Cruel Man's Love
A Very Big Love

"Hehehee!! you want to die with me too?? " said Senta smiled widely but with eyes that implied sadness.

"Yes, anything if you're with you!! " said Carl by looking at the extremely pitiful woman in front of him.

"Hehehee!!! " senta's discordant laughter while pointing the end of the glass in his hand right towards Carl's chest, just to press the sharp object Carl will definitely hurt, just as if unable to do so. " Hiks, hiks!!!! can't!!! " he said as he shook his head, his heart could never be able to hurt the man he loved, despite the pain he had inflicted.

"Why can't!!! do it like this!!! " said Carl who was holding Senta's wrist began to press towards his own chest as he wanted his beloved earlier.

"Ti..no!!! hiks, hiks!!!! " said Senta really can not make his lover hurt, with full of energy he held his hand that grasps glass not hurt Carl's chest, he held back, which even resulted in his own hand being injured because it was too tightly grasping the broken glass.

Carl's heart grew increasingly upset when he saw Senta's new wound that must have been bleeding, the pressure on Senta's hand immediately faded to not make him more injured.

"Pour the glasses if I don't want to get hurt!! isn't there enough of a cut on the back of your hand?? throw it away right now!!! " carl's orders were resolute and annoyed to see the blood on Senta's hand that kept flowing, from the back of his hand and the bru wound on his palm.

But Senta was just silent the more he grasped the broken glass which also deepened his wound.

"It doesn't hurt too much!!! even more heartache this turned out!!!! " said Senta stared at the glass that was deepening to injure his palm, his heartache, disappointment, and the destruction of his life made him numb to the wounds he had just felt at this time.

"Dump or I will also hurt myself!!! " said Carl threatened with his angry look, intent on seizing the broken glass in the hands of Senta which would certainly later also hurt his own hands, in fact he did not mind if he had to be injured as well, but the doubt that Senta did not want to hurt him made him know how much love Senta for him, and increasingly want to know how much more love the woman in front of him by listening or not saying.

"No, you'll get hurt later!! " said Senta threw away the origin of the broken glass covered in blood, so Carl was not hurt with the sharp object.

Seeing that Carl immediately embraced the fragile body of his lover, providing comfort, strength as much as he could give, with the cry of Senta increasingly broken.

"Don't be like this anymore, baby!!! I have said many times that I love you so much and will take responsibility for what is happening now!! please don't leave me, I know you love me so much, I know that!!! sorry, sorry I made you feel this way!! sorry!! " said Carl tightly hugging the body of the lover he loved so much.

But before long Senta's frail body lingered in Carl's arms which turned out to be unconscious, which of course made Carl panic, what more blood in Senta's hands were flowing.

In his makeshift clothes as well as Senta's, Carl walks out of Senta's house to quickly take her to the hospital.

The car that Senta and Carl were riding in drove at high speed with Carl occasionally staring at the side seat where Senta was unconscious.

"All will be well!!! everything will be fine!!! " along the way Carl always convinced himself of it, he felt very afraid to be left behind by the woman next to him in any form.

Until in a short time, Carl got to the hospital he was heading to, then carried Senta to the ER room with his panicked face.

From a distance, Bastian saw the person he knew so frantically by carrying the woman covered in blood, immediately approaching the ER room that Carl entered.

"Let me!!! " bastian said to the two sisters who will treat Senta, which of course makes everyone stare at the source of the voice is no exception Carl who is still in his panic face.

Last Bastian approached, checking the state of the woman he had known with Carl's lover at Len's wedding yesterday, until he knew what had happened to the woman who was lying with that pale face from inside her body, and began to clean the wounds outside her body.

"No serious injuries!! he was lightly dehydrated which seemed to be shedding too many tears with an empty stomach plus the blood that kept flowing!!! he also has a history of stomach ailments!!! " said Bastian who slightly made Carl relieved.

Approaching his seat on the side of the hand of Senta who was not injured because Bastian was still doing his job, gently rub the shoots of his lover's head with affection, with a look very sad face.

"Don't leave the hull empty again later!! " said Bastian while sewing a deep wound on his palm. " I heard your old habits resurface!! she was your accidental victim??? " ask Bastian with a little guess.

"No!!" carl paused, his lips so heavy as to say the incident that seemed to hit his heart with a large stone. " Suicide!!? " car answered with his eyes closed, as he began to get angry with himself, because the incident he remembered just now happened because of his actions.

"Not without reason, right?? " ask Bastian who was slightly poring over what happened to the woman lying down.

"Because of me!! i raped her!!! " reply answer Carl.

As soon as Bastian's hands clenched, he knew the man in front of him was a player, but while liking and equally willing was not a problem, but rape is a compulsion and he also believes the woman lying down is a girl, and in other words Carl forcibly took away the precious thing that this woman had and her last path yes it ended her life.

"Huuuff!!! " Bastian tries to control his emotions as he so clearly sees Carl's emotions going up and down on their own despite just saying what happened. " You need to go to a psychiatrist!! can I make a schedule?? " ask Bastian to provide a solution.

"Later on!!! " answered Carl.

"Do it quickly before it's too late, and then unconsciously hurt the people you love, especially him!!! " Bastian advised.

"Let me think for a while and focus on healing!!! " said Carl continues to look at the face of his lover who is still at home in his sleep, what else was given anesthetization to sew his palm.

"Yes, I hope you'll call me quickly!! he will realize the next 2 to 3 hours, don't worry he's fine now!! " said Bastian by patting his friend on the shoulder to give strength. "I just take care of another patient!!! " he continued saying goodbye, which Carl nods with a still look at his heart lover.

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