Dark Diary
Episode 1's

Jimmy, is a name I've always been proud of because it sounds so interesting and people used to call me "jim" it was given by my mother's older brother whom I used to call mama, and he said my name also has a history. I'm the first boy of 2 brothers "alya" is my sister's name and we don't get along very well, we were raised by father and mother, our family is small but our love is very big, I got them.

I'm the type of person who has a hard time getting up early, I hate mornings, I just want to have fun and relax "freedom" and "night" is my life. Even though the light of the morning sun shone on my bedroom all the same, the window was wide open all night, I was always awake. It was clear that there was a mother who always shouted and banged on the door of the room to awaken from my beautiful dreams.

"Jimmys.... Jimmy!"

"iya buu yaa" I tried to wake up even though I was weak.

"would you always be this way to wake up?" reply mom firmly and with a tone that sounds annoyed. "quick! don't piss me off this morning!"

"yes, I'm awake, ah sleepy."

I hate waking up in the morning, I'm sitting sluggish on my bed and it's hard to get up, trying to wake up but the devil in my heart said lazy and my mind just wanted to fall asleep until noon because my dream was still long. But what a power because I have to go to school today and I have to do, I who is currently 16 years old must carry out my duties as a 3rd grade Non formal Junior High School student, however, I still want to realize the real dream and also for the happiness of my parents. Because I was from Junior High N 61 when I was there I often made my own problems and lazy nature that made me have to stay in class, my mother was really very disappointed at that time.

I got clean and packed soon but somehow I like to delay time, I have to quickly go to a place I often call "HELL". although with a heavy heart and mind to go to school, but I also have a good reason to stay in school.

"let's hurry Jimmy, don't let you stay late and remember! don't skip! I'm tired because you're at school."

" yeah ma'am, I go first yeah" I kissed mom's hand and rushed away.

"why should there be a school anyway, ah anj**g school base!"

I hate school, I keep my footsteps fast even in this situation and I also have to wait for public transportation at the Crossroad where at this time I am not allowed to bring a motorbike to school, my school is now quite far compared to my previous school, so whatever it is I have to accept it and maybe this is the punishment I have been doing all this time.

I got near my school, but I had to walk a little more after getting off the public transport to get to school. before entering the school alley there is one of the small stalls there is usually where me and some of my school friends gather, he said, I usually hang out at the stall every time I don't go to school from morning until noon.

Not so often my friends to follow the path of my life who often skipped early school hours until school hours were over, but that was not an obstacle for me even though no friend of mine wanted to come with me, I would still continue my truant intention alone in the stall where the most comfortable tongkrongan was, he said, for me it was a much more comfortable and good place than the school class.

But right now I have to really get into school hours from the beginning, because too often I don't go in and skip school before it, because it's too often, so also with my tasks that I have to finish right and collected. My footsteps kept walking despite thinking about something unclear and now I was in school and sure enough I was late again, when heading into the classroom there was the sound of the teacher explaining something, something like this was common to me.

"excuse me buk, sorry buk I'm late" I'm smiling.

"why is it late again?"the look on the teacher's face was very scary.

"get up buk, hehe."

"that keeps your excuse, hurry in."

Everyone in the class glanced at me for a moment as if I looked like a bad person, but different from my friend who laughed and smiled when I saw I was late for class, maybe they are used to and understood when looking at my bad habits and habits.

I took a seat on the back bench and took out only 1 of my flagship books, my mind was instantly blank and my eyes were pointed forward with a gaze that was also empty. I sighed from feeling very bored, like there was no spirit in my life. "me why?"

"capek ah if gini gini continues." then I set the sitting position.

As usual I very easily forgot my original intention to complete my unresolved task, gathering the rough ones was enough later, after all, I think that being absent is the most important thing.

some students both listen and listen to what the teacher is applying in front, the rest are just busy with myself including me. The teacher did not care about him as he was used to the behavior of his students who were naughty, as well, even when the teacher gave the task even only a few students who care and others are still busy with themselves, it is clear that only some students appreciate when the teacher teaches.

Now that I don't know what I want to do right now, my mind flies where it goes and I start leaning back while looking up at the classroom sky with one blank look. What is clear is that I do not want to linger here what else this unclear study is.

"hoiyy Jimmy."

"ehh yudh, what?" I smiled a little because it was Yudhi who called me.

"get out jimm, boss."

"come on, first you know I'm coming."

"okay, I'm waiting at the stall."

"yeah."

Yudhi, my friend, got out of his seat and walked towards the teacher, who had reasoned to want to go to the toilet in order to get out of the classroom. Yudhi has known me for a long time because we live in the same area and our house is also close, we are more familiar since yudhi one school with me which at that time I first moved to that school than yudhi.

"busy. permission to go to the toilet."

"hurry up yeah, 10 minutes should go back to class."

His face is serious, such reasons are commonly done by naughty children at school in order to get out during class hours, such as yudhi who looks happy and continues his steps out of school, he said, next to the school there is also a stall next to it and it is also one of the places for school students here.

I, who was still in the classroom, was waiting for the right time to leave the classroom, without thinking for too long I stepped my feet out past the teacher when there were 2 students who were collecting their assignments forward. As usual I came out safely without a look, it was too easy for me and it had become commonplace for me to do something like this.

With a very relaxed way I came out of school to catch up with Yudhi who was definitely waiting for me outside, after being outside I saw the yudhi from outside the stall that was cool sitting in the stall where the tongkrongan while smoking a cigarette. Seen here there are only the two of us and the fathers of the shop owners, the first lesson hours are still not spread out, usually crowded maybe now people are more diligent.

"so bored I'm in jim's class, where I haven't been smoking in the morning."

"do you enter from the beginning of Jud?"

"engga anyway.cuma late a little, pas see kewarung no one."

"hahaha again her diligent diligence is possible." I laughed while buying a cigarette to the shop owner's father.

I took a seat next to Judhi and burned my cigarette. "from tomorrow we go to school again yudh, have done so often."

"hahaha yes, that's why good schools are good.don't be naughty times."

"yeahh, you don't haa!"

"it's not as bad as you're jim."

Me and Yudhi before her also often go to school together, but because lately I often do not go to school and it is too late for the yudhi to have to go to school first so as not to follow my life too much at that time. I never force people or friends around me to follow my path, because that is their right.

...That was my day with Judhi, where we enjoy and live a life that is quite naughty what else with our age that is still too young and the educational status that we are currently sitting in, he said, like there is no burden to think about even though there are some problems that we are thinking about, doing things that might be risky enough for us in the future and but I also have to accept the reality and risk in the future for what I have done at this time. I can't dodge....

..."*live and begin your day, without having to go against God's destiny*"...

the words that came before me at night and the words always followed my steps and took me in a more frightening direction.