh Allah...

Kangen time white ash..

Where there is he who..akhhh.

Look, they're both crying. My ever-strong Natashaku looks fragile.

And Veraku..

What a wonderful young mommy..

My pals...

Love you all..

It feels claustrophobic considering how the journey of life of Kak Vino and Vera at the beginning they decided to marry.

Many years in exile from the family of Ramdani Malik, and Alhamdulillah..

After the birth of Saga Vino Malik all changed. Papa kak Vino's heart is knocked by the cuteness of Saga, a cute toddler whose gantenya looks like his papa ha.ha ha.and even I fell in love with him.hi.hi.hi.

Falling in love with Saga!!, not Vino.

Lenox patted me on the shoulder, and we walked into the Bridman Cafe together.

Brother Rayyan Athaya has been sitting there as it turns out.

The only sane among us eight.

The only calm and quiet.

The only one who doesn't have a problem???

We told him about our lives, how we continued each of us until this moment.

I love the sorrow that has passed. Everything is destined, everything has been written, we just run.

Even more with the arrival of Denis. Which also tells the problem.

I don't know what happened to Natasya and Denis' sister. Why did their relationship become like that. I used to think we were going to be a big couple, because our partner was from our own genk.

But actually...

Life is like this, problems come and go.

I want to be relaxed. Leha-leha only, but life without problems is clearly a rigid and not exciting life!!, does anyone want to be like that??.

" Assalamu'alaikum.."

Degh!!!

That voice....

Oh Allah.....

Oath!, Oath!, Oath!

I'm gonna faint....

I need air supply to the lungs.

Please!!!, Lenox where are you going?. Hurry and help me.

Hide me from those eyes, Lord.

The eyes that always look at me with this love are still the same..

The smile that always made me feel the same..

But her heart???. Is same???

" Sister.how are you?"

Natasya's voice finally decided Rangga's terrible gaze on me. Don't know how to. I was dizzy and stressed my chest was claustrophobic about crying.

Atmosphere in this cafe why suddenly heavy like this.

" Sa.emmm, Li how are you?"

Hahh!!, what did he call me???

Li??? Lilies...

Oh my God, he's really angry..

He doesn't want to mention it anymore, baby...

Fix this!!, it's clear this!!. I was banished....

" Thank God.." That answer came. Classic answer of thousands of meanings.

I don't know what else to say. Where did all my brain fall?, I don't know.

Look at him, his body is getting taller and sturdier than before.

And look at his face, he's more handsome than ever.

Oh my God, is this my husband?

This is the young man who said his jibble to me five years ago...

This is the form of my Agaku....

Handsome.. I even think I fell in love with her again.

But what about her?

Akkhhh...

Don't let him have anything else there!!!

I could die if that happened.

" Mommy.., man.men..."

The saga!!!. Alhamdulillahot...

Finally coming too, they can help me throw away my tightness.

This way my heart doesn't keep beating as if it wants to knock out all the organs in my body.

She kept looking at me, I know..

But why is it looking like that?

She mad?

Does he not like me with Lenox?, but it is not their own word that he left me to Lenox.

And what should I do?

When Denis left for Australia, Rayya had to focus on college and her job, and Vino also had to work in the office, go to college and make sure her little family was happy, at that time, there was only Lenox. We know for ourselves how Ardi was doing back then, just knowing me he wasn't.

" Lili can we talk?"

Ahhh!!

Kalut, I am currently unable to think anything more.

Never mind... Maybe it's time. Everyone give their support, and let's try to talk.

Actually I was eager to jump in her arms, hugging this man standing in front of me. Don't you know brother.I miss...

Really heavy..

" Say...emmm, how are you, say.emmm Lili?"

Why should you hesitate to call me dear sister?

Or are you no longer dear??

It feels like I'm going crazy!!!

When you ask me again, it feels like I want to punch that face.

Again and again you keep hesitating on calling me dear. That oath makes me emotional!!.

And what else?, you asked me if I was with Lenox.

Yes obviously!!, it is you who trust Lenox to take care of me. How's sih???

How do you look so pathetic is that, brother???

You're acting as if I'm the defendant you should prosecute. And you're the victim??

Why sis? Why is your face like that??. I can't stand to see you that way anymore. I gotta go.

" dear .. Baby.hu.hu...hu..."

WHAT????

She crying???

Oh Allah forgive me...

My husband is crying because of me..

No this can't. I have to go...

I'm sorry brother...

Excuse me.....

But my heartache has not gone away...

My tightness is not completely relieved..

Give me a little more pleaseee...

" Dear.." call her again.

I swear I want to turn around and hold you..

But I'm ashamed if you don't start it first.

" You..., what is your heart made of?, why is it so hard on me dear?"

Whataaa?

Don't you realize brother!!

I'm like this because of you!!!

My heart is frozen because of you..

And you easily ask.

Well, if you want my real answer.

"I'm just avenging what you've done to me..."

Somehow it could slide such words in my mouth.

And I'm clear!! Legitimate.and Real...

I regret it.I regret it..

I'm sorry.sister....

I'm sorry.my love....

My darling......