
In Carl's high-rise apartment, he knelt in front of Senta with the girl sitting on her bed, occasionally laying her head on her lap, the previous Carl forced the girl to go into his room did not forget to lock the door again.
Carl was indeed angry and dark in the eyes with Senta's disgusted speech with him, intending to make the woman in front of him regret with what he said before .
But his intention was unsettled when he saw the face of fear and disappointment on Senta's face for the first time, the girl who dared to go about everything turned frightened with her coercion, which of course makes Carl realize if what he will do later will even cause new problems for him, or even the woman he loves will really leave him.
With Carl sitting Senta on his bed, though with difficulty due to the Senta rebellion, Carl tried hard until Senta really sat on his bed.
Unexpectedly, Carl suddenly knelt before him with watery eyes, which was certainly not in line with what Senta thought, moreover, he only knew how dangerous the man in front of him was, to the point of scaring him earlier.
"Please, don't leave me, please give me a chance if I change! i beg! " say Carl memelas .
"I'm not even sure someone like you can commit to! what else with your biological needs that are used to being met! while me? I wouldn't have done it without a wedding rope between us! " senta said seriously, putting aside her pain to give understanding to the man who was very troublesome for her.
"I can! I want to commit to you, very willing and very able! I can do that without doing that again! I'm sorry, please give me a chance! I only have your love in this world, you are my world, you make my daily life more alive, I have a purpose in life now because of you, you are everything to me, I even intend to abandon my bad habits for your sake! hiks, hiks!! I beg Senta!! hiks, hiks! " said Carl started crying.
Carl regrets not changing from the beginning close to Anya, and when he wants to start it all becomes too late because of his stupidity.
"You're the one who asked me to convince you of my heart, but you're the one who broke everything when I started believing in you! do you think I'll trust you completely after this? of course not, not just me! the woman out there will definitely think the same as me! so find a woman who will be able to trust you completely, but not me of course! because I've stopped to convince my heart!" senta said steadily though unwillingly in his heart.
Senta who was intending to get up from his seat, was suddenly restrained by Carl by hugging his stomach in a state of legs that were still kneeling before him.
"Hiks, hiks! nein! don't say that, please don't say anymore hyx, hyster! I was wrong, so wrong, don't stop convincing your heart, I'll do whatever you want just don't leave me, I'm sorry! sorry hiks, hiks!! " said Carl who increasingly can not stem his tears.
"Huuuff! " senta took a deep breath neutralizing his tightness, what else heard the roaring cry of the man he did not want to leave, there was a sense of unbearability in his heart that began to make a little wavering about his decision just now. "Let go of me now! I want to go home! " said Senta even though his heart was shaking.
"Hiks, hiks! No!!!! what do I do to make you forgive me, I'll do it, sorry, sorry, don't leave me, sorry! hiks,hiks, torch,!!" carl said again.
"You know, I even asked Anya what I should do before I said my decision, and Anya confidently said you're a good man until I had convinced me to accept you! But what do I get? nothing has happened to feel the incredible pain! " saddened Senta and tried hard not to let out his tears.
"I know you love me! please give me another chance! i beg! hiks, hiks! " said Carl, who kept pleading.
"Of course you know! you know all too well because I clearly showed you the pain you inflicted on me! hiks!! " said Senta could not stem his crying, but he immediately removed.
Feeling increasingly sorry, Senta berlahan stroked the head on his lap, calming with a smile of his hand, without him realizing it even makes Carl more comfortable and does not want to release himself.
Long enough to stroke elus Carl's head until no longer heard the sound of sobbing from the man in his lap.
"Have you? " ask Senta with Carl who starts to look up at the face of the girl he hurt.
"Already! " answered Carl.
Senta painstakingly wiped away the tears left on Carl's cheeks, even he could see the beautiful eyes blushing from crying too much, raising the man's shoulder to encode for Carl to sit next to him.
"You can start your life over again after this, looking for a woman who one hundred percent truly believes in you, but you have to try to change with your bad habits, because your bad habits are a big factor in the damage to the relationship you will establish! " said Senta stared inside the man who had filled his heart.
"Why? why would you still leave me? I intend to change and commit to you, only to you, who have not even answered all my words of love all this time! why do you make me feel like a man having an affair when we haven't had any relationship yet! why Senta? " said Carl who began to run out of patience.
Senta was speechless by the fact that he had just remembered, his mind justifying Carl's words, there was no term of cheating between them because it did not have any relationship, he said, but isn't the man in front of him several times to say love to her but instead fuck the women of the night out there, Senta really thought all this time was just a joke for Carl.
"Have you been saying something like a joke all along? saying love easily and on the other hand screwing other women EASILY! it is so easy to say to convince my heart! but what should I be sure of now? How do I measure the loyalty of my future partner if he secretly fucks another woman, when I am the one you clearly give me hope this really convinces my heart! your joke's making me sick you know! " senta said with pilu.
Carl, who saw that Senta still refused him, sat back in the corner in his girl's arm like at the beginning, he wanted to feel like he had a dark eye that eventually made Senta unable to leave him again if necessary until pregnant even once, but the risk that he could make Carl shrink first, but the risk that he could make Carl shrink first, but if Senta continues to reject it, it is likely that it can happen later.
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