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The wall clock in my room shows 22:05 when my mother walks in. Robby was already sitting on Kinan's room dressing table chair.

“Why long Er?” he rebuked Erlangga.

Erlangga did not press his papa, he immediately ran to Kinan with worry.

“Kinan! Ii'm sorry. I'm not sensitive.” Erlangga hugged Kinan, who looked cute. His hand touching Kinan's forehead made sure that Kinan was fine. Kinan looks wet, though,

“Pa, I don't want to go to Japan.” Erlangga's complaint pleads.

Robby just kept quiet. If only he could, he did not want to part with Erlangga.

“Kinan, I won't leave you.” Erlangga kissed Kinan's face agitatedly. He did not want Kinan to suffer bad luck just because of his departure.

“I'm sorry, baby! I'm not sensitive! You must have waited a long time.”

Sulastri served a glass of hot coffee, as well as a jar containing snacks.

“Om, minap here huh?” Kinan showed a parched face, begging and expecting.

The request makes no sense! it was weird, Robby thought in silence.

Of course Kinan's request was rejected by Robby. The legit Duren smiled faintly at Kinan's unreasonable request.

“Hus! Indiscriminate you Kinan.” Sulastri shyly raised her eyes, staring slightly sultryly at her daughter.

Not denied, Robby does have a tempting face is also rich. He is the figure that is idolized by women. Including Sulastri himself.

The woman who already had the age of three heads was secretly storing a handful of love. But Robby has a cold nature in all women, once rumored to be close to a row of women in the upper class, but none shows evidence.

Robby himself did not comment if there were questions raised about love relationships or relationships that are personal.

Robby never responded to anyone trying to get close to him. He was as usual, with no expression and argument of justification or blame on any party.

Sulastri quite know himself, age and face does not allow to fight for his taste, because he knows Robby around young women with model charm also from a commensurate family.

Although Sulastri has never seen Robby get involved with women. Robby Duren is cold and acutely single.

That's an accusation that's rife in Robby's own company.

“Oke, I said yes.” Robby stood up to go home after his last gulp.

The coffee made by the young widow was quite delicious, just like the man. Seductive, actually. Robby is not interested.

“Erlangga not coming home?” robby understands his son's situation.

“Pa..”

“Alright! I'm picking up my son, right?” He then told Sulastri.

What an old name! in modern times there is still such a name. Robby's smile cursory while stepping his legs to go home.

Erlangga looked at her papa's back a little, then turned to Kinan.

His papa's eyes looked cunning, staring at Kinan not blinking. What exactly is the signal? Can her papa have a hidden transaction with Kinan? Erlangga secretly caught the strange gaze of the two beloved creatures.

Maybe his father just gave a lot of advice to his lover, before he came with his mother earlier, or maybe Kinan did something bad and was angry by his father.

With a soft and gentle papa clearly there was an intention to touch the shoulder of Kinan who was sitting on the opposite chair right in the arms of Erlangga.

“Well yes,” order Robby.

All night Robby bullied himself. Judging his silliness and stupidity. Why does Robby like Kinan who is still a child and looks innocent? Why should Kinan? It would be better if all he wanted was his mother.

“I like Kinan?” He whispered softly to his empty heart.

Nah! Robby tried to deny his feelings.

Explain at length, cause and effect if he continues his feelings.

It's just the sympathy and affection of a papa, he seems.

Then what happened last night? yesterday and yesterday.

"So!"

Aaaaah! Robby yelled alone, pulling her hair tight. Then he threw his body onto the sofa.

The first night he touched Kinan. Robby realizes he's not really in a fly state? Robby admitted that he did everything because he could not resist his desire.

The evidence!

Robby tried not to care. Let it be a long time later Kinan will know that their feelings are not love but only need a moment.

Maybe a long-standing togetherness, which makes the atmosphere like mutual love, comfort and want it to exist.

Robby's eyes don't want to be closed. Sometimes he saw a door that was shut tight

Hoping that Erlangga would bring Kinan home.

Bulsits! what is this feeling?

Cigarette smoke billowed coiled - level like a snake dancer. Robby was lying on the couch helpless.

Why is it he who should be the months of feeling desire.

Whatisthis? Robby continues

he tortured himself with strange feelings.

“I'm old, why be like children.”

This must be because Erlangga is too dear to Kinan, so he too is in love! Starting from the fierce debate in his heart, there was a feeling of cornering the other side. Blaming.

LET ME EMBRACE THE SILENT RAINBOW

Arjuna Bayu's

I translate tragedy

it means an elegant true story

I spell one by one the lost memories

and I'm gonna be a rainbow before the rain comes

to be my umbrella trip to the blue sky

There were flower petals falling with a rowdy light in the morning on my face

Oh, that's the miss flakes I planted in heaven country

Heeem, uh,

What's with my stool until the leaves miss falling

The raft is getting faster

Wait for...

don't wilt...

I'm coming

I'll bring you a handful of happy ones to get you to spring back

I'll bring a million loves to water

How could I forget

if it's on my bench

I planted half a fragile soul

My stupidity is broken

it is the season that grips the wound

lamenting is just a word

It's all too late

LET ME HUG THE SILENT RAINBOW

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