Dark Diary

Dark Diary
Prologues


That night was the night that I had made my own way of life, the darkness no longer needed to follow my path and step, for I had embraced my dark destiny.


"where's Jimmy?" heard the screams of the adult man in a sinister tone.


It never crossed my mind that there would be new problems coming to me tonight, I was just busy with sipping drinks that made me ignore everything that was going on around me.


Friends of mine got up from his seat, some of them left the place and I did not care about it and still ignored it, all that was left was me and some of my friends.


"what's the name fadel?" the voice came back but this time I started to get suspicious.


"i don't know what om is" my friend responded with a trembling voice and pointed at me.


I finally realized when I heard the voice came back more clearly, coupled with the name of the fadel that had been a close friend of mine for a long time, my hunch was not good and I thought of someone.


"dadid?" aye! that's my dad, I looked back in disbelief and my obviously anxious face still thought it was a dream, it wasn't real.


And I couldn't believe anymore where my mother was here, "how am I after this? and what else happened after seeing his son directly in this state?", this was really a nightmare but this was clearly real, he said, my mother's road moves ahead of my father when she wants to get to me.


"jimmy!! you kauu!" my mother shouted while pulling my sleeve and then slapped me.


"what are you doing here, huh? wanna be your thug? you brash kid, we're home worried thinking about you, waiting for you to come home.You're drunk here, why? why are you drunk?" the question that came back hard from my mother made me unable to think anything and say a single sentence could not, half my heart was upset and half again I felt sad, sad, when I heard the sad mother's voice that made me unable to hold back, her favorite child and also her hope was wrong way.


I remained silent without saying a word, I could only bow my head in guilt and coupled with my drunken half-conscious state that it was hard to think clearly.


Everything felt like a dream, happened just like that and fast, a dream that was not in my desire this dream was very bad.


Seen father who had held his anger as if he wanted to teach me a lesson, on the other hand Fadel and some of my friends who were still with me were also just silent as me, they were a little scared.


"well, let's go home" said the father to the mother.


"you're jim! go home now, go home!"


"yes yes" I replied briefly and with a slight annoyance.


I went home first with my drunkenness and staggering at myself feeling completely useless, fadel and the others only watched as I wanted to leave the place completely silent and there was not the slightest bit of talk but I felt it was not a problem for me at the moment. The problem is how I am after this and also in the future, even though I am still 15 years old. It's mystery.