
Episode 12: the:
The feeling of worry that has plagued my heart at this time, I am indeed very afraid if after knowing my true self he will certainly stay away from me, but still should not be selfish, but still not be selfish, what if when he finds out, he'll hate me so much.
And I'm sure, for sure at this time he was very shocked after knowing the truth, as evidenced by the look of the eye that showed a very, very shock, and I also have to mentally prepare if he's going to be scared and get away from me.
Worryingly I waited for what he would tell me. But instead of being afraid, he laughed out loud, making me frown deeply.
" Why laugh, is something funny?" Ask me wonder. He was even more open when I asked like that, as if I was just joking around. I'd be so happy if he could laugh like this while he was with me.
What's more, considering me and him, he hadn't seen me for a long time, he didn't even recognize me, but at the beginning of our second meeting, he was very quick to get along with me. Maybe this is called that the soul mate is not going anywhere.
" Arkha_Arkha." His murmured with still controlling his laughter so as not to continue exploding.
Just contact makes me link my eyebrows together because I am confused.
" Why?." Ask me again.
" Judge you is very, very funny you know not." Say it while chuckling.
" Cool-headed?." Ask me wonder.
" Yes, you're joking funny." Repeated it.
" I'm not joking around with Kanaya." My words that instantly made his laughter dim.
" A lie is. You're gonna want to fuck me, aren't you?, don't have any." Her reply was still in disbelief, though it began to look doubtful in her beautiful bead eyes.
" Somewhere there is such a thing as a subtle creature or a genie, or what is it." The sarcasm.
" I asked again, and this time you can't get me anymore. Just look out for it." Threaten her.
" You must be lying and you're fighting me again, right?." He again assured her questions.
" No." My answer is short but steady.
This time he gradually inched away from me while shaking his head in disbelief.
He was really very scared and added to the shock that struck.
I also feel guilty only to look down and not dare to look at her beautiful face which may now have paled because of my actions.
Regretted?, no. I have absolutely no regrets about telling everyone I love.
Maybe he'll stay away and not even want to see me again, but somehow I have to accept the consequences, rather than telling lies that will make the situation worse later.
" Y-you, don't lie?." Repeat, which is now with a look of fear.
I could only take a deep breath without being able to say anything more.
Kanaya who saw my serious expression seemed to understand that this was really real.
Now it's not just a little backwards step that Kanaya did, but more than that.
He even ran away with a trembling body and a pale face that was so frightened.
Naturally, everyone would do the same with the same position.
What's more he's not knowing and remembering who he really is.
Kanaya grabbed her phone at the table and was seen typing something.
No, not sending something to someone else, but rather looking for an app there.
Here, I heard a voice from that flat object.
I smiled wryly when I heard Kanaya play a verse of the chair on the phone.
I'm not the ghost he thinks I am. My body is actually not completely dead, can be said to be half jin and half human but not a demon.
I will change as I have always but on certain conditions.
Seeing that I was not affected at all by the verse, Kanaya's face looked puzzled.
I don't want to lose either, I used that opportunity to get close to him.
Unlike before, Kanaya did not move at all as I approached her.
" Don't be afraid, I'm not a ghost." I said right in her earlobe. But he didn't budge a bit.
" Nay, Kanaya!." I cried while waving my hands in front of his face.
He gasped and almost yelled if I didn't bury his mouth.
" W-why are you here?." Ask her in a stammer.
" No, it's just mastiin if you're not afraid of me anymore."
" I-i, I,......" His words stammered, as if he no longer knew what to say.
" You heard me." I grabbed her face to face me, immediately our gazes met even for a moment, after which she threw her gaze down. I also know there is still implied fear in the bead of her beautiful eyes.
" I'm not human, but I'm not a ghost either. I'm actually still alive." There was no response from him, his position was still as before, maybe he did not believe.
Seeing that I used that opportunity. I grabbed her face so I could face her.
" Are you still afraid?, you don't believe me?." Ask me gently.
" B-that's not it,...." Her reply was still with her nervous voice. I patiently waited for the next sentence.
" I-I'm cu-ma still confused." Her great-granddaughter with a voice that was still trembling.
Of course I understand what he means, my story is indeed very confusing, in addition to my recognition as a genie. I don't think anyone would easily believe me.
" Well, I'll tell you a little bit of detail." My reflex speech is nodded directly by her.
Before that, I led her back to her seat and sat her there.
" I did live in the days of the kingdom, and it may have been a century." Kanaya suddenly glared at my words, when I had told her, maybe she did not understand, I thought.
" I am still alive today because of the help of a genie who was willing to help me unconditionally. He helped me because he returned the favor to me, because I had helped him in trouble at that time.
At that time I was in a state of despair and despair over the death of Princess Aleta, I was completely destroyed.
But suddenly Jin Aron came to ask me if the cause of my sadness, I was very upset when it told me everything without anything I covered.
At first he offered me revenge to Aleta's daughter's father, but I firmly rejected him, because after all I think Aleta's daughter's father was my father-in-law as well.
I told her what I wanted right now was, I just wanted one day to be able to meet her without going through reincarnation, because then neither I nor she would know each other.
And he gave me the idea of being a genie, so I could recognize him. Even though he doesn't recognize me."
" L-then why are you even approaching me now, why don't you just go find your wife?." Ask her.
" Because I haven't met her, and right now I just trust you to restore her memory of me." Answer me who is lying.
Then he nodded in understanding.
" Are you willing to help me restore her memory?." Ask me again.
" What can I do?." He also asked back.
" I'm just asking for a walk first." I no longer knew what to reason, no matter how he frowned in wonder, perhaps because Balum was satisfied with my explanation, as if asking for more explanation from me.