
Raka Hibatullah Dirgantara, is a child of the Ocean and Moon who is less than 1 month old.
Now, Raka's condition has improved considerably. However, he still needs treatment for 1 month to make sure his condition is completely stable.
Raka's weight had started to rise to 3 kilos, so his condition began to improve. Only to recover, if everything is fulfilled then the doctor can allow Raka to return home with her family.
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1 month passed, Raka had returned home from the hospital gathered with both her parents and also her Grandmother.
It feels very happy they can play every time with Raka, but Moon is still not so able to accept the fact that she is now a mother.
Yes, although sometimes Moon cries alone when with Raka who is in her arms.
However, if with others Moon even felt inferior that she could not be the perfect Mother for Raka.
This is where the Moon's behavior begins to look like a mother who experienced the Baby Blues.
Baby Blues is a concern that is suffered by a mother who has just given birth, she will always feel sad, moody and also restless with various factors. One of them is what the Moon feels like.
He seems to have not been able to give the best for the child, because he thinks giving birth to children by cesarean is something that is wrong for the Moon. That way the Moon can't be the perfect woman.
Right in the small garden next to the house, the Moon was sunning her son accompanied by her husband.
At first the Moon always felt uncomfortable when she saw her husband, just when he tried to fight her. Until finally he managed to make it back can be close to the Ocean.
Although the Moon does not talk much, at least the Ocean can be close to his son and wife alone is more than enough.
"Sir, you know not. At that time I was very worried when I saw almost all of your clothes were wet because your water broke. I thought you were wetting your bed, but Mom said it was water coming from your stomach."
"My mom and I took you to the hospital, and the doctor suggested that I sign the file that the nurse would give me. The content of the letter was, the question that I had to approve the cesarean operation in order to save you and Raka."
"At that time, your amniotic fluid broke and made Raka drink the amniotic fluid until her face turned blue and when removed, Raka did not cry. The doctor was worried and confused, who would have thought. Mashayallah Raka could be in the middle of our happiness."
"I know it all because the doctor told me how he struggled to help you in the operating room. Every time I meet Raka at the hospital, I always talk about the state of our son. From there I knew, if what I was taking was the right decision."
"Everything can not be separated from the prayers and support that your mother gave me, if I must be able to make decisions based on the truth and also the heart. Not with the napsu or the ego I have in mind."
"So, I'd like to apologize, if I've broken our promise. I'm doing all this for your safety,"
"Had I been a little late to sign the dossier, I would have regretted my whole life if I had to lose one of you."
"If you're still angry at this moment, you're sprained and disappointed with me. No problem, I'm gapapa. God willing I will take everything. Most importantly I'm relieved because I'm-"
Degh's!
Samudra gets sweet treatment from his wife who leaned on his shoulder while holding Raka.
"From the story that Mas told I can feel how weak Mas when it comes to choosing between our promises or safety. But I am willing to make that promise, for our sake. Thank you, Mas. Thanks hix ...."
Samudra smiled as he hugged his wife and also rubbed dear Raka. He looked so happy when the Moon had begun to understand the situation when the Ocean decided to perform a C-section.
Cuman, Moon still does not fully accept the fact that she can not be the best mother for her child.
Plus in the next few days they have to immediately move to the house that Samudra has bought, precisely in the village that he first met with the Moon and proposed to him.
There Samudra has bought rice fields and also a simple house, the rest of their houses are currently sold as a result to make up for the hospital fees when Raka was treated.
Even though Om and his Tantenya want to finance it, just Samudra refused it all because he wanted to try himself, to continue to support his family with his hard work without pity.
After solving their problems, Samudra began to slowly speak from a heart of heart to make his wife understand.
"Sir, I wanted to apologize earlier. For a few more days we should have moved from this house to our new home in the village, I already had no other choice. I'm sorry, Deck. Sorry can not be a husband and head of a good household. Again sorry."
Samudra looked at his wife with teary eyes, he could not bear to see his wife's face that looked shocked. Cuman Bulan tried to cover up her sadness when she saw the struggle of her husband who always wanted to make her happy in his own way.
"Mas no need to apologize, as long as we are together we will live it. I understand, even though it's hard I'll try it all. May our lives return to the way it is today." said the Moon, smiling.
"Aamin, Allahhumma, Deck. Hopefully, Dek, I'll keep fighting for you. Bismillah, may my steps bring you tremendous sustenance. Thank you, dear."
The ocean hugged his wife, kissed her on the forehead, then let go and kissed her sleeping son under the morning sun.
"Together, Mas. Yes, let's go in, the sun is getting higher. Poor Raka, anyways have also been sunbathing for a long time. Now that we're in, I'd like to prepare some warm water for Raka" the Moon replied.
She immediately stood up to make her husband stand, Samudra nodded and followed his wife into the house. Where Ibu Dara has prepared cooking for them to eat later.
They went to her room, Moon put Raka on the bed and took off all her clothes while slowly waking her up.
The curious ocean how to bathe even a small child, makes him always want to know what his wife is doing.
Raka who has begun to wake up slowly introduced the water first that has been prepared by the Moon.
After that, the Moon slowly brought Raka into the baby tub while washing her using her hands slowly. So did Samudra he noticed and he participated in soaping and robbing Raka.
After a few minutes, Samudra was taught how to make clothes to his son. When everything was neat and handsome unceasingly the Ocean lived and played with his son.
While on the Moon, she goes to the bathroom to clean up Raka's messy toiletries.
There was actually a feeling of worry, fear and sadness in the Moon's heart. Just how else, he was angry would not be able to restore the situation.
So inevitably for now the Moon can only obey her husband and also her mother, because even if she debates it will not work. Like the word 2 vs 1 will certainly be heavy, when his mother instead defended her own daughter-in-law rather than her son.
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