CRACKS
THE UNCOVERING OF SECRETS

JRRR...JRRR

The phone vibrates. Erlangga grabbed the phone from his pocket.

("You want to join the party?”)

It was Dion who sent a short message.

(“We will split Erlangga! This is the last one! Bring your girlfriend.”)

Erlangga looked at Kinan her eyes begging for approval.

Kinan shrugged his shoulders.

“OK, this is for farewell.”

(“We already have a fun place to gather, later we contact you!”) Said Dion again in a short message on WhatsApp.

The sunlight on the Ancol beach began to dim. Erlangga held Kinan's hand to go home, not once did he let go of his grasp.

There was a sense that he was no longer a child. He can work and support his family. Erlangga thought marrying Kinan was a good idea.

“Sometimes I feel we'll be apart forever! Why can it be this heavy our farewell.” Ujat Kinan.

Erlangga looked at Kinan, she did not want to linger in hugging the uncomfortable atmosphere.

"We go home first, after that we'll spend time with friends."

“This is a fun day why should discuss something sad!” said Erlangga again, while holding my hand. It is not bored what is with me all this time, there is no sensation.” continued Erlangga again.

"Eeeeeeeeeeh..."

“Splitting in a long period of time can strengthen the relationship! Longing will bind us, and give the ordeal of being faithful! We will know how much loyalty we have, even though we look fine all along. Kinan! Would you wait for me to return.”

The emotional strength that Erlangga maintained, finally fell with his pride.

Erlangga who desperately always divert the conversation to keep looking tough finally decays and sinks.

“Erlangga..when to leave?”.

The wind gust of Ancol beach stroked the hair of both, it was a boon.

It is not sad to part with the woman he loves, but Erlangga himself can not do anything.

Spending time with Kinan on Ancol beach, hugging cold alone, without caring about anything and anyone.

“I'm sure of myself! I can be loyal, but, don't you know?” erlangga's eyes looked at Kinan with a look of hope.

Kinan's eyes glared dislike of Erlangga's words, he stopped his foot swing.

“You doubt me?”

“No! But papa said, time can change everything.”

“You doubt me? Erlangga!”

“The most consequential creature man, a second A and then B, could be worse in a second can reach Z.”

Kinan was a little struck by Erlangga's speech. He felt that sentence was directed at him. However, he did not dare to take no offense, he only pursed his lips slightly as a form of dissatisfied facial expression.

“The lips are tied for hook, fishing bait!” kelakar Er-langga then looked at Kinan who was suddenly careless.

Erlangga did not want the atmosphere that should be a historic day for them to fall apart just because of his mistake in speaking.

"Let's go home."

"Er.. My head is dizzy! ouch!"

Kinan suddenly staggered back. His body collapsed into Erlangga who was behind him.

"Kinan!"

“Darling, i..i..."

The skinny body finally suffocated and fell unconscious on Erlangga's chest.

ERLANGGA did not believe what he had just heard.

"Maybe the doctor misdiagnosed."

The doctor who examined Kinan smiled.

"You're still in school? or have you graduated?"

"Today we're celebrating graduation."

"That's great, meaning you can get married, it's not too late."

Kinan was still unconscious. His face looks pale. Why did Erlangga not realize that since yesterday Kinan's face looked pale.

"Tok please keep this a secret from him. I want to surprise him."

The doctor who examined Kinan smiled while preparing some of the best vitamins for pregnant women.

"Get!"

"What's wrong? you're dreaming?"

"I why Er?"

Kinan hugged Erlangga, he was terrified himself.

"So suddenly everything was going around - circling Er,"

"Yes, we're going home soon."

Erlangga's heart became chaotic. Kinan's pregnant! speculation that Kinan has another lover is so eyeing him. Suddenly the threat came like lightning.

"Kinan?"

"What's Er? you seem to be questioning?"

Erlangga held his sadness as much as possible. The news of Kinan's pregnancy is a new pain for him.

Never did Erlangga imagine that Kinan had other men besides him. Who is the father of the child in Kinan's womb?

The sound of the king motor roaring loudly made Kinan unable to hear his soft voice. Erlangga hesitated to ask about Kinan's pregnancy, she chose silence and tried to calm herself down. Excessive fear was a guest in his heart.

ISYA both arrived home. Kinan leaned his moto slightly to the corner.

"Er, what's wrong with you? your face is pale."

"Kinan?"

Slowly and carefully Erlangga helped Kinan.

"What's my pain?"

"You go home first, I have something to discuss with you."

"Say he wants to join the party."

"Not be."

"Er, you're pale."

"Yes, I'm so tired today."

THE ENDLESS ROAD

----------------------- Arjuna Bayu ----------------------------------- Arjuna Bayu

On this deserted I tried to pull over

Make a lot of stories on yourself

In the time that continues to pass

I rest on how melted save the longing

On a tired raga I lose

Trying to make peace with destiny and yourself

Then I tried to understand the meaning of the fog

And I get it

Maybe this is what I'm looking for

On this road I don't know

Where will the feet get

This road is endless

Continues without a definite purpose

The wrong path or step

Or both have lost

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