
Episode 16: the:
" Well, why are you still here? Disturb people to sleep." Kanaya said back to sniffing, when she just smiled shyly, now she is back rude, actually what happened?.
" Why? I'm here because I'm worried about you for what happened this afternoon, why am I even welcomed less well like this?" His reply seemed to be getting annoyed with Kanaya's fickle attitude.
Kanaya was stunned, so she felt guilty towards Arkha. Somehow the shock that he had neatly arranged, now immediately softened just because of Arkha's speech.
But no, he must remain firm on his stance, he must be angry at Arkha who already dares to destroy his future and make him feel guilty towards Dion.
" It's up to me, I'm the host here, I'd love to evict who and accept who." Hearing the word 'me', somehow Arkha's heart ached, he became astonished why suddenly Kanaya suddenly spoke very formally with her.
" What's the matter, you're not what you used to be? I'm wrong what's wrong with you?" Arkha tried to speak softly to Kanaya who had been very rude to her, even though she was upset right now.
" I used to be like this, you're just an easy baper, but I didn't do anything. Even from that time I hated you, because you, my relationship and Dion so stretched, because I felt guilty with him, because I was no longer holy. It's all because of you!" Kanaya desperately held back the tightness in her chest after saying that, for some reason her heart could not bear to hurt Arkha. He turned his face to the side, not daring to meet Arkha's eyes which of course implied great disappointment there.
He was really forced to do this, he wanted to make this man hate himself. He just didn't want to give Arkha any more hope, but he'd come back to Dion and maybe after that they'd get married.
The man was seen nodding while smiling incisively. Her heart was really sick and felt tight, enduring years even nearly a century she waited for the woman, yet all she could, the woman did not remember her at all, not even to fall back in love. He wanted to start a new life with someone new. Maybe he realized he was wrong, should who left would never come back again, even with the same person and face, but not with his heart. Although the person was born with the same appearance and shape, of course it was just a mere resemblance.
He recalled, the genie Aron once said, it was difficult for him to find love again, even though it came back, but it could not be as perfect as before. But still she insisted on looking for him, and now all she could do was hurt.
" Yes, I can only apologize about that, maybe by just apologizing, not being able to return what you have lost, but at least I can feel calm, and may you not hate me anymore." He said while smiling.
His eyes were already flushed red withholding something that was about to spill, indeed he was extremely sliced. Kanaya could only gulp roughly, her eyes already glazed over.
" Thank you for everything, and I'm sorry that my presence only made me hurt." Arkha said staring fixedly at Kanaya who had just turned her face.
Arkha feels really guilty because of the incident one month ago, because of the incident Kanaya felt herself unholy again, even though Kanaya was her legal wife, she said, but is it possible with Kanaya being reborn with no memory of her that it can still be said husband and wife?.
He was really very stupid and careless. Because of his longing and lust, he had unknowingly hurt the person he loved himself, without thinking long, he had committed a great sin.
Kanaya was no less sick to hear Arkha's words. The guilt of Arkha, enveloped his heart at this moment. The tears that he had originally endured desperately in order not to fall, had now been shed, but with a quick movement he wiped them away to make them invisible to Arkha. His selfishness trumps everything, even his own feelings.
Kanaya did not answer or stare at her things at all, her heart was very sick if she had to look at Arkha.
The man slowly stepped out of Kanaya's room, after feeling the man was getting away, Kanaya ventured to see his departure.
And it turns out that the man went home through the balcony like when he came earlier, but what made Kanaya surprised, it turns out that the man went down using the stairs that were beside his house.
And silly of her, before her she thought that Arkha was down using her powers, like disappearing or flying, yet she was wrong, she was made to shame herself with her silly thoughts.
Kanaya stared at the man who had just been kicked out, the guilt continued to be present, but she had to keep her heart on Arkha, or if not, there will be hearts that are hurt even more.
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Morning greeted, dawn was waving. Now Kanaya is very neat, with her polkadot dress stelan and flat shoes, and thin makeup on her face adds to the impression of sweet and graceful. Kanaya did not enter the office today.
No, not only Kanaya who does not enter the office, but all employees are all on vacation today, because Mr. Haris himself as the CEO gave them leave together, he said, he said to calm the mind because every day their brains are always in forsir and today they are given permission to rest, very good right? Though sometimes it sucks.
After getting ready, Kanaya grabbed her sling bag and went downstairs to meet her parents for breakfast like normal days.
" Hey baby, good morning." Sapa Nita who saw Kanaya go down the stairs.
" Morning is also ma." Kanaya answered briefly.
" Here sit!" Take the mother while pulling a chair for Kanaya. Kanaya also said, he sat in the chair that had been provided by the mother.
" Nih, mama already masakin your favorite food, tempe bacem and sambel terasi." Say Nita while taking rice and side dishes into Kanaya dishes.
But again Kanaya just kept quiet without protesting or talking. Nita is very understanding of the state of the child, she chose to be silent and did not ask first about the problems faced by the child, Nita gave time for Kanaya to tell her, to tell her, if his heart had calmed down, he would have asked.
At that time there were only the two of them, because Adi had left for the office early in the morning. Since Kanaya did not say much, the atmosphere became silent. Sometimes Nita who asked as much as usual, was only responded with 'yes' and 'no' only by Kanaya, and sometimes only briefly answered by her.