Complicated Love
prologues
In the family room at night I gathered with aunt Ira and om Surya, they told me about a man they admired during their stay here (overseas city). I just moved from my housing as a maid who is considered a foster child by Pa Adya but not with Lisa's mother as Adya's wife who thinks I remain as a maid. Because I feel uncomfortable anymore living with my adoptive parents and decided to move to Aunty and Om. I was still in 3rd grade school SMK. Aunty and Om, they're bullies for my parents here. They're picturing a man they consider to be his son here. Remon's name, he's a guy who goes wandering and working hard here. They always compare me to him. Especially Auntie, she often told me the same story about the man, my curiosity is more and more there. The meeter tried to know what he was like, and what his behavior was like.
At that time my cousin Diah got married, at the besanan event, I met with Eli's mother (the adoptive parents of Remon). Eli's mother wondered to me.
“ Rena what are your activities in your hostel?”
I answered him with soft words and smiled, “my activities help bude and ngeles/les bimbel kalo malem, morning school afternoon help me settle the house of Aunt Ira, why ya bu??”.
“ Gini you can to teach my son who is still SD he is very difficult to learn Ren, you want ya.?”
think for a moment “Good aunt I want, when did my aunt start?”
"Next week I'll wait" Ms. Eli
A week passed
his schedule ngeles his son Bu Eli, Radit his name, he's a 4th grade elementary schooler, I taught him to be super patient, the way the boy learned very make me confused, joking constantly. I taught by using keos oblong clothes with sleeves folded bracelet accessories a lot. pants torn up the front of the thigh actually from buying torn-up not accidentally in torn.
In the middle of the time I had met Remon, he was very handsome, white, tall, but unfortunately he was very cold.
Deg.. it turns out he is often told by Aunty.
At that time I was not curious anymore, because I had met even though I did not talk to him at all. Until I stopped teaching Radit because I could not speak Arabic. I can only say honestly what it is, because I can not speak Arabic, let alone Arabic, reading Arabic alone I have not been able to fully 100%. What's more if I translate it, it's very unlikely. study alone has never been so I stopped teaching Radit.
After a few days at the family gathering, I was invited to the event, I wore a purple shirt, black skirt and purple glass flip-flops that were very slippery. (maklum has no fixed income so wear his alakadar shirt) Once there I was told to help.
“Rena, can you please buy me some fruit at the Sunday night bazaar. You're with Remon” Bu Eli
I just fell silent and nodded “Good ma'am,”
“Remon, please buy fruit, make extra for guests. You're the same Rena. Here's the money” Bu Eli gave the money to Remon.
Remon “iya mah buy how many kilos?”
“Buy 2 or 3 kilo gapapa” Bu Eli
Aunty Ira “Ren has gone sono, even bengong aja. While acquaintance with Remon.”
I'm “Iya Auntie"
Ma'am Eli and Aunt Ira asked me to buy it with Remon. Heart deg-degan. In my heart “haduh very deg-degan anyway, but only buy salak together”.
The funny thing is, I was so groggy that he rode the bike as he slipped, almost fell, I reflexively held his shoulder, because I wear a skirt I think riding the bike sideways, but even tweezers.
“Be careful, your slippers seem slippery, have gone up as usual ajah, do not sideways rich earlier, ntar tweezers again” Remon while holding my hand.
I am ashamed of my madness. grogi abiiiiis ..
After comfortably riding the motorbike in the middle of the trip, he said the same I “Why not use punk pants lg?”Remons
I was shocked and surprised it turns out that all this time he noticed my appearance, I used to wear punk and tomboy pants . I'm short-haired, and always tied to a ponytail. And look like a man. I just smiled and answered
“This is your family's event, the time to wear pants is so, it's not worth seeing. View situations and conditions.”.
“Oh..gthat's it? Kirain, it's also nice to wear Remon's punk” pants
I just smiled and replied ”Aah.ngarang”. after arriving at the supermarket, he did not want to buy salak but I pressed on until finally he wanted to nemenin even though he was still on the motorbike. When I got home, he was quiet all the way home.
I don't know if I can talk to him. And can be with her alone even if only for a moment. But my heart feels so happy. It was like there was a new spirit point in my life that had sunk into my past. I was feeling a deep disappointment in the man who had abandoned me. Which has taught me one thing I've never felt before. The disappointment brought me so much hatred. But I only kept that hatred in my heart, I never showed it to her. But after I met Remon I felt little by little a sense of awe surrounded my mind. I could only be silent thinking about it, no matter what was going to happen in the future, would I ever see her again? Or not at all? Her smile. And said he.
After a few weeks since the incident was missed, Ms. Eli invited me again for the second time, as usual I could hope to meet her again.But unfortunately Remon was not there, there's a sense of disappointment in my heart, why isn't he here?? I looked and petrified, but I was busy helping people get busy preparing for the event. In the midst of my busy life, I was very lucky, Ms. Eli told me to SMS to Remon,
“Rena please SMS Remon again where”
I answered “I don't have the number bu”
Miss Eli gave me Remon's number.. I SMS him “mas Remon again where? Ms Eli nanyain.”
She replied simple “ya me again on jalan”
it was the first time he had texted me. The taste of the air is like wanting to fly. (Haha.... people are kasmaran all SMS is always viewed continuously) when I remember him, there was never any thought to delete it at all. Even I'm the key. I thought he'd SMS me first apparently not at all. Until I am saturated, so expect an SMS doang. Saturated and saturated...
One day I was asked to SMS Aunt Ira to come home.
(Yessssss niiiih opportunity. hehe even though the answer is simple).
“until when well I just nyimpen his number doang? Hidiiih said yes think of people who do not necessarily think of me too, hah males this long. Mending tried nyari laennya ja daaaah”
“Mas Remon sorry, Aunt Ira told me to come to home”
Long wait for a reply...
Looking at HP many times, hoping for an answer yet deserted.
At 7 pm as usual I embroider, (side workers in addition to studying). Coming to the bude bike, I did not expect Remon to come without replying to my SMS at all.
“Excuse me, Ira is there.??” Remon asked me
“There is a mas, for a moment yes I call, please enter sit first”
Aunt sleeping in the room, aunty,
Whafs-tok... "Tante no mas Remon, ,”
Aunty open door “Oh yes, tell enter”
“Udah Aunt, again sitting in front”
“Yes you have made coffee what gih” tea
“Iya Aunt”
“Eh Remon, long time ago.??”
“New mbak, Sorry this afternoon Rena SMS I was sent here”
“Iya Mon, O yes drink first ya”
“Reeeen, drink where” Aunt calls me who is making drinking water
“Iya Aunt, soon to be finished”
“Lelet very hell.!!”
“Iya Aunty sorry earlier manasin air first”
“kan in the flask no how the hell, yaudah there enter.!!”answer the aunt with a ketus
“Ya Tantee”
I went into the room further embroidered because there are still many unfinished. “maybe this will be finished tomorrow or midnight, just a few more but rather difficult, stay, mending further was toh aunt again ngbrol same guest” Install hetset to the ear of radio listening while embroidery.
“Mon, sorry usual Rena mah lelel ngapain” Aunt Ira
“Iya mbak, Gapapa”Remon
“How are you? Long time ga play here forget ya same mbak”
“No mbak, again busy just work again almost 3 days ga sleep, ordinary work in the store which 24 hours of his time so can not be set really. Daytime to sleep, night to work. This again happens to be a holiday just to play”
“Oh so, people are looking for jobs that are not draining at that time Mon, at the cake office or factory”
“Iya Mbak, Only again no later want to search-cari”
“Mon how are you Eli.?”
“Not know yet, I haven't been there”
“Loh not yet, why.??”
"haven't been able to mbak"
"Mon, already have the same unknown gebetan mbak here feelings here Mulu hehehe"
"haven't had mbak. haven't thought about it later is the time there must have met"
Seriate.....