Complicated Love
eps 81s

"Pregnant??!!... ". yelled Rayhan and Nara together.

yaysc.. pregnant? that's right. Didn't Nara hear wrong? when did Nara have intercourse with Rayhan to make her pregnant.?

but.wait a minute...

nara's memory rewires her brain memory, and her memory begins to look clearly like pieces of pazle that start neatly arranged to form a painful sheet of sheet. where the self-esteem of a Nara Atmadja is trampled on humiliated even harassed by her own husband.

yah. Nara remembers it now. Nara never forgets despite trying to forget her. how her own husband raped her. funny is not. actually do **** in a husband and wife relationship is not a mistake but their obligation to equally fulfill the inner responsibility, but in Nara's position all of it is a very painful tragedy.how not, Rayhan did so not on the basis of mutual love and asking for good but rather because of his selfishness.

even now her marriage still depends on the contract agreement letter which is either still useful or not. After all Nara no longer cares about the contract.the existence of the agreement letter is the same, no matter what, nothing changed in his life, let alone his marriage, one word for this: Free.

and Nara did not expect this painful tragedy to actually produce results.how could this happen in one making.

why did God grant the prayer that Nara never said.should God test her patience to this extent?.Nara had not finished arranging her feelings and looking for a way to escape Rayhan. but Nara was surprised by the words of the doctor in front of her who said that she was pregnant.

" doctor!! doctor don't try to scare me! w-how could I possibly get pregnant?! ". stuttering Nara who still does not believe.

" quiet miss, I am not sure" replied the goddess doctor confused.usually married couples will feel happy and happy when they hear the signs of the presence of the baby. especially if it is a first for them, but in fact not with this one couple.

" hey, of course you can get pregnant. I've done it with you ".. Rayhan did not expect that his forced actions that were only done once turned out to be fruitful.happy? sure is. Rayhan still does not believe the seeds grow faster in the womb of Nara in one making. in contrast to Anin which is more often Rayhan plied by the seeds but even there has been no results, but instead there is no result, rayhan had been waiting for a long time.

" Nara, we did it in a sofa, do you remember?". Rayhan continued trying to recall the memory of Nara which actually even made Nara a fog made her.how not, but not, Nara felt embarrassed by saying such vulgar things.just look at the doctor's face even blushed with a thin smile on her lips that I don't know what else she thought.

"yeah!! what are you talking about!! ".sadly Nara silenced Rayhan's lips that were like a leaky bucket, then her gaze focused again facing the goddess doctor by clasping her hands tightly.

" please doctor, do not hamili me. unplug the doctor said earlier, well". said Nara pleaded with a clear face. "doctor, I did do it once. but it was not intentional. it wasn't my wish, but because she forced me.

" hey, it's because you defied me. What's my fault anyway? that's your obligation! ". Rayhan process does not accept.

the goddess doctor was increasingly confused and did not understand what they were saying.why news that should be happy was even a debate like this.

" quiet miss, I never impregnate you. Even if I am right if you are pregnant it means your husband is the one who has impregnated not me! let's be clear let's do USG ". upset the doctor because it is considered impregnating Nara.

they finally agreed to do the USG. Nara is very hopeful that what the doctor said is a big mistake.

but unlike Nara, Rayhan hopes otherwise. Rayhan hopes what the doctor says is true.

" welcome miss, you are indeed pregnant. please take care of the content of miss well. do not eat too much pineapple again. adequate rest. I will recommend milk and vitamins for you".

jeder...how many times this Nara felt struck by lightning. almost countless. why is it always his feelings were thrown by a storm in the form of fate. Nara just wants to live happily, that's all. is that desire too greedy for her?.

"really..? akh Nara, thank you". Rayhan hugs Nara who is still speechless and unable to believe.The world seems to stop at this time.how will Nara face Rayhan?.who is to blame? can Nara really blame God? this is really unfair, isn't it?.

" get away from me..!! ". shouted Nara pushed Rayhan's body to stay away. it feels very sick Nara with her husband. her embrace does not make her happy just the opposite. really Rayhan does not know anything about his feelings? you shameless.

on the way back to Nara's apartment just silent not want to move her mouth even though just to smile inversely, Rayhan could not hide his happiness.

" dear, should we tell our parents now" asked Rayhan on the way to driving.

the babe? cih. Nara's ears to the itch of hearing it.

" what right do you have to tell them. I will abort them!! ".

ciittt.. heard the squeaking wheel of Rayhan's car because it was brake suddenly. Rayhan's chest seemed to rumble to hear the sentence from Nara.

" i'll forget what you said. I'll assume you didn't say anything, understand!! ".say Rayhan flat.His hands gripped strongly and then held the anger.well, of course Rayhan was angry, very angry.how his wife had the thought to eliminate the fetus they just knew.it was his son. rayhan's son anyway, and Rayhan won't let that happen.

" why are you doing this to me?! basic brash.. evil.".. Angered Nara who began to sob while hitting Rayhan.but Rayhan did not heed Nara's tantrum and continued driving his car.

not yet arrived at the apartment, Rayhan got a phone that had been confirmed it was Anin. Nara sure, looks from Rayhan's expression when lifting him up.

"Nara, I have to go home now. Anin needs me".

nara had expected her to be angry but afraid of sin. It is better to stay still before her blood rises.

" you want to come with me? ". ask Rayhan.

" come with you? cih, hello I want to be accompanied.ogah yes so goat conge ". Inner Nara upset.

" no, thank you ". refuse Nara jutek

" alright.. ".

"but you can't. you have to come with me ". if you think Rayhan is afraid that Nara will be left alone, his wife will eliminate her child. what if Nara was determined and the words Nara had spoken did. Rayhan didn't want that to happen. Nara has to go where she's going, period.

" i told you I didn't want to! ".

haishh.. This husband well does not know what it means not to want! if you do not want to mean yes can not. otherwise you can not be forced. if forced later to be tormented. well, the author is a spell...

Rayhan no longer cares about Nara want to be invited home or not. The important thing now is Rayhan coming home to meet Anin without leaving Nara.

arriving at the house that according to Nara is a cursed house, Nara looks awkward.should she follow her husband to meet his other wife? it feels like Nara really wants to cry right now.There is a sudden fear in her body.

" get down, I'll explain to Anin later ".

" i-I'll just wait here".

seeing Nara who seemed hesitant and did not intend to enter finally Rayhan did not want to force him.

"yes, wait here, don't go anywhere". Rayhan glanced down right on Nara's stomach which was still flat. "wait for dady here. don't let momy go". he said stroking Nara's stomach smooth ending with a kiss on Nara's lips. making Nara stay on the spot in surprise. Rayhan's rapid and unauthorized movements make Nara can not refuse or avoid it. There is even his heart that becomes pounding because of nervousness.

after a heavy heart left Nara in Rayhan's car, she quickly walked to meet Anin who she said needed her most. Rayhan really regretted his behavior that this morning had already snapped at him. Rayhan realized Anin was doing that too because of her lack of affection.

" Ann... Anine.. ". shouted Rayhan calling Anin's name looking for him.sounds splashing air shower sound that can be heard pouring from the direction of the bathroom. Rayhan was sure that maybe Anin was taking a shower or something.

Rayhan immediately opened the door and found Anin's body helpless under the shower.

" jeez Anin. What are you doing?! ". frantic Rayhan immediately carried Anin ala bridal style out of the bathroom. Rayhan had no idea why Anin was doing that. Rayhan stripped off all the clothes Anin was wearing and laid her in bed, not to forget she immediately covered her with a blanket.

" Anin, your body is very hot.it looks like you have a fever". said Rayhan who realized Anin's body temperature is not normal.

"forgive me dear. I've made a mistake". her great-grandson with tears that have been dripping.Yes, Anin is very sorry to have tried to turn away from Rayhan.he continues to feel guilty to torture his own body. but Anin also does not completely blame himself.he also hilaf because of Rayhan's fault too, right?.

hearing him re-establish the incident made Rayhan become inflamed.It feels like Rayhan is angry and just leave.but seeing Anin who is helpless makes Rayhan undo his intentions.

" let's go, I don't want to talk about it. I'll compress you and call the doctor ". Rayhan got up from the lip of the bed, but Anin's hand blocked Rayhan's arm and stopped him.

" i'm cold ". lirih Anin.

Rayhan was completely helpless to see Anin who was like that. Rayhan then opened all his clothes and left only ************** only. he crawled up to the bed and cradled Anin's body which he said was cold because of fever. Rayhan hopes that what he does will make Anin better. Rayhan did that because he had heard such a thing that doing skin touch will make the blood temperature rise and can warm the body, or how it is clear he said can relieve fever on the body. and Rayhan will try it when this is true.

on the other hand, Nara who is still in the car seems to be bored because she waited too long without doing anything.

" haish, I'm so bored! ". Nara looked at the sky that seemed to be starting to dim marked by rain.

" it looks like it's going to rain. Would I rather just go in the house?no.no, don't.but if it doesn't come in if it rains for sure I'll be stuck here ". his murmur weighed indecisive.

and sure enough, the droplet began to fall to the earth indicating that it would soon start raining.with the movement to rush Nara out of the car and into the house.he did not want to be trapped in the car and bored alone. Nara will go in silence without Anin's knowledge and sleep in her room that she once occupied..

Nara swung her steps slowly up the stairs. Nara was very careful to set her feet and set her sights.Fear of being caught Anin, Nara Rada was afraid and embarrassed if it happened. somehow the feeling came up when thinking of Anin's name. like there is guilt or something that disturbs his heart, even though the existence of Nara in the middle of them is not his fault but because of this ridiculous matchmaking.

Nara stops her steps when she sees the door of Anin and Rayhan's room that seems not closed..

" yes. the door is not closed? if I go through, won't Anin see me later? ". murmured Nara.

new intention stepped Nara heard sayub sayub laughable in her ear.

" Anin, has my body warmed you? ".

" body? warm? what are they doing? what them? haish..! ".

curious Nara was peeking to see what they were doing. Whatever she saw later Nara would not be jealous, right? it should be so. hopefully.but in fact seeing her husband under one blanket with his woman especially with bare chest and being held so intimately turned out to make Nara almost heart attack. nara's mind began to imagine, thinking they must have done it and foolishly waiting in the car to get bored.

nara's feelings are like being squeezed right now. it hurts, really. until it doesn't feel like it makes her unable to not cry.yes, Nara cries. Considering Rayhan also once fucked her. how could Rayhan do that to two women.Nara's heart again felt slashed as if someone deliberately scratched the wound right there.

Nara closed her mouth to ease her voice so as not to sob. rewind her steps to immediately leave this cursed place.there is no harm in Nara calling it Rayhan's house is a cursed house, basically it is.

Nara ran out in the rain that had fallen down hard, no matter what clothes became wet.The important thing at this time was to get out of this painful house.

in the middle of the road Nara confused the direction she would point. again Nara was confused. Nara sat on the sidewalk no matter the cold that started piercing her skin.

his gaze was still staring straight at the rain stubs that suddenly stopped.wait a minute!! stopped out? but in front there is still thick.why rain just stop above it?. Nara glanced up to see why only the place had stopped raining.

and Nara was so surprised when she found someone behind her. It was not the rain that had stopped, but someone was paddling her in the rain.

seriate....

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