Dampu Biduk Cinta
Forgive Dad

Moon tried to put her child to sleep, while Samudra just sat leaning on the bed while playing his cell phone. All that Samudra did was so that he could expand on his knowledge as a farmer.

But after Raka fell asleep, Moon again began to open her voice and continue her desire to ask for permission to work for her husband.

"Mas, give me permission, right, if I work? I promise I'm just working, it won't be weird. I just don't want our economy to be so rich."

"I want our lives to improve a little, so that later when Raka has grown up. He will no longer be a material scorn people here, I'm just afraid Mas. If one day Raka can not continue her education, what about her mentality? Can he face the talk of the neighbors?"

"Mas himself knows, don't they always put me down or you. Not to mention they always talk about our ugliness to Mother, while Mother alone doesn't mind your attitude."

"Even our other neighbors, just bought a motorbike and work as farmers just like you are still in the say they get money with bad results. So what do we want to be in this environment forever? Will this environment also be good for Raka's growth?"

"No, Mas. This is a bad environment, they live with idleness that makes their hearts become dirty. After that they can incite everyone to have the same thoughts as their way of thinking."

The ocean was silent listening to the babbling of his wife who currently looked so scared, sad and also disappointed with the circumstances they were currently living.

When the Moon began to fall into silence and sobbed a little, the Ocean immediately rose from its position and approached his wife, then hugged her for a long time.

"If you work, who will take care of Raka? I can't always trouble you, honey. The more days Mom gets older, I can't make Mom tired just from taking care of her granddaughter."

"I don't care if you want to work, I just can't bear that at the age of Raka who is that small time together with his parents must be divided. What if Raka feels lonely?"

"You also know, right, I have almost 12 hours in the fields, and also the garden because that is my responsibility to give you an inner birth. While you, if you work, can you divide your time between work, home, children, husband and others?"

"Your job of actually being a housewife is already very noble, dear. You can teach Raka to learn, teach and so on for me already very much time."

"Guman if you say it like this, it just proves that my efforts so far to meet your needs are very lacking. It's as if I'm lacking the hard work of making a living for you guys."

The moon shook her head, then let go of her husband's embrace and looked at him with teary eyes.

"No, Mas. Not like that, I don't consider you working less hard. Just how, I was confused too. I can't live like this, Mom. We better work together, Mas work for our needs and I work to help and make Raka happy."

The Moon's words were only taken by the Ocean, she couldn't answer everything now. The ocean instead diverted the conversation and asked the Moon to rest immediately as the clock began at midnight.

Moon understood, if the current Ocean seems very heavy to allow it to work. Yes, for the Moon it is only natural that the Ocean is like that. Because it is clear that Samudra does not want his son to lack time together or affection from both parents.

Samudra kissed his wife on the forehead, then got up and returned to his place on the left side of Raka. The ocean immediately spread its body while closing its eyes.

While Moon saw her husband like that, can only hope that a miracle can knock on her husband's heart door. So that he could let her go back to work.

What's more so far the Moon has not felt the work, because when he graduated from school Samudra directly proposed to him and made the Moon as his wife.

Slowly the Moon laid down her body, looking at Raka and then kissed her cheek and then she closed her eyes into her subconscious.

In about 5 minutes, the ocean slowly opened its eyes. Apparently, he's not sleeping. He only pretended to be asleep so that the Moon would no longer continue his words.

Ocean tilted his body to look at his wife's face, then he looked towards the cute little face that was currently sleeping soundly making the heart of the Ocean completely touched.

"I'm sorry, Mas ya Dek. I'm sorry, Raka. I haven't been able to make you happy, I've always made you feel this hard."

"Get, you're patient. God willing, I will try harder so that I can make you all happy. I can't promise, but I'll keep trying as long as I can keep my eyes open, as long as I'm going to fight for you."

"Actually Father is not unwilling to give permission for your Mother to work, it's just that Dad is afraid if later the situation is not like this anymore. Where your Mother will be more time to work, forget her duty to accompany you and also play with you. While Dad, as the head of the household, it is the responsibility of Dad not your Mother."

"Add more Dad was afraid if later, your mother worked a good job and his salary was good. And so, your Mother will no longer appreciate Father because all the needs of your own Mother succeed in handling it."

"So, I'm sorry that I haven't been able to meet your needs. But, you guys calm down. God willing, I will be more enthusiastic about his work so that he can try to fulfill everything you want. Do not forget also always doain Dad yes, so that Dad's sustenance is always abundant for you. Aamin, Allahuma Aamin ...."

The ocean spoke in a very small tone, his hands slowly raised to stroke the cheeks of his wife and child. He closed his eyes and fell asleep with them.

...***Connected***...