Complicated Love
eps 40's

Rayhan came out to the park next to his house.sitting on the edge of the pool with a chaotic feeling.Maybe he behaved like that, imagining Nara's face while being with Anin.

"have I gone mad. arghh".ratt ray grabbed his hair in frustration.looking at the dark night sky, unknowingly ray looked at the balcony of Nara's room and saw it.

" what is he doing.? he hasn't slept?. murmured Rayhan.

Rayhan continued to observe Nara on the balcony of her room which is now looking at the sky that is so supportive.The fate of the sky is the same as her heart which is equally cloudy.

nara's life is like a fish trapped in a bubble, can not get out of his destiny.he does not blame his parents and let alone blame God.but how else he is complaining at this time. Nara is very unhappy with this marriage, not as expected by her parents and herself.

her fate is really painful.she loves richo but can not be with him.and the husband she married to another woman.now she has to witness their hot scenes that she does not necessarily see. although Nara said that it was a common scene for every married couple but her heart could not lie to her that she was hurt and there was a sense of disbelief.

"mother, you said Ray was the one who would make me happy, but in fact he hurt me. hyks. is everyone created to be able to hurt me mom? I want to go home, I want to be with mom".sniff Nara in her tears.

Nara didn't realize that Rayhan was watching her down there. Rayhan also did not know that Nara was crying because of her and did not hear Nara's thoughts tonight.

"i wonder what he's doing".said Ray.

***

the next morning Nara held back her frustration, trying as if the incident last night had never seen her.even though last night they did not do something the husband and wife used to do, but Nara did not know it. as far as Nara knows they did something last night.

and it was successful in making Nara a quiet person this morning.it feels lazy to have to meet face to face and let alone chat with Rayhan and Anin.

though this morning Rayhan tried to make Nara upset like yesterday by heating up Nara's manation with their romantic scenes, but it did not make Nara glance or upset in the slightest.

"what's wrong with the boy? what he's craving, it's not usually that he is".ray muttered inwardly, looking at the silent Nara while eating her breakfast without assuming Rayhan and Anin were there. not usually a chatty Nara can become quiet like this.

" boy, why are you, are you sick? "asked Rayhan curiously, but Nara just shook her head in response.

" ok mules anyway".asked ray astonished.

"yes dear, usually people are chatty if silence is a sign that they are holding mules. right? ".

" really? last night you ate anything ", Ray asked worriedly.

Nara added males with their chatter which added to make her not in the mood this morning. Nara finally chose to move from the dining table chair without spending breakfast at the table, she brought the jam bread she ate and say goodbye to go to campus.

" i went to campus. bay".pamit Nara disrespectfully.

"heh wait! "

"whatever! "

"Nara!! "

rayhan shouted to Nara, but Nara ignored Ray who kept calling her.

it is better for him to meet his friends and forget about his household problems.

arriving at the campus, what Nara expected melted away after passing by a person she had not met for a long time.

"ra! ".

" god.! you surprised me".kaget Nara because suddenly surprised the human figure in front of him.

his meeting with his ex-lover richo made Nara even less in the mood this morning, but his heart was a bit of relief as richo reappeared in good order. Nara also wondered why since the incident when richo disappeared like swallowed by the earth.