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Not Want to Live Difficult

The Moon explained to her mother as she descended the steps, while her mother simply smiled and nodded while rubbing her child's body.

"Don't you make chicken soup?" he asked, making the Moon shake his head.

"Patience, yes dear. Slow down, don't make your husband uncomfortable. Make him as comfortable as he used to be just ask little by little, the photo you should be able to make your husband say what he feels without feeling depressed. You mean, Mom?"

Moon nodded small, trying to listen to the advice of his mother. Then they went opposite each other, where Ibu Dara towards her room and Moon towards the kitchen to make delicious food.

After everything was done, the Moon immediately brought the Ocean food order into the room along with fresh and cold drinks.

Boiled indomie with various toppings, looks very appetizing someone who wants to eat it. In addition, the lemon tea ice that the Moon makes makes its own freshness impression on the ice that looks ordinary.

Slowly the Moon put the tray containing the food on the table of the bupet near the door of their room, then opened the door while giving greetings.

Where the Moon accidentally saw her voice shed her tears while daydreaming. When aware of the sound of the door, immediately maybe Ocean remove it quickly and smile greet his wife.

"Assalammualaikum, Mom. Here's the food, eat yuk!" order the Moon while putting food on the table.

"Waalaikumsalam, darling. Thanks, just a second. Go to the bathroom first." replied Samudra smiling, then went to the bathroom.

After her husband went to the bathroom, Moon felt something strange. She saw from the gaze of her husband's eyes that were so weak, and also slightly puffy. All made the Moon wonder to herself.

"What's really going on, Mom? Why do you look different today? Are you facing a problem? Just why didn't you tell me?" the inner mumble of the Moon who was currently sitting on the sofa while waiting for her husband.

Before long, her husband came out of the bathroom with a bit of wet hair, a sign that he had washed his face so as not to look lethargic.

Samudra walked up to his wife, sat down and immediately ate all the food he had ordered. From how to eat the Ocean the Moon understood, that there was something he was hiding.

Approximately 1 hour, the Ocean has finished eating and the Moon has put the cutlery in the kitchen, now they both look silent while staring at the television screen.

Where Samudra fell asleep on his wife's thigh, then stroked and kissed her distended stomach occasionally his eyes glanced at the television.

"Mas, can I have it?" moon opens talks.

"Can, Honey. What do you want, hem?" replied Samudra, turning to face her distended stomach while looking at the face of the Moon.

"I saw from Mas coming home until this second, there was something else that Mas hid from me. What's up, Mas? What the hell's going on? Why does your attitude and face look lethargic? Is, um, is there a big problem?"

Moon looked directly at her husband while expressing all the questions that felt from his mind.

When the Ocean that was smiling, now it looks very flat. The ocean was too much silent, often when answering his wife's question a little slurred to make him pause for a moment.

The ocean slowly changed its sleeping position while lying on his wife's thigh, with both fingers stuck together and pinned to his chest. Then, he began to stare at the ceiling of his own room with mixed feelings.

"Well, what's the matter, really? The moon was confused to face Mas's attitude which was other than usual." said Moon, back.

Echem ...

The ocean cleared its throat to try to neutralize his feelings, then slowly took in a deep breath while opening its mouth slowly.

"Daddy, what if someday our lives are downstairs? Are you going to leave me?" tanya Samudra made the Moon instantly shocked and also slightly shocked.

"Ishh, I said what the hell! Where maybe our lives can be down, Mas people are just a manager. Great salary, good job and also the Boss is never stingy to give bonuses."

"However, why would you even talk like that! Anyway I don't want to live hard anymore, I've been under Mas. And it feels really bad, want anything hard!"

"So, now Mas focus the same work. Give money for the birth of our child, and don't think like that. Mas itself is not, who said that Mas again nabung for us to worship to the holy land. So what am I hearing now? Anyway, I don't like it and don't want to!"

The Moon's answer is a very out-of-the-way answer to Ocean expectations. He did not expect that his wife would be able to answer his question with such heart-breaking words.

There was no feeling of water dripping from the corner of the Ocean's eyes which were currently staring upwards with a smile. The moon that saw her husband, became very strange and confused.

"Actually Mas why the hell, why the talk bounces and also this what? Why are you crying? What the hell is all this, Mom. Don't make me afraid, and worry. I saw the strange attitude of Mas tuh swearing!"

The tone of the Moon's speech was increasingly unpleasant to the Ocean, where his wife looked so upset at him. Though a while ago, her mother had advised her not to make her husband depressed or uncomfortable.

However, what power. The moon was too carried away so much that he did not want to return to his early life, where he had to face the hardships of life and ridicule from everyone.

The ocean slowly wiped away his tears, then sat down while facing his wife and held both of his hands.

Her husband's gaze managed to make the Moon's heart tremble quite strongly, when he saw the glare of grief emanating from her husband's eyes. Only this time did the Moon see the Ocean so fragile, and also helpless when she did not know where to start again.

For Samudra to explain everything was very difficult, when a few minutes ago heard the answer that his wife refused to live with him.

"Ma-mas, I-I'm sorry if my words hurt you. Just honest, Mom. I don't want to live a life of deprivation, it doesn't taste good. Many insults, insults and insults that I always accept when I have no valuables!" obviously the Moon, only in the smile of the Ocean.

They were silent for a moment where, Samudra wiped his wife's tears that began to drip on the cheeks. From here Samudra understood what his wife was thinking right now.

All because the Ocean was also once in the position of his wife who lived in difficult circumstances. How to live in a difficult economy, but must survive.

But back again. It is also not good if one has to think his life will continue on top without wanting to feel how difficult it is when below.

What else is a person's life like a wheel, sometimes above and sometimes below. It all depends on the destiny that God has given him, with the aim that they can be more patient in the face of His trials.

...***Connected***...