Cruel Man's Love
Suicide

Shortly after, Senta again silenced his lips with his back to sleep against the man he hated so much now, his body aches and heartache melted into one until he felt the decision his feelings would live on.

Simultaneously, Carl pulls a blanket over their bodies, hugging the body of Senta from behind occasionally kissing the head of the back of Senta.

"I love you and will take responsibility for my actions, don't worry about anything, baby! sorry I can't keep it till the end!!! " said Carl who knows his lover is not okay at this time.

There was no answer at all from Senta's mouth, only to be silent with his blank stare that occasionally tears came out by itself and slowly closed his eyes without caring every word Carl he heard.

2 Hours passed when Senta last fell asleep after the incident that he did not want in his life, he woke up because of hunger in his stomach because all day his stomach had not filled anything.

Senta looked at his body wrapped in new nightgowns, and new bed linens as well, then looked at his surroundings that were completely devoid of looking into Carl's presence in his room, he began to hope that everything he went through was just a dream, what else supported him who just woke up again.

But unfortunately he did not wear the same clothes from last night he was wearing, hope it was all just a dream stay was sinking when he saw a dirty basket filled with dirty and shapeless clothes and sheets.

Her tears fell back on their own, while still waking up from her sleep, but as one leg stepped, the core of her body felt an excruciating pain, making her tears come out more and more, and carefully walk by occasionally holding on to the wall to get to its destination.

In front of the bathroom glass, he stared at the neck that looked terrible, with red and blue tinged almost all over his neck, pulling down the part of his briefcase a little showed the same thing on his body.

"Aaaaakkkkkkkhhhhhhhh!!!! " Senta yells as tight as he fastens.

Brakkkk....

Deliberately punching the glass in front of him made the glass when it broke not left, along with the blood that flowed the hand senta.

"I hate my life!! why are you making me live God!!!! I hate you!!!! " cried Senta with a deep pain in his heart, his life and heart were as broken as the glass in front of him. "Why would you give me life if only to be killed in a wild manner like this!! why is your fate so cruel to me, what's my fault? what sin have I ever committed with the heart that you made me like this God??? why?????huhuhuhuhuuu!!!!" he said it again with louder than before, to make his voice sound hoarse.

In the midst of his pill cry, the water-filled eye accidentally saw a fairly large shard of glass, with the pain he got in a row and at the top he had to lose his purity, he had to lose his purity, making Senta dark eyes to end this painful life.

With a hand that shook violently, Senta took the broken glass, then looked at the other wrist changed to stare at the broken glass that looks very sharp.

"Hiks, hiks!!! I love you but not for me, you are just selfish without thinking how I feel!!! Anya, I'm sorry I gave up now, you are the one who knows the most about my life, and Rica, you're always busy with your lover until you forget there are friends who need you so much!!! i'm sorry.... "

Brakkk...

Suddenly the bathroom door opened quite tightly, revealing the face of the man who took away his chastity with a look of his face was very worried.

While Senta who heard that was very shocked, quickly turned his body towards the bathroom door, by brandishing the broken glass that he had been holding.

"Don't come near fucking!! " said Senta with tears and blood pouring out at the same time.

"I said don't come any closer, or this glass will quickly scratch my veins!!? " threat Senta who is quite powerful in doing, because with that Carl stopped his steps to get closer.

"Listen to me!!! I love you so much, and I will take responsibility for what I did!! don't do something like this, baby!! we're talking good!!! " said Carl so gently, his heart ached at the sight of the woman he loved now, with blood everywhere and a face that showed despair.

And the pain in his heart grew more piercing when so consciously it all happened because of his actions, he did not know what else to do not make Senta constantly push him to stay away.

And true, this is the result of his dark eyes, unable to think clearly and control his emotions, along with the urge to not let his lover go from his life.

But it's getting wrong, though, because in fact his lover chose to go from his life as far as possible and impossible for him to pursue a death that not only broke their relationship but the life that his lover had been living would be cut off for a life that is not united with its body.

"Hiks, hiks, I'm tired!! hiks, I don't want to live anymore!! I am not strong enough to endure this incredible pain!!! " said Senta while looking at his pulse who intends to meet him with a fairly sharp glass shards with the hand that had been pointed towards the front.

But unfortunately, Senta's slow movements are utilized by Carl who has been diligently catching both of Senta's wrists with both hands as well.

Instead of rebelling, Senta looked at Carl's face with a look of despair, eyes reddened, swollen and continued to shed tears while smiling lightly on his pale lips.

The pain of both men is increasingly becoming - so that one must face his bitter life, and the other must witness the heartache, and the state of concern for his partner.

Until without realizing the tears that Carl has also come out by itself, Carl can feel the pain, Carl can feel heartbroken for his actions, regret is just regret, regret is nothing, it won't change everything back to how it was.

The fear of loss and the sense of having it all out of control, which even the slightest request for accountability never asked for the truth was what he had hoped for before.

"I beg you not to hurt yourself like this!! and don't be silly like this Senta!!! " said Carl who was still looking at the pitiful face of his lover.

"Hehehee!! you want to die with me too?? " said Senta smiled widely but with eyes that implied sadness.

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